And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 13 August :: 8.27pm

Basics
Name:: kristen
Birthplace:: brooklynnn
Birthdate:: 6/7/90
Current City of Residence:: brooklyn
Family Members:: mom, dad, brother
Favorites
Color:: black and red
Beverage:: water
Movie:: identity
Musical:: music or actual musical?
Board Game:: monopoly
Computer Game:: i havent played computer games in awhile
Game to Roleplay:: ??
Animal:: dogs
Sport:: football
Book:: i dont know
A Day In The Life..
School:: what about it?
Typical Mood:: hyper
Usually Found?:: on the phone
Collects:: cds
Have You Ever
Been kissed:: nah
Done drugs:: nope
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no lol
Eaten sushi:: no i hate fish
Been on stage:: yes
Been in a car accident:: no
This or That
Cold or Hot:: hot
Blue or Red:: blue
Rain or Snow:: rain
Wool or Cotton:: cotton
Private or Public School:: private i guess...
Chocolate or Plain Milk:: plain
Celsius or Farenheit:: farenheit??
Spring or Fall:: fall
Science or History:: science
Math or English:: math
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?:: no
Do they know?::
Do you want them?::
Are they hot?::
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?: i dont usually email...
Who do you IM the most?: ashley
Who are you talking to now?:: paul and james
Are you currently in love?:: no
Is this survey lame?:: nope
In 24 hours have you...
...Had a serious talk?:: no lol
...Hugged someone?:: yes
...Gotten along with your parents?:: yes
...Fought with a friend?:: yes
...Done something kind for someone?: yes
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?:: yes!
Give back rubs?:: no
Take walks in the rain?:: yes
Cook?:: it depends what im cooking
Eat?:: yes! i love that!
Sleep?:: yes! i love that just as much as eating!
Who..?
..Knows you the best?:: ali and ashley
..Have you known the longest?::tim and joe
..Do you know the most about?:: ali and ashley
..Do you consider your friend?:: i consider alotta people my friend...
..Is most likely to end up in jail?:: nocco... nah actually hes smart enough not to get caught.. one of them will eventually though..
..Can you go to with your problems?:: ali and ashley and tim and my journal
..Do you want to get to know better?:: no one at the moment
..Do you spend the most time with?:: uhh my family
Have You...
..Been to a concert?:: no.
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: i cried but i didnt love
..Cheated on a test?:: yes
..Ever stalked someone?:: jokingly
..Done something you regret?:: duh yes
..Been in an online relationship?:: ehh came close! long story... i know SOOO many people thru aol its stupid.. but hey, i met ash that way (xoxo ash)
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?:: single!
What is your worst habit?:: i dunno
Scariest moment?:: i almost killed myself yesterday lmaooo.. details? leave a comment
Do you swear too much?:: eh.. nah i dont think so
How do you feel about homosexuality?:: i have absolutely no problem with it
Where are you right now?:: at my computer.. duh
Are you sitting by anyone?:: no
What song are you listening to?:: addicted.. simple plan... warped radio on aol! woot!
What is the last thing you said?:: anyway
What's on your mousepad?:: red
What are the last four digits of your phone number?:: which one?
What was the last thing you ate?:: cookies
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:: something bright.. like orange
How many buddies do you have on your list?:: i dunno.. dun wanna add up the groups
What's the weather like right now?:: i dunno its night and humid
What do you feel like doing?:: i dunno.. jumping around and yelling at shawn
What is your favorite quote?:: what i put 2 entries ago

:: 2004 13 August :: 8.06pm
:: Music: the pros and cons of breathing - fall out boy

***What is your favorite..***
gum: orbit!
restaurant: santa fe ((suprise suprise))
drink: strawberry daquiri
season: summer
type of weather: nice lol
emotion: happy
thing to do on a half day: lunch and movies!
late-night activity: phone and magazines!
sport: skating, soccer, softball, football
city: brooklyn!
store: pacsun! i could live off that store i swear

***When was the last time you..***
cried: couple days ago
played a sport: i went running yesterday if that counts.. if not, i played football last weekend
laughed: today
hugged someone: today
felt depressed: dont remember
felt elated: that means...?
felt overworked: like last week
faked sick: dont remember
lied: i dunno i dont keep track of my lies lol

