And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 30 December :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: irate
:: Music: pinebender - begin here

I went shopping today with Amy.

Here's a picture of my cool self.

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:: 2004 29 December :: 12.20pm
:: Mood: chipper

I feel.. like DANCING.

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:: 2004 27 December :: 10.43pm

I went shopping with my Aunt Loraine, Gram, Gabrielle and Samantha today.

Jim met me there.. we shopped together.. I got 7 new pair of jeans, and about 10 shirts. Yay. I had a good time.

<3

:: 2004 26 December :: 8.19pm

Jim and I went to his grams, dads, and sisters last night.

I got some gifts. So did Gab.

Jims dad gave me $100, Kim gave me $25 gift certifiticate for JcPennys, his uncle Steve gave me $30, his mom got me a pair of Betty Boop PJs, & a photo album.

Gab got a "Build a Bear" from John (Jims dad), a cute little froggy thing from Kim, books, baby einstine (SP?) DVD, and a "count with me" doll from Donna (Jims mom).

:: 2004 26 December :: 1.02am

Jim and I are back together. Being apart from him just made me realize how much I love him.. I guess I should know that we were ment for each other.. nothing can break us apart.

He got me
*a box of Saris Candy
*Chocolate covered pretzles.
*Smelly good candle
*A big huge basket from Bath and Body Works.
*The cutest card in the world.

Now for the drama.. read my "friends only" entry tomorrow.

:: 2004 25 December :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 99 Problems/One Step Closer.. ooh yeahh i got collision courseeee lol

omggggg MaryJo gave me a real, note the word REAL louis vuitton wristlet..(sp?) omgggggg i was like shizzzzzleeeeeee i said omggg MJ thank youuuuuuUU!!!! lmaoo i was soo frickinn happy i was like shitttt

molly got 4 coach bags, a mini ipod, and a bike
coco got some really expensive art thing, a prada bag, nd i didnt get to hear the rest they left for 12:00 mass

my shirt is wrinkled.. i thought i'd let you know..

i need to call kaitlyn ndd wish her a merry christmas ndd bring her her gift..

happy kwanzaa.. when is kwanzaa by the way? i really dont know..

julia's monkeeeeeeey's name is Jim lmaooo

alright i am going now.. soo long!!!

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:: 2004 25 December :: 8.25am

can you say "portable DVD player?"

woot woot!

Merry Christmas!

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:: 2004 23 December :: 11.44pm

Today, Jim and I went Christmas shopping for Gabrielle.

We kissed. And held hands.

What's going on?

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:: 2004 22 December :: 7.56pm

Jim and I are just friends..

There goes 2 years.

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 22 December :: 9.01am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Stairway to heaven- Led Zeppelin

Hey all,

jeez, its been awhile, morg and I are cool again, Im going out with grace again, and its all good, merry christmas, and a happy new year!!

Stevo

P.S. Sorry its so short, nothing interesting goes on in my life.

:: 2004 21 December :: 9.16pm

MeRrYy EaRLy chRiStMaS<3

im soo busy lately guys.. i apologize for lack of updates.. once break starts i can fill you in

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:: 2004 20 December :: 5.34pm

i dont feel like updating.. sry.. i have too much shit to do..

happy late birthday natalie and early birthday rosemary!

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:: 2004 17 December :: 6.50am
:: Mood: awake

So the other night my mom and George were home.. for there "once a week" time with us. All George ever does is yell yell yell at Sam and Anna. It pisses me off so much. So the other night I got so pissed of Gabrielle and I went up my Aunt Loraines. My mom was like "Where are you going" "Up Aunt Loraines" "Why, so you can get up in the morning?" "No, because I'm not going to sit down here and listen to you two yell. That's all you ever do when your home. You're never home to begin with and when you are all you do is yell." and I walked out the door. So the next day [yesterday] Gabrielle got her shots.. and on the way home my mom said something about staying up til 3:00 in the morning, and I asked her why she did that she was like "Well when you left last night I thought about what you said and you're right. All we do is yell, but it seems to be more George than me.. so I tried to talk to him about it last night but we just got into a fight so I went in the back to clean." And then that was the end of our conversation about that.

Yesterday Gabrielle got her frist shots.. ): FOUR AT ONCE!! they gave her two in both thighs.. She screamed her head off.. and I cried. I couldn't stand her crying like that. She just looked at me with her eyes that said "How could you do this to me??" She only cried for about a minute, then she fussed a little bit. All in all she did great. I just hated her crying like that. It was a terrible feeling not being able to do anything about it.

So Wed. and Thurs. I didn't go to school.. Tuesday night I hurt my back so bad I couldn't go to school Wednesday, and Thursday Gab had her doctor apointment and my mom couldn't come get me at school.

Blah blah blah.. right now I'm just waiting for Kelly to get ready so her mom can take us to school. I still have like 25 minutes or so.. it's 6:54 right now.

<3

:: 2004 15 December :: 6.50pm

IM RE-POSTING THIS SO I CAN GET SOME FRICKINN OPINIONS
he said something that made me think... it suprised me.. i dont know what to feel.. if im confused, why should i make myself believe something that might not be true? i dont want to bring those feelings back if they're going to go to waste.. i made the mistake once before.. i need to be sure.. i dont want to throw my heart out into the open to be played with. he'd never hurt me purposely.. that i know.. but what if it was an accident like last time? i dont want to be put through the same thing twice.. and what if i hurt him? i dont want to do that, regardless of feelings.. for now, i sit back waiting for a sign from him.. im keeping my feelings inside.. once i say it outloud, i know i will believe it.. what he said was such a shock.. but it was kind of a nice surprise.. because what he said, i had been thinking about the whole night..

<*EDIT*>

maria said something to me today thats true.. he could have just said it cuz we're really good friends.. im still confused

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