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2005 6 March :: 3.09 pm
:: Music: Sympathy for the Devil- Guns and Roses
We,, I like this girl, Katie Halderman, the only prob is that she doesnt like me more than a friend. it kinda sucks, ok, scratch that, it really sux...but even though she doesnt like me, Ill still keep trying... l8
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2005 6 March :: 11.04 am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Over the Hills and Far Away- Led Zeppelin
Well, jeez, Grace and I broke up, but I met this really cool girl kelli. Shes awesome. We have so much in common, its cool. She moved to CA from Florida, so yah. Well, I have my first baseball game today at the Storm Stadium. Its at 2, so all you loosers should come check it out. Wish me luck!
Stevo
P.S. Sorry for such short entrys, I dont have much to say.
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2005 24 February :: 4.34 pm
Well, i cant say things are getting better...... Grace wont talk to me, and I really dont know what Id do without her. I mean, were still together, but shes mad at me. Ive been trying to fix it, I wrote her a note, I tried talking to her, and Ive tried giving her space, but none of its working. I really dont want to loose her, shes really special to me. So now Im waiting for her,...... I hope we can get over this, and if we do, then well be stronger than ever, because what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. I dont know what to do.....any advice, anyone?? I really dont want to do something Im gonna regret later.......
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2005 21 February :: 6.08 pm
:: Mood: sad
OMG, so many bad things have happened, first I fucked up my ankle, then Grace has strep throte ( dont mind the spelling) then my uncle had a sezier, my friends got in a car accident, and my dads real close friend died. This all sucks crap. nm else to say, but pray for these people, I dont want to talk anymore, so bye
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2005 12 February :: 1.05 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Bulavard of Broken Dreams- Green Day
Whoa, its been a long time sence Ive updated. So....Me and Grace are still at it, and I couldnt be any happier with her(Im sorry about your finger, I didnt mean to hurt it..:'( ) so, I just got back from disneyland, and THAT was krazy. Well, Ill start at the beginning. In the morning, Mrs Bacon was being a bitch, and took away our cd player, and speakers, so we couldnt have music, but Raul jacked them from her so she got even more pissed. Then we got to go backstage of Disneyland, andgot changed, got our picture taken, and got in formation. Then we played follow the leader for a mile to get to the park door. We marched down through Fantisy land, down Main street, and around the corner, out of the park, so that was fun, Mr Silva said the ban was the best hes seen in 5 years, but the colorgaurd was the worst hes EVER seen in any school. But thats ok, cause there all a bunch of drama bitches. So, then we were at disneyland, and it was ok, I mean, I was a good place for me and grace to hang out. We saw my mom right after Pirates of the Carribean, and said hi and bye, so then she went home. Then as we were on our way to the Haunted Mansion, Graces parents saw me with her, and yelled at her, yet they dont know were going out. hahahaha. So then we went on the haunted mansion like 4 times that day. and Brenna said she liked Morgan, and we all knew that Morgan still liked her, so we were asking him questions about her. Then we went to the hotel, and RC asked out Brenna for Morgan, and she said yes, so there a new couple in our band, and thats good. So then we watched the Led Zeppelin concert on my PS2, and stayed up till like 1:30. Raul was way too effing horney, he was jacking off in the bathroom, and were all just like, OK, I want to leave, but we couldnt because the door was already taped. Then he came out of the bathroom with a frikin cup full of you know what, it was nasty as HELL!!!! So we told him to get rid of it, and he puts it in the cupboard! can you say RETARD! So then we just hung out, and raul was being raul. So we finally got to sleep at 3, and woke up at 6. Then waited aroud for a while. Then it started pouring, and so we had to do to Disneyland AGAIN, not California Adv. because Disneyland is mostly inside, so my group got absoultly soaked, and spent 4 hours inside the locker room, and we had more fun than if we were outside. and It was cool because we got to talk to Mr Boyer for like2 hours straight, and yah, it was cool. So, thats my weekend so far. Ill ttyl. l8
Stevo
COMMENT PEOPLE!!!
" Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
P.S. Its gonna be 2 months for me and Grace on valentines day!!
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2005 19 January :: 6.18 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
Im so pissed at my momj, I effing hate her!!!! My band makes it to play for 100 dollars in the school talent show, and she wont let me preform, because I have ski club, and thats gay. Its not even her choise, its mine, I get to choose what i do with my life, not her. I dicide if I want to do good in school or not, or if I want to be in a band or not. This is so fucked up. I have an obligation to my band. if I miss that, then I skrew my band over for the 100 dollars, and thats messed up if you ask me.