***What was the last..***
word you said: house
thing you ate: cookies
song you listened to: im listening to 'chicago is so two years ago' by fall out boy
thing you drank?: milk
place you went to: the deli.. i saw my friend! lol
movie you saw: bend it like beckham.. on hbo like every day and i love it!
movie you rented: i dont remember
concert you attended: dunno

***Who was the last person you..***
hugged: my mom lol
cried over: dont remember.. i havent cried over a guy in a LONG time
danced with: myself! i dance with myself every day!
shared a secret with: ali... I STILL CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT OUT LOUD! lmao
had a sleepover with: ali
called: ali
went to a movie with: my family
saw: my mom
were angry with: shawn.. still mad, too
couldn't take your eyes off of: the guy at the park in LBI lol ali!!!
obsessed over: 2 ryans.. cabrera and key.. my new obsession is soon to be the guy from Matchbook Romance.. GOSH HES HOTT!

***Have you ever..***
danced in the rain: yes! omg it was funny lol you want details leave a comment
kissed someone: nope
done drugs: um.. like to make me get better when im sick
drank alcohol: yes
slept around: ew no
partied 'til the sun came up: yes!
had a movie marathon: yessss
gone too far on a dare: no
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes like a million times
taken a survey quite like this before: yes i enjoy them lol

:: 2004 13 August :: 5.45pm

truest words i've heard in a long time..
sometimes i just cant tell the difference
between your touch
& a burn from a fire
its like i dont even know you anymore.

im thinking of saying that to shawn...

he tells me 'i can tell you anything' yet i just find out yesterday that he's had a chick since july 18th! almost a month i dont know something like hes got a girl! half the frickin world knew before i did... my cousin knew! and i didnt! yet im the one he 'can trust the most'

bull shit!

1 freebird | Fly high...

:: 2004 13 August :: 5.36pm

getting away with murder
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I don't need to
Because I'm getting away with murder

:: 2004 12 August :: 8.40pm

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield

cant go online for awhile... thats why i havent updated.. gotta do ALOTTA summer work... and im busy running the track at fort and stuff i gotta get in shape for soccer...

leave a comment, even if it just says hi... lemme know someone's out there!

2 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 12 August :: 2.11am
:: Mood: loved

xx interrupted (2:07:14 AM): i need you. :-P
pouncer was here (2:07:33 AM): you got me;-)
xx interrupted (2:09:10 AM): do i got you forrrrever?
pouncer was here (2:09:39 AM): absolutely

i <3 you baby.

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:: 2004 10 August :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: anxious

so i regestered at baby depot [burlington] and target..

target

baby depot

you just have to type in my name to see them: Jena Pust my list will come up.

make sure you take a look!

:: 2004 9 August :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: talking to jim on the phone

everyone who reads my journal, has to fill this out!! if you don't have a journal on here just leave an anynomous comment!!

haha.. i think this is funny. -_-
please fill it out for me.

01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. Do I come off as a slut?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
07. Describe me in 3 words:
08. Do you think I'm good looking?:
09. Would you ever date me?:
10. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
11: What do you like most about me?:
12: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
13. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
14. What do you think my weakness is?:
15. Do you think I'll get married?:
16. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
17. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
18. Would you make a move on me?:

5 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 7 August :: 6.31pm
:: Music: autobiography - ashlee simpson

you think you know me...word on the street is that do.. you want my history... what others tell you wont be true... i walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep.. no one's really seen my million subtleties! got stains on my t-shirt, and im the biggest flirt! right now im solo but that will be changing eventually...i laugh more than i cry, you piss me off goodbye! got bruises on my heart and sometimes i get dark... if you want my autobiography baby just ask me!

yadiffy04

:: 2004 7 August :: 10.57am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: none

Hey all,

I got off the phone with Aubrey like 5 min. ago, and told her my mom needed help, and she didnt believe me, but my mom really did need help, we had to move a big bunk bed out into the girage. I dont know what happened to, "I dont know how Id live without you," but I guess she found a way. I mean, she all of a sudden got pissed cause I had to go, and now, I think that she thinks that Im always lying to her, when in fact, I would never do that to my best friend. I dunno, my parents have needed to use the phone a lot, Morg breaks his collar bone, my best friend doesnt believe me, my mom has canser on her foot, I dont know how else I can suffer, the only person I can talk to is God, cause now, even my best friend wont listen to me. I dont know what to do, all I can do is pray. Well, I ttyl.

l8r,
Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

3 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 7 August :: 8.29am

ok, sry bout that last update complaining bout u know what... oh right... some of you dont... cuz it was FRIENDS ONLY... yea, that means only my FRIENDS can see it... got it?

