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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 18 November :: 12.25pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: blink 182 - always

i got into another fight with my mom last night.. well i guess the question should be more like "when don't i get into a fight with her?" she's such a bitch sometimes. nothing's ever good enough. i'm so tired of it.

whatever, i don't even want to think about it anymore, i'll just get into a bad mood.

so anyways, since jim works midnight, i get to spend the days talking to him and such. he's coming to get me today around 2:00. i got my aunt loraine to watch my sisters for me for a few hours. i'm so happy! :-P the whooooooole day with my 2 babies. :) speaking of which, gabrielle just woke up- i have to go.

<3

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 17 November :: 1.32pm

You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anyway from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


<3 you.

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 16 November :: 9.28pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: green day - boulevard of broken dreams

so yesterday i went to my babe's house. my sisters went to, 'cause my mom doesn't trust me anymore.. haha. anyways, we watched some movies, and just hung out.. my mom like flipped out when she found out jim came to pick us up; i thought i wouldn't be allowed to go over there again, but she didn't say anything today. anyways, we all got home around 9:00. i had a good time, it definitly lifted my spirts to be allowed to go over there.

earlier yesterday [at 9:45 am] i had an apointment with WIC. i got some checks for formula for gabrielle. they weighed her.. she weighs 13 pounds and 7 1/2 ounces! holy crap! she is 23 inches long.. she grew an inch since she was born. i can't believe how big she is getting.

jim and i's 2 year anniversary is on the 29th. <3

oh, i don't go back to school until december 6th.. and i weigh 145. [i lost 3 pounds in 2 days?? i got weighed at my doctors apt. on the 15th and i got weighed again yesterday] hmmm.. i don't look any thiner.. i actually look like a whale. haha.

yeah.. i'm feeling a lot better than i was yesterday. i was so worried about my mom not letting me see jim again. i have a lot of mood swings anymore. haha, can you say bipolar?

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 15 November :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: gwen stepthani - what are you waiting for

i'm not okay.. i promise.

quizes..
Read more..

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 15 November :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: upset

You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
til you get off my case

No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied

This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 15 November :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: MAGICAL TREAVOR!!!!!

Everyone loves magical treavor,
cause the tricks that he does are ever so cleaver,
look at him now dissappearing the cow,
where is the cow hidden right now?,
taking a bowe its magical treavor,
everybodys seen that the trick is cleaver,
look at him there with his leathery leathery whip,
its made of magic, and with a little flip,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
back back, back from his magical journey
what did he see in the paralell dimention?,
he saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,


Everyone loves magical treavor,
cause the tricks that he does are ever so cleaver,
look at him now dissappearing the cow,
where is the cow hidden right now?,
taking a bowe its magical treavor,
everybodys seen that the trick is cleaver,
look at him there with his leathery leathery whip,
its made of magic, and with a little flip,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
back back, back from his magical journey
what did he see in the paralell dimention?,
he saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,

AWESOME!!!!!!!! its my fav, thanks chrissy

Stevo

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lilkristen

:: 2004 15 November :: 5.53pm

well, i havent updated in awhile cuz life is busy.. i went to the jets game yesterday! yay! but they lost it was suchh a bad loss too.. ughh i dun even wanna talk about it.. it was horrible.. i cant update anymore cuz i have so much homework.. its yuckiee.. i might be back tonight thoughh so i'll update then! later! <3

kris

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 15 November :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: happy

soooo.. jim's here. :-D yes, i'm happy. yes, i'm excited. yes, my mom is letting me see him. no, i don't know why.

i'm going over his house for a few hours.. i'll update when i get back! be happy for me!

<3

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 14 November :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: lonely

*sigh*

lets xx hug (9:32:53 PM): i miss you
pouncer was here (9:33:52 PM): i miss you too baby

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 14 November :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: helpless

whatever, i feel so helpless. i hate being caught in the middle. i can't do anything without hurting one or the other. i wish things would just be how they used to be.

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 14 November :: 1.33pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: and the cradle will rock-Van Halen

Hey all, well, lastnight was cool, i chatted with Aubrey for like an hour, so heres our convo Read more..

So, that was awesome, I havnt seen her for a while, hey, Aub, call me if you can come over on Wed. other wise Ill have to call you, and you dont want me to do that.

So, other than that,

stolen from Firefly_bright (Aubrey)

reccomend to me
1 book
1movie
1 song, artist, or album

now, ask me any six questions, anything you want, and Ill answer then the best I can, then do this with your journal.

later,

Stevo

I <3 Sami
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Aub, I spelled our later for you, lol.

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 12 November :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: unchained-VanHalen

Hey all, well i just got back from Pizza Factory, We had rock rehursal, but Raul didnt show, so Tami, Morg, and I went down to Pizza Factory, and hug out, Tami left at 6:30, and then Morg and i went to the ice cream shop, and he dropped his Ice cream, and had to go back and get another. So then we went back to pizza factory, and played DDR, I was doing Damderian on heavy, and got props from Jessey, and Matt Fox( hes pro at ddr, like rythem and poliece on heavy, which is a nine step) So then I came home, and took a shower, and mohawked my hair, and it looks really good. Now Im chatting with Morg. so heres a survey.

