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2005 24 April :: 11.29 pm
:: Mood: cold
its gettign better all the time
im updating !! what in the world is wrong with me ?! =) mwahah . .
well yeah .. iv had a busy - yet not so busy weekend !?. . i havent sleept a damn bit . . thats for sure . . lets see . .
friday night i went to work . .and i left to get bitched out and kicked out by my mom . . went and drove around. .and an hour later or so . . i met my dad up at JFK . .lindsey showed up and left 20 sceonds later because kriss came . . so whatever . . i was pissed . .but didnt care . . i wasnt there to hang out . . i was there because i wanted to die practically . .so yeah i sat in there with kriss and my dad for a little and then i got my wrist band and they took my blood everythign then sent me back to the waiting room . . then danny<33 showed up with his dad . .tom left after 20 minutes or so . .and my dad went to sleep in the truck. . danny went outside to smoke a cig and walked back in with zac !! i was very surprized . .=) soo the 4 of us hung out talked and what not for awhile then krissss went home ---> i dindt want her to be up there all night . . sinc eit was already 1 am ;) hah thanks for coming ohh yeah and staying !! =)). . around 3 something they took me into a room . .and took more blood . . of course had a problem findomg a dman vain . .soo i have a bazillion brusies like always =\ no fun . . but yeah my dad went to the car again to go back to sleep [[ zac nd danny<3 ]] had gone to get him to sing some papers . .soo we all sat around and watched tv . . danny was layin in my hospital bed with me . . [[ lol ]] trying to sleep . .and around 430ish we were all laying around half asleep even zac . . who had been extreamly intertained by the needles in my arm. .and the gloves !! . . =) he ended up going to his truck to sleep . and danny <33 slept in the bed . .around 530 we were woken up to take my testes . . wont go there =\ .. but we went back to the room and sat around for 20 minutes or so . . doctor offered me to chocies --> another 45 minutes or a fax . . ill take the fax !! . . so we got my stuff and left . .only to find out my dad had left . .and danny <3 nor myself had any money . . so zac paided for the copay --> thanks soo much !! .. i have to to give back to you . . next time i see you !! =)) and we all headed home . . for some slllllllleeeeeeeep god, was i tired .. i ended up being awoke at fucking 10am !! and had to run around and do shit so i got NO sleep . .=\ at work that night i felt miserable . . it was gayyy wayne told me i looked like i was going to die . .and he was worried lol. .and yeahh had a decent night tho . .untill i became 930 and i wanted ot go home . . and the second kitchen says . . take care of the last customer and clock out . .this guy walks in . .[[ he has long brown hair . .dirty . .leather jacket . .FREAKY looking ]] and runs up to the counter grabs my arm and yells call 911 !! call 911 !! call call . . so troy calls . and i back up enough to get him to release my hand . and he goes . . my wife is drunk . and she jsut beat the shit out of me . .he was actually pretty calm . .[[ shrugs ]] then . .he starts telling me abou7t how she stabed him last week and all this other bullshit . .and all the sudden this short skinny pregnant lady runs in black dirt marks all over her face . .bottom of her shirt a little torn . .and screams .. call 911 this man just raped me hes crazy call 911 this is a fucking emergancy call 911 !! and is screamin and cursing and carrying on . . .and starts to come around the counter threating me and screaming .. finally by that time kitchen came back from being outside and i wasnt by myself. .and pressed the button for the cops and scared her away from the counter . .and yea she walked outside as the cops pulled up . .and yeah the cop made me go outside and answer 300000000 questions and blah mucho drama with that and finally i got to go home . and went to fucking bed . .untill 12 cause danny <33 woke me up so we could talk.. even though he was paying more attention to his movie --> that he owns !! lol [[ shrugs ]] went back to sleep at 3 and then today ---> sunday <--- i woke up to go get thereasa's tounge periced butt that fell through . . so i went out to eat . . at . .urm ?! damn i cantr remember thats really sad . and annoying mee .. .whatever . . and then i drove aroudn did a few things, , got REALLY sick .. threw up for a good 3 hours [[ yuckie --> ickie ]]and headed to work, had an awesome night went by really fast !! =)) and that crack head guy .. walked by the store. . i got scared lol . . i tryed to sleep wen i got home but danny <33 wanted to talk =)) soo we talked for awhile then he headed off to zacs . .and im just bored . . but i think im going to hitt the hay in a few momentos . . im so beat . .
tomorrow is supposed to be just us, <33
hopefully goes thorugh . .
goodnight
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