And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 15 July :: 11.20pm

wow, some people are really desperate.

get a life, and your own boyfriend!

6 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 15 July :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: melancholy

it's funny how 1 story can sound so different from 2 different people.
..jim wants me to go with jim to kennywood with him, his mom, ronnie, his brother and one of his friends. hmm.. let me think. that's stupid. and he got all mad when i told him i didn't want to go. okay; i'll go and be miserable and make him feel bad for me because i can't ride like 1/2 the rides. it's an all over bad idea. he was like "well you know i'm still gonna go with or without you" i was like "good for you, have fun. take someone else."

whatever, i don't give a fuck about anything anymore.

[edit] 11:02 pm

jim called around 10:30 and asked what kind of diapers to buy if there was any special kind.. why does he always do something so stupid, that's so sweet. he makes it so i can't ever hate him.
ahh!!!!

2 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 15 July :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: muse - time is running out

SvvEeTbLoNdEcHiC: just remember u are so much better than this girl so dont even think for a second that u dont have somethin that she does bc u have everything and jim is just a blind ass mother f-er lol

aww.. thanks kristen.

4 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 14 July :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: fall out boy - homesick at spacecamp

Emkate269 [8:51 PM]: u kno ur icons good!! it looks just lyk ur face

my icon is a banana....lol

Emkate269 [8:48 PM]: heyy! did u kno theres this kid at the camp i wrk at that looks justt like bob the builderr!

shes so gosh darn random!... i love saying gosh darn lol

all of her interesting things to say to me:
Emkate269 [8:47 PM]: ok ok! calm downn my fellow monkey!
Emkate269 [8:50 PM]: ah well me neither u monkey lol watd he say so far
Emkate269 [8:55 PM]: quicklyyy son of a monkeys taill
Emkate269 [8:58 PM]: snappage

lol i got a kick outta the convo

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:: 2004 14 July :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: calm

my school schedual.
1st pd. economincs & government - areford
2nd pd. geometry - brletich
3rd pd. english 11 - baker
4th pd. accounting 1 - skilles
5th pd. study hall [mon. tue. thur.] - downing, fitness (gym) [wed. fri.] - mitchell
6th pd. study hall - gurdish
7th pd. child development 2 - taylor
8th pd. biology - foglia

hmmm.. i don't know how i got 6th period all week long study halls..

:: 2004 14 July :: 1.14am
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: petey pablo - freek-a-leak

pictures

i took this yesterday.. yes it's me. and yeah, i'm very much pregnant! [29 weeks along] wow, i look fat. this is for you kathy!

jim and i sitting by the pool.. we just got done swimming. this was taken on the 11th, when jim stayed over.

6 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 13 July :: 1.56pm
:: Mood: hi
:: Music: my friends over you - nfg

no updates for awhile
sryy i havent updated im not allowed to be online til i finish part of my summer homework... it might take me awhile lol... come to think of it im not allowed online right now... oyy im in such a colorful mood lol ali saw me last night in denim capris, a green nd yellow tank, a black light jacket, pink flip flops, with my hair in some crazy style that im in love with, and wearing red, purple nd blue bracelets lol... i did somewhat of the same thing today... but im gunna wear sneakers nd im wearing different capris nd a diff shirt... ohh and my nails are black... we know how much kristen loves her nails black... oyyyyyy... i like that word =] ohh well, cant write a long entry like i want to cuz if i get caught i'll probably be in trouble... yea... anywayyyyy... laterr... leave me a comment

2 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 12 July :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: restless

i was just sitting here, looking at my pictures on my camera.. i haven't uploaded them; basicly because i've been procrastinating.. but i'll do it tomorrow most likely. [and i'll put one of me with my belly so you can see it kathy!] lol

didn't really do that much today. jim was here. we went swimming and watched some movies and what-not. he left around 6:30 and went home. blah, he left right before dinner was ready!

for dinner i made steak on the grill. haha, me cook? it's a scary thought, but i actually did it. i only burnt myself about 3 times. luckly jim helped me.

after he went home, kelly came over and we walked up to the mingo twist n shake for some ice cream. i got a large artic swirl with extra oreos. i don't know why i always get a large. i can't ever finish it.

..boring day as usual

1 freebird | Fly high...

:: 2004 12 July :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: shhh.. jim's sleeping!

"when i didn't need anyone.. i needed you"
so for my last entry, the pains i was having was just braxton hicks contractions.. i was getting all worked up over nothing. but i'm glad everythings okay.

yesterday i woke up and got a shower and everything then went down jims house around 3:00. we didn't really do anything, just talked about stuff. i actually think we fell back asleep on the couch for a while, but i'm not completely sure.. lol. at 8:00, george came to pick us up. when we got to my house we went swimming.. it was actually pretty nice in the water. then my mom and george ordered some pizza and hoagies from up the mingo twist n shake, and got a fire going. when the pizza got here, it was all gross. the pizza wasn't cooked all the way; the hoagie was cold; and georges stromboli was luke warm. we were all so ticked off. after we made smores and marshmellows, my mom george and anna went in and left sam jim and i outside by the fire. i think it was around 12:30-1:00 by the time we came in. jim and i played nintendo! i love that system. oh yeah, so much better than all those new game systems! haha. after a while we got tired of playing and went online for a bit, then watched tv and talked. we fell asleep around 5:30.. we both kept saying we were going to go to sleep earlier; but then we'd start to talk about something else. lol i just woke up around 1:00. jim's still sleeping.

god, i just got this massive headache..

we watched True Life: I've got baby mama drama on MTV last night. [it was about teenage kids having babies] there was this one couple where they were both 19 i think, and the guy broke up with the pregnant girl for some 16 year old. omg, that pissed me off. i guess it's kinda like the situation i'm in. little 14 year old girls trying to take jim away from me..? yeah right, over my dead body will i let that happen. sorry; jim is definitly the best boyfriend i'd ever had.. and i'm not gonna lose that.

i have pictures from last night; but i don't feel like posting them now.. i'll do it later maybe, i don't know.