LBI was alright.. house was huge... 3 houses from the beach... we played football on the beach that was sooo funny.. and we were in the park checkin out the guys... and we played minigolf with 36 holes and we played hide and seek! my favorite game!.. yea so stuff was alright

::starts to do a dance:: i talked to joey, i talked to joey, i talked to joey...

i couldnt decide if he hung up or if his battery on his cell phone died...

its 830 in the morning im gunna go do the rest of what i need to do online and then im gunna see if i can sleep again and if not im gunna go watch tv and see if the xgames from last night are re-playing cuz i missed them.. cuz we went to kasia's show! roar i miss my cousins sooo much... we had so much fun, they did oklahoma nd it was soo cute and me and kasia's friend and mary.. when kasia was pretending to cry, busted out laughing when the whole audience was silent cuz we know her soooo well and it was hysterical.. and then when the lights went off on stage, kasia was wearing a white dress and the time and we saw her trip lol... and her friend brian who was the other lead, his foot got caught in the wire when he was coming onto the stage lol.. he was cool about it though.. once he got his foot out lol.. kasia's friend was sooooooo funny... i dunno how to spell her name so i aint gunna spell it... i know how to say it! lol

im out.. im gunna leave another friends only entry so if ur reading this now and there's nothing above it and you're a friend, hold up for 5 minutes

:: 2004 5 August :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: jim playin' mario sunshine on game cube

so yesterday jim ended up coming over around midnight. my mom came home around 1:30, and we talked to her for a bit.. then she said we couldn't leave until 2:30 because all the cops were out looking for drunks on the road.. so we waited til 2:30, then jim finially got to drive us back to his house. we got there and played wheel of fortune on his computer for a little bit; then we went up to his room and tried to go to sleep.. then his brother jeffs phone kept ringing so jim got up and made some big deal outta it and woke his mom up, then she started yelling-- it was funny though. we finially got to sleep around 5:00 i think..

jim kept having nightmares or something, because i woke up in the middle of the night to him kicking his tv off his stand with his foot. he kneed me in the leg to.. haha

his mom and jeff woke up around 8:00, because she had to take him somewhere til 12. at 11:30 she came back to pick jim and i up to take him to meet his probation officer. while he went in to talk to him, jims mom and i sat in the car and talked.

we got back to the house around 12:45 or so, jeff was home. jim and i just chilled around the house played nintendo 64 and wheel of fortune on the computer. we ordered chicken ranch pizza [our favorite!] and bread sticks from up kuzins. it was soo good.

we came to my house around 7:00. my mom left to go to the bar when we got here. we went up my aunts to talk about the baby shower she's throwing me. it's going to be august 29th at edwards chapel. we invited 40 people.

my mom is having a baby shower for me to, except she's having it after the baby's born.. and it'll be more for her friends. my aunts baby shower for me is more for family.

right now i'm just sitting here with jim and my sister sam. they're playing game cube.

<3

6 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 4 August :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: talking to jim on the phone

i'm just sitting here talking to jim on the phone..

he came over on the 2nd. stayed 2 nights. he went home today around 4:00-5:00.

he's comin' back over tonight around 12:00, and i'm gonna call my mom to see if i can go over there when she gets home from closing the bar. other wise he's just gonna stay for a little while.

my doctors apt. yesterday went good. jim went with me, he heard the babys heartbeat for the first time. my next apt. is august 31..

after my mom came to pick us up from the doctors; we went to target to register for my baby shower.. i'm doing the babies room in duckies; it's so cute.

my moms birthday is today.

7 freebirds | Fly high...