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2004 3 February :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: dj sammy
borderline
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the sad part is..this kinda describes me :-/
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2004 3 February :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: the krystal method
well, yesterday i started pace. it's pretty cool. we get like no homework and we do no work in class either- haha. when i walked into the school the smell of pot just fucking enveloped me, haha it was soo fuckin funny. i met a bunch of nice people-nikki,cammy, eddie,alex,nikki,amy,matt,kendall,cjizzle(haha),scott and just a bunch of other people
oh yeah and then theres ciara and andrew. school is fun, its like one big happy family and the school is tiny as hell. blah i could see myself having a lot of fun in this school.
2.2.o4- sammsta's 16th birthday!!!
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2004 1 February :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: talking to corey on the phone
ah so last night sucked because i didn't get drunk...HAHA. im such a loser. well, im on the phone with corey and then at like a quarter after eight were bringing my sisters back home. after we do that my mom is taking me to kohls and were gonna get a shirt for me to wear tomorrow at my first day at pace. rawr im soo nervous :X ahhh. yeahhhhhhh.
ok so last night amy came over and she had bought handcuffs from CVS and jokingly she handcuffed herself to the chair and got herself stuck so we called my moms boyfriend and he came over to help us get her out. sooo after that brian and nick came over and just hung around and shit and then they wanted weed so they called someone and they brought it. 5 minutes after the car left greg calls me and told me that he was in that car and he was in front of my house and i asked him why he didn't just tell me to come outside. oh well. yesterday was my last day of being grounded so im really excited that next week i get to go out, YAYYYYY!
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
iheartodandrichie<3
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2004 31 January :: 11.33am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: from the game skateboard park tycoon
haha last night is why i love samm,jenn,and scutch. last night casey dropped off some of that infamous drink for us and we drank and lala and got drunk and stuff. haha then while were sitting on the computer samm's cell phone rings and guess who it was? JEN DEGRASSI! lmfao, the fat bitch actually had the nerve to call jennCO ugly. omggg bitch. haha so we were piss drunk and barely had a clue what she was saying so YEAH! lol. well, today i have no clue what im doing. richie came and picked sammster,jco,and scutchy at around 3:15am well, its all good.
tonight i have to go to my sisters 50 dance or something, its gonna suck big fat monkey balls. IF YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING AFTER CALL MY CELL PLEASE!!!!
i.heart.od.and.richie.<3
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ozzy osbourne
samm and jenn are here, great, and were really bored...FUCK!
to cure my boredness
name: Marissa Leigh
piercing: ears, but i want my eyebrow
height: 4'10" baby and proud
shoe size: 7.5/8?
hair color: brown with blonde highlights
last...
movie you watched: willard
movie you bought: save the last dance
song that was stuck in your head: me myself and i, beyonce (I DONT KNOW WHY!)
CD you bought: killswitch engage?
person you've called: sammi
person that's called you: jenn
tv show you've watched: friends
person you were thinking of: him<3
do...
you have a bf or gf: nah
you have a crush on someone: yes, a huge one...
you wish you could live somewhere else: anywhere but here...
you think about suicide: Sometimes...
others find you attractive: maybe, idk?
you want more piercing: yeahhhh my eyebrow
you want more tattoos: yucky
you like cleaning: i wish i was a neat freak but haha if you've ever seen my room i think you could answer that yourself- NO
you like roller coasters: ahh, too scary
you write in cursive or print: a mixture
you carry a donor card: uh no..
long distance relationships: no
using someone: i would never, i know how it feels to be used....FOR HEAD
suicide: i would never have the guts
killing people: never. but i feel like it sometimes
teenage smoking: bad.
premarital sex: if your in love with the person
driving drunk: never...i lost a friend to that :(
gay/lesbian relationships: just not in front of me
abortion: depends but basically no
favorite...
food: mmm caesar salad
thing to do: dance
thing to talk about: alcohol
sports: tennis, is dancing a sport? lol
color: black,red,hot pink
drinks: mikes hard lemonades,chocolate milk
clothes: sweatshirts and tight jeans
book: oohh old boyfriends,mothers blessing
holiday: channukah :)
car: ummm caddy escalade,honda civic or accord,lincoln navigator
have you...
ever cried over a girl or boy: yeah, once or twice
ever lied to someone: yeah i have, a lot
ever been in a fist fight: yeah
ever been arrested: almost
what...
shampoo do you use: herbal essences
perfume/cologne do you use: NONEEEEE
shoes do you wear: etnies,vans,nikes,adidas
are you scared of: heights,spiders,blahh any bug
number...
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: about 10 maybe alil more
of people I consider my enemies?: a lot of people
of things in my past that I regret?: wow, so many things. 1=ecstacy 2=starting to drink
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 9.01am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: creed
yuck
im feeling better,but im so tired and drained.
OH WELL
anyway im going in for my earth science midterm and then going to lunch for an hour and then i have my math midterm. ugh im gonna fail so miserably probably. this SUCKS.
rawrrr i<3richieandod
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 12.09am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: soundtrack to mama mia
well, im going to make this short because im fucking depressed as hell. so sum shit up:
I FUCKING HATE MOST GUYS
im on the phone with richie and he makes me feel soo much better, ah i love him <3
xo
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