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2005 13 May :: 11.22 pm
:: Mood: crushed
how could you
my dad just got home. .
he looked so hurt. .he has this look he gets . .when hes full of pain . .and i cant stand it . . it eats at me. . and he had it. .i knew he was upset. .and i know why. .thats harsh. . i read papers. .and it made it look liek hes some type of wild animal . .and that has to be how he feels. .
my mom was in the kitchen and he walked to her that look in his eyes. .and tryed tryed to give her a hug. .she walked right past him. .and whent in the bedroom and slammed her door.
my heart broke. . i never wanted to hug my father more in my whole life. .
hew went to the bathroom and walked to the bedroom door . .she locked it . she actually locked him out. .
i watched him walk to the closest door . . his eyes filled up with tears get a blanket and lay down on the sofa. .in his clothes he couldnt even change . .
i feel awful . . i hate that look . . then what followed . .
it reminds me of the goof troop movie . .when the son is really mean to the father and you can tell how hurt the father is . .
shes so cold hearted .
=( your not a bad person daddy . . just have a problem . .
were trying to help .. but shes out of hand . .
i love you dad. .
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