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2005 11 June :: 7.34 pm
:: Mood: shittie
oh my fuckin` god
okay . .
so i got my surgery yesterday . .and it sucks
my recovery . . took three hours LONGER . . than what it should have .. i had a very bad reaction . . and i couldnt breathe . .and it was awful . . they had to rush me to a special room to help me . .and omg. . i thought i was goin to die . . they gave me . . 2 doses f morphien [[ ?! ]] and 2 perc 10s ..and one perc 5. . with in 2 hours =\. . it a so bad . . omg. . [[ tear ]]
so i got home and 20 minutes later my honey came and picked me up . . we layed around and dind do o much becuse well i couldnt. . annnnnnnnnnd . . he made me dinner <333 but i couldnt eat it i was SO sick . . =\ i feel so so so bad . . and i wanted it soooo badd . . im sorry baby. .
i couldnt stand up without turing pale and almost passing it . .
it blew =\ . . they pumped air into me ..and it hurts so bad .. it like ahh i cant explain it .. its so painful . .
so i spent the night there . .danny helped me as much as he could
thank you. .for the massage ..and the dinner . .=) . .and well taking care of me <33
im sorry if i was edgie . .and what not . i was just ReaLLy sick . .and im A LOT of pain . . [[ but you know that ]]
---> anyways when i woke up this morning i still had a lot of air. . it just wont go away i want to die . . it . it hurts so bad . .omg . . im beside myself i dont know what to do . . they said wlak it off . . i walked on my treadmill for 20 minutes .. nothng im soo upset. . it hurts so bad .. im supposed to leave in like 5 hours to got six flags . .and if it dosent get better im not goign because . . im scard im having that reaction they said i could that would take anoher surgery to fix. .and =\
dfngjbdkvb kfdbfdkbfdv.
make it go away
i cant sit . stand . move . it hurts so bad =\
god =[
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im done complain`in . .
ya`ll stay safe . .
im gunna miss you ¢¾
hahha . .
Mr. Pibb is a replica of Dr. Pepper, but it's a bullshit replica, 'cuz the dude didn't even get his degree.
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