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2005 15 January :: 2.29 am
:: Mood: Retarted
:: Music: Dude looks like a lady
OMFG!! HHHHAAAAA!!!! Morgan is over at my house right now, and its 2:33, weve been up sence 11 trying to override the security system, and we spent 3 hours trying until, Im like, hey why dont we forward the clock to 7? and guess what, it worked, hahahahah!! Its amazes me sometimes how stupid we all are. So, other than that, today was graces and mine 1 month, and Im glad its lasting. Im bored, and wide awake, and we watched waynes world... LMAO!! Morgan has longer hair than my mom!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Im going snowboarding on Sun. Band Practice tomorrow, and talent show tryouts on wed. LMAO AGAIN!! Morg just slammed his head on my guitar! LLLOOOSSSEEERRR!!!!! LMAO!! I think he needs first aid, let me chuck a drum at him...........ok, Im back, that was stress releaving. Ill ttyall l8. Yadiffy out
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2005 9 January :: 4.49 pm
:: Music: Simple Man-Lynyrd Skynyrd
Man, I dont want to go school tomorrow, the only thing Im looking forward to is Grace. I miss her sooo much, its not even funny. I really think Im in love....and I like it. Its nice to know that when she wakes up, she knows Im there, all the time.
So, not much has gone on, tryouts for the talent show are on Wednesday. Well make it, I just hope it stops raining. Yadiffy out.
"Life is not Measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2004 22 December :: 9.01 am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Stairway to heaven- Led Zeppelin
Hey all,
jeez, its been awhile, morg and I are cool again, Im going out with grace again, and its all good, merry christmas, and a happy new year!!
Stevo
P.S. Sorry its so short, nothing interesting goes on in my life.
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2004 6 December :: 7.13 pm
:: Mood: effing pissed
:: Music: Headstrong-Trapt
Fuck you Morgan
OMFG Morgan is being an ass, jeez, its not even funny. When someone talks crap behind your friends back when your there, your supposed to back them up. Morgan says that thats beinmg a pussey, well you know what Morgan, fuck you! Its not being a pussy, its called being a friend. youve been doing this for a while, and it really sux, I thought you were my best friend, I guess not, if you gonna let talk like that just slip your mind.. Ive even heard that youve gone along with it. God, dont be suprised when someone threatens something about you and Im there and I just go along with it, and not back you up, and whoops, my friend it now on the ground in a puddle on blood because I didnt back him up. SKREW YOU!!
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2004 5 December :: 7.49 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Highway Star- Deep Purple
ok, so heres a christmas wish list that I want. There not in any order.
1. Lynyrk Skynyrd: Greatist hits CD
2. Lynyrd Skynyrd: 20th century masters CD
3. Metallica: and Justice For All
4. any cool hoodies ( sweatshirts) (ac dc, van halen, lynyrd skynyrd, led zeppelin)
5. cool shirts, t's bands, black label, lost etc.
6. electric guitar distortion pedal
7. electric guitar cry baby whah pedal
8. 18' amp cord
9. 30 watt electric guitar amp
10. Fender silver bullet electric guitar strings
11. heavy guitar pics
12. Les Paul electric guitar ( yah right!)
13. epiphone electric guitar (again, yah right!!)
14. dance dance revolution extreme for PS2
15. wireless PS2 controller
16. starbucks gift card
17. MONEY!
thats all I can think of for now, if you want buy anything thats cool.
Well, jeez, ok, well, I dont know whats going on with Morgan, hes ditching me for people who talk crap behind my back, and its not cool, I dont know but this is really starting to suck. Other than that, its been boring so l8r,
Stevo
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2004 25 November :: 7.19 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Paradise City- Guns and Roses
Damn, Im misreable without her, I dont know what to do. I miss her so much, its not even funny. I will do anything to be with her again. Crap......what did I do........
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2004 24 November :: 9.46 pm
:: Mood: indiscribly sad
:: Music: Sweet Child O Mine-Guns and Roses
Hey all,
well, jeez, ok, lets start with Sat.
Saturday, Ok, I got up, and was so jazzed to see Sam again, so I went to the band room at 8 to get ready for the parade, so, we were way late getting to the park to warm up, so then Mr Boyer had the band line up on a turn, because there wasnt enough space. But ofcoarse, they couldnt do it, and me and AJ were just laughing at them trying to get it right. But still, we finally got off and started marching, so then we get to "compititon" and were stopped for like five minutes, and it was like, come on, lets get this moving, so then the HS was at the next corner, and we started, and ovcoares, AJ does the wrong routeen, so I was gonna kill him, then he doesnt salute the HS drummajor, which makes us look like we have no respect, and it makes us look really bad. So then after the Parade, we were walking to the busses, and I tried to talk to Sam, but she just kinda brushed me off, so I knew something was wrong. So, then I was all woried on the way to Castle Park. So when we got there my window was open, and so was the drill teams windows, and they were all, hey Sam, look its your b/f, HI STEPHEN!! and I was like, well, maybe today will get better, beep!, wrong answer! 5 minuites later se dumped me for dance! Jeez, and the dance thing was only for two weeks, so then I was like fine, skrew it, and I left and just played DDR for 5 hours, and tryed to forget about it. The worst part is that her friends were sent to dump me, so, if she was gonna do it, it would have been nice face to face, but that didnt happen. So she found me later, and we talked, and I knew from the minuite I asked her out that dancs was gonna be a major thing, but I was gonna support her anyway, even Mikey told me about that. So, when we were talking she said that she had two weeks to make up 3 dances, and I didnt mind it, but she dumped me because she thought it was too much preasure, and she hasnt been there all the time for me. But I didnt mind that, because I would do anything to be with her. i really want to be with her. but I dont see why we didnt just take a break for two weeks instead of fully breaking up. Jeez, Well, Im gonna go, Im shaking, and im really sad. l8r
Stevo
I <333 Sam
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2004 19 November :: 12.23 am
:: Mood: wow..umm...Im not really in a mood right now
:: Music: Break Free- Queen
Hey all,
well, I dont really know whats going on with Sami I mean, Its been two and a halve weeks, and she doesnt feel confortable holding hands, I kinda think somethings going on. Right now, I feel like Im loosing hold of everything I worked for, or liked, or even loved, and it sux, i mean, jeez....I wish stuff would go right once and a while....Sami is acting different, and I want someone i can snuggle up next to, cause most people dont realize Im like that, but I like just sitting there or lying with my gf, thats what i liked about Grace, she didnt mind it. But, I mean, if its been this longm, and we still havnt held hands, how long will it be till shes willing to cuddle up with me? I guess all good things are worth waiting for. jeez,...I found out that Morgan and AJ were talking crap behind my back, and I called Morgan out on it, and he was all,.."Oh shit..." Its was kinda like the type of oh shit you say when someone finds out something they wernt supposed to. Thank you Nicole for telling me. Jeez, Its like david and Morgan are switching personalitys on me, cause last night we had rehursal at Waylins house, and David was there, and we were actually having FUN, its a big thing. He was actually willing to talk to me, and teach me parts, it was cool, so now were cool together. but now, Morgan is acting kinda like David used to act with me. I dunno, but hes changing....