X the ones you have done:

( ) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) I have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
( ) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love
( ) I've had sex
( ) I've had sexual relations in public
( ) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
(x) I have cut myself on purpose
( ) I have smoked pot
( ) I still smoke pot
( ) I've had a 3-some
(x) I've snuck out of my parent's house
( ) I have been tied up. (yes...in THAT way)
(x) I pissed on myself
( ) I have been arrested
( ) I've made out with a stranger
( ) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
(x) I have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I have eaten sushi
(x) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
( ) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
(x) I went to a dance with someone of the same sex(as friends)
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
( ) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
( ) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
( ) I have given oral sex
( ) I have recieved oral sex
(x) I've shot a real gun
(x) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
(x) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've worn boxers
( ) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) had sex with a best friend
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey.
(x) Lied to a friend you see everyday
( ) Kissed a person that has a g/f or b/f
( ) Used ice cubes as a foreplay accessory
(x) Wasted time filling this out instead of doing something productive
( ) Have nude pics of yourself on your computer
( ) Walked across 8 lanes of interstate highway
(x) Have been to camp
(x) Have read a book(s) more than one time
( ) Have eaten cat food
( ) Have been pulled over by a cop
( ) Own porn
(x) Am a Republican
(x) Likes classic movies
( ) Own a kitty
( ) Carried a lunchbox in high school
(x) Buy gumballs to watch them swirl in the machine
( ) Likes to be dominated
(x) Likes to dominate
(x) Likes to drive with the windows down and the music turned up
(x) Eats PB &J for breakfast because there's nothing else

so, theres that, now heres something for you.

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked/loved you
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I died:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

comment me and tell me the answers.
EDIT!: Heres another one! lol!

Opinions-
Am I nice?:
Am I Funny?:
Am I Weird?:
Am I Loveable?:
Am I Caring?:
Do I have a nice voice?:
Am I Cute?:
Am I Cool?:
Do I have a good heart?:
Am I a good person?:

...WOULD YOU...
Hug me?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Help Me?:
Be there for me?:
Ever go out with me?:
Kiss me?:
Marry me if you could?:
Be with me?:

HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?
When's my birthday?:
What school do I go to?:
Who is my best friend?:
Who do I like?:
Favorite animal?:
Favorite sport?:
Favorite TV show?:
Favorite song/songs?:
Favorite music group?:
Favorite movie/s?:
Can I rave dance?:
Do I play any instrument?:
Do I have a soul?:

+IF YOU COULD+
Give me a new name-What would it be?:
Give me one thing-What would it be and why?:
Do one thing with me-What would it be?:
Be with me would you?:


_-JUST A FEW QUESTIONS-_
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?:
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me-what would it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
What is your worst?:
Rate my Look 1-10:
Rate me 1-10:
Change my hair color to?:

Well, party on pplz!
l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 11 November :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: sad

And now for my bad day.

I woke up around 8:00.. started my report for child 2, around 10:00 i quit; i'm half done with it. Jim stopped by to give me a paper for my mom, he only stayed for a moment.. he had to go home. Around noon Alisha came over from Christan Charities and gave me some diapers and formula.. after she left I finished getting ready to go to my doctors apointment and to Wal*Mart.

Kelly went with my mom, Sam, Gab and I. We got to the doctors around 1:10.. my apointment was for 1:15. I'm doing good.. healing fine. He said I have a 'tilted uterius'. which isn't bad, it's just that my uterius is tilted up a little instead of laying flatter like most women.. I'm now on birth control..

After that, we went to Wal*Mart. Kelly and I got some really cute clothes and we got out hair cut.. we both look so cute if I do say so myself. huh kelly?! (:

..i have to pee

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 10 November :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: depressed

Ask me 6 questions.
Any 6 - no matter how personal, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly.

In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal // OR // you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

Ask away, even if you don't have a journal.. leave an anonymous note.

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lilkristen

:: 2004 10 November :: 4.15pm

Julia's brilliant ideas!
alright so my girl julia is thinkinn about what you would do if you fell into the train tracks.. you can see where this is going.. if a train comes, this is what you should do...

*You run into the tunnel!
*Jump onto the train (yes, while its moving) so that the conductor will see you smacked up against the glass and stop the train
*Make sure you always have your pet monkey and krazy glue! You put glue on the monkey;s feet and throw it into the tunnel.. approx. 200 ft in front of you lol.. run past the monkey.. the train driver will see the monkey and try to stop.. he might hit the monkey, but its ok cuz he'll stop in time before he hits you.. lmaoo
*stop the train with your telekenetic powers
*have lots of gatorade with you so you can run all the way to the next stop.. of course you can run faster than the train!
*re-enact the scene in spider man 2 where he uses his webs and his super strength to stop the train

omg there were so many more but i cant remember them all.. i'll edit this later when she gets home from basketball so i can ask her.. later! <3

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