<3

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:: 2004 11 July :: 1.16am
:: Mood: frustrated

stupid pains
i was almost asleep about 20 minutes ago, and then i kept getting these pains in my lower abdomen. well earlier today when i was down jims house i kept getting really bad cramps. i hope everythings okay; if these pains don't go away by the time i go home, i'm gonna ask my mom and see what she thinks. i hope everythings okay.. :-/

so i went to jims yesterday around 4:00 i got there. we didn't really do anything.. just talked and watched the movie what lies beneath or something and ordered some food from kuzins. i got up amys around 8:45, and we just chilled. i'm goin' back down jims house today because amy is leaving in the morning to go to a family picnic with her gram in ohio. so my mom is gonna come pick him and i up around 7:00 and he's gonna stay over my house til monday when he has to go to work.

amy and her sisters stupid rat keeps scaring me. i'm sitting here all by myself and it keeps running in its wheel making noises. jeeze.. lol

..i really hope everythings okay with the baby and i just have cramps or something dumb like that. i'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight because i'm going to be thinking about it.

5 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 10 July :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: alright...
:: Music: taking back sunday!

darn the bold/italic thing didnt work...

:: 2004 10 July :: 9.49am

woot! shyeaah it works...

the used is such a great band...

you almost pick the best times to drop the worst lines, you almost made me cry again this time, another false alarm, red flashing lights, well this time im not going to watch myself die, i think i made it a game to play your game and let myself cry, i buried myself alive on the inside so i could shut u out and make u go away for a long time...

you want me back, you're gunna have to ask nicer than that!!!

oy i wanna write a really long entry about nothing at all, and thats exactly what im gunna do.. this entry is gunna be filled with loads of feelings and loads of lyrics and loads of other stuff i feel like putting in lol... maybe a pic or two... whatever i feel like putting in...

could be an accident but I'm still trying.'

yeah that's fall out boy nd they're a freakin good band!!!

im talking to my twin meaghan... shes a cool twin... i <3 her lol... meaghan told me that the nearest guest day for the beach is this friday!!!!! and ali didnt tell me!!! grrrr lol sorry i wanna go though... i wanna see some hott guyss... well, really, who doesnt? hahaha i was looking at the journal for the guy who set up woohu, andy, nd he had this survey thingyy in his journal nd hes like 18 or something nd he's never kissed a chick... 18? ouchhh... shawn... shawn shawn shawn... what to do about him... why all of a sudden i dont wanna talk to him or be around him, i dont know... i just dont... i really thought it was like pms or something but it aint that time... i miss tim... im gunna call him todayy... heres a list of people i need to call... its gunna be in alphabetical order cuz im going thru my phone book lol, here we go: ali, andrew, cassie, emily, lorraine, steve, tim, and thats it... but thats alot lol... i wanna watch fuse... but it aint fuse yet... not til 11... until 11 its all 'paid programming' lol... i wanna put in a picture... lemme go look for one... i want a pic of a sexyy guy... lol

ok i dunno how to put pics in here lol i tried...

dont worry bout me, im gunna make it alright

i wonder if u can do bold and italic at the same time... lemme try...

dude!!!

well, when i update i'll see if it worksssss... ali got her IMs back... go her...
Alicatt87 [10:04 AM]: and matt was there!!!
BlindedByTears2x [10:05 AM]: oh god...
Alicatt87 [10:05 AM]: and i was flirting so much
Alicatt87 [10:05 AM]: and i cnt wait till i c matt

shes gunna cheat on james... shes sooo going to... ali ur a whore... lmaoo i LOVE that word lol sorryy i just do... i wanna listen to fall out boy... really bad... lol u know what else i wanna do? i wanna go to warped... i also wanna meet ryan cabrera lol... i want a sour apple blow pop... oooh! i think i have one!!! lol i wanna change my aol icon...im sick of it... it needs to be something... fun! and colorful! not all black nd white... i mean, black is my favorite color but i need a change... aaah!!! i want fall out boy!!! ::calls for mom so she can put in her password so i can DL it::

4 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 10 July :: 9.46am

im so sick of being here...

im trying this whole new thing of making my words bold italicized and underlined

maybe it'll work... i'll update and see... cuz if it does, im gunna have fun with this!!! lol

:: 2004 9 July :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: "what not to wear" on tv.

i woke up at 2:00 in the afternoon. tried to call jim. it was 6:30-7:00 by the time i actually got ahold of him. he was on his way over, but i was pissed off because he didn't get here earlier so i just told him not come over and hung up.

i made plans to do things this weekend, because my sisters were supposed to go to there dads, but no; anna didn't want to go, so once again i get stuck watching them. i'm not a mom yet.. i shouldn't have to act like one all the time! but whatever. i'm definitly doing something tomorrow with or without jim. my mom george and anna are going to some picnic, so i'm free to do whatever.

i think i'm gonna get a ride to the mall tomorrow and to see a movie. i don't care if i have to go myself, i'm going to go.