Aubrey....
WOW....youve been great to me, your always there to talk to me about anything. Im glad people are FINALLY getting the idea that I dont like you like you, but I love you as a sister. Jeez, thank you so much for everything that youve done, Ive been able to tell you about things with Sami, andwith everyone. I just want you to know that youll always be my sister. Ill always be there for you whenever your having problems with Kyle, or anyone else. Im sorry I havent called you as much as Id like to, but my parents are so strict that they wont even really let me. Over the weekend, Im gonna call, and were just gonna talk about nothing for 2 hours, ok? Man, Im so happy I have suh good friends like you, I dont know what Id do if something happened.
Home life,..Jeez lets just say it could be a hell of a lot better. Matt is being a jerk, Lucas bugs, me and my mom are always fighting, and my dad is never home. He says that Im the rebel, and that Im the worst, but they dont even know Matt anymore. i just wish i could have the good old days back, where noone cared what you looked like, as long as you were a good person, I had so many more friends back then than I do now...
Well, hapenings,.....umm....well, we had after school on tuesday, and Aubrey showed up. AJ had the whistle, and Mr Boyer started yelling at me for doing the wrong wistle cmmands, but I showed him that I didnt have one, and he was all, oh, whops, Im sorry, ..AJ! come here! It was funny then we had GATE on wed, and Aubrey was supposed to come over, but she couldnt, and we got all of our magic tricks, so, Ive mastered them all. the instructor thinks I should pursue magic, and make it my profeccion, I dunno, I want to major in music, and become a musician. So then today, we had after school rehursal, andit was ok, but the colorgaurd sux, they cant even stay ing a block formation for 50 counts, its realy quite sad actually... we got acceptd into Disneyland, but we shouldnt have, cause we suck. Castle park is on Sat along with the community parade. i only get to stay at Castle Park till like 4 o clock, because were going on vacation till thanksgiving. So, that bytes, Ill propbally just do DDR. cause Sam wont want to really want to be all touchy feely with me.
More on today... So, before school, it was ok, I got there, and was really exiced to see Sai again, then we walked tofirst, and we had a sub again, so, sence Im a TA in that class, i just chilled out for the time. Second, was the usual boring Science, but we got to actually talk when we were finished, break, Sami was gonna give me a not, but didnt, so I jacked her backpack, and then, third, we ran the mile. Fourth, we had a Bill of Rights test, and it was easy as pie, yet there were only three A+'s, and I was one of them. Adv...nothing new, Sean Kerr sux at the drumset, I could play better than him, we really need Morgan back. Fifth, um.. nothing new, same old same old. Sixth, band, umm they suck! Jeez!! Well, thats all I have to right, Im really missing Sam, so Im gonna right her a note. Later
Stevo
I <333 Sam
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2004 15 November :: 8.32 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: MAGICAL TREAVOR!!!!!
Everyone loves magical treavor,
cause the tricks that he does are ever so cleaver,
look at him now dissappearing the cow,
where is the cow hidden right now?,
taking a bowe its magical treavor,
everybodys seen that the trick is cleaver,
look at him there with his leathery leathery whip,
its made of magic, and with a little flip,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
back back, back from his magical journey
what did he see in the paralell dimention?,
he saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
Everyone loves magical treavor,
cause the tricks that he does are ever so cleaver,
look at him now dissappearing the cow,
where is the cow hidden right now?,
taking a bowe its magical treavor,
everybodys seen that the trick is cleaver,
look at him there with his leathery leathery whip,
its made of magic, and with a little flip,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
back back, back from his magical journey
what did he see in the paralell dimention?,
he saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
AWESOME!!!!!!!! its my fav, thanks chrissy
Stevo
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