And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 2 July :: 3.33pm

well if you wanted honesty thats all you had to say...

:: 2004 1 July :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: irritated

..i'm to forgiving, huh jim? lol

i had my doctors apointment today. i was so tired. i didn't go to bed until 4:30, and then jim called at 5:30 and we talked til 8:00 then i fell back asleep until 9:30, i got up and got dressed really fast because my apointment was at 10. we were only 15 minutes late! lol, we made it. i only gained 1 pound since a month ago; the doctor doesn't think i'm eating.. but i am. the babys heart beat is so strong. it's good to hear it.

after the doctors, we stopped at subway, then at the bar. then to the supermarket. while we were getting things, i almost blacked out. i guess it's because i didn't sleep or whatever; but it's one of the worst feelings in the world. you get lightheaded and really weak, then everything just goes black. my mom made me go sit in the car while she finished checking out.

mmmm.. we bought spaghitti-o's!!

9 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 1 July :: 7.21pm

im back in brooklyn for all those who even care ... we had fun... lets see... monday... pool, ((totally hott guy there lol)) mall and movies... at the mall i got my new leather belt which ive needed, new rings, nd a bathing suit nd a shirt... movies we saw white chicks... freakinn hysterical movie dammit... i talked to shawn on the phone til like 2 that night lol ohhh and i found out that the hott anthony on meetspot took the pic of his tongue ring off his gallery... GRR!!! anywayyy tuesday... playland... it was pretty fun... went on rollercoasters nd the bumper cars!!! ((sorry i love bumper cars cuz u can slam into other people lol)) nd we went on the thing the girl died on cuz she stood up... it was sooo funny cuz when u first sit down u see a sign "do not stand up" nd then the announcer guy in there says "dont stand up" or "stay seated" like 6 times and the lights used to go off but they stayed on now and i came to the conclusion that they stay on so that if someone stands up the guy can scream thru the mic "sit down bitch!" lmao sorry im hyper... yeah so that was fun... that night i talked to... um... i know i talked to shawn cuz i talked to him every night but who else... ohh yeah we talked to lauren's friend matt all night cuz we were scared cuz we lost some of the power nd he was the only one who would stay up nd talk to us cuz shawn fell asleep! ahem... srry... wednesday... mountain creek... DEFINITELY the best day i spent with them... lemme sum up the day: i went down a slide that was like 100 ft. high nd the drop is like straight down, i jumped off a cliff that was 23 ft. high, i rode in a giant funnel, i was thrown 12 ft. above the water, nd i rode the rapids w/lauren about 8 times lol

i'll edit this entry later nd finish gtg

:: 2004 29 June :: 12.35pm

aww.. look at the pictures i found. they're from last summer

jim and i in the pool

jim, me and rochelle standing on my porch

wow.. we all look like crap in this one. its jim, me, kelly, and rochelle

jim sittin at my computer in my room

hahaha, me at rochelles, i'm holding her cat squeaky.. i just woke up. SUPRISE PICTURE!

jim sittin on my front porch.

:: 2004 29 June :: 1.08am

hey hey hey not writing a long entry cuz if i start to, i wont finish til 2 in the morning nd its already 5 after one and im wide awake lol but im at lauren's nd having sooo much fun... see the movie white chicks its sooo funny...i went to pacsun my favorite store of all time! woot! lol nd yeahh we've done some funny shit but i'll update about all of that later mwaaa one

:: 2004 29 June :: 12.45am

i was walking through my kitchen, and i stepped on a piece of an orange.. WHO LEAVES PIECES OF ORANGES ON THE FLOOR?!

:: 2004 28 June :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: awake

what a yucky day today turned out to be. i was supposed to go to the bar to taste food; but i didn't feel like going- so i stayed home.

i went up my grams for about 2 hours because my uncle had to go somewhere with mary; and someone has to stay with my gram. so i left when donnie came home around 2. i came home and fell asleep until around 5 i think then i called jim. we were gonna go to the drive in tonight with chelsea and the girls, but it ended up pouring down rain! so that messed everything up.

i can't wait til wednesday! jim's coming over after work in the morning, then he gets to stay til thursday when he has to go back to work that night. then on friday we're going to go to the mall and movies.

i think i have a cavity. i'm sitting here eating sour patch kids; and one of my bottom left teeth is hurting bad.

yadiffy04

:: 2004 28 June :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Banana Phone

Hey guys,

Well... its the same shit on a different day. Not much else to say, except that Morgan likes Tami. Tami....this is what Ive been trying to tell you. Well...Ive talked on the phone with Aubrey for a total of like 2 hrs. Morgan is staying at my house tonight, and I got 2 B's and four A's on my report card.(I was supposed to get a C in math.) So..n/m else has gone on in my life. Taylor M. is blackmailing Aubrey for stuff, so I feel like pounding the crap out of him. How dare he do stuff like that to her! I'm glad that I dont have to deal with the group next year! Im gonna miss you ssssoooo much Aub! You too Tam. Well, Ill ttyl

l8r,
Stevo

P.S. I <3 Krista

P.P.S. Aub, I cant wait to see the surprise! YYAAYY!!!!

3 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2004 27 June :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: tired

well, zues was laying on my bed last night and knocked over annas cd player that i was borrowing because my stereo is on it's last end. so i'm scared to see if it still works; i hope he didn't break it!

wow, the bar wasn't packed like it was on friday. but it definitly had a steady flow of people which is good. i got nachos, but they didn't hit the spot. my aunt came in around 11:00 and ordered wings and fries, and she shared them with me because she couldn't eat them all. we ended up getting home earlier than usualy;; 2:30am i think. i waited up til 5 when jim would call.. then we talked for 30 minutes, then he went back to work.. he said he'd call me when he got home and he did but i guess i didn't hear the phone ring. he left 2 messages to. i musta been in a deep sleep because i always answer the phone!

can't wait til tomorrow. my mom, george, dustin, matt and i are all going to the bar for taste testing! sysco [where my mom orders the food for the bar] is bringing in a chief to cook some different food to try to see if we want it for our menu. the last time they came in i was there and they brought about 5 different kinds of cheese cake! ohhhh, me matt and jason were going nuts! haha. i can't wait.

i don't really think i'm doing anything today; i lead a boring life. thank goodness jim called me at 1:40 today other wise i would still be sleeping right now.

my foots asleep.

:: 2004 27 June :: 9.27am

im leaving for lauren's today in like 2 hours and i aint coming back til thursday so i dunno if im gunna have a chance to update... if i do, cool, but if i dont, leave me some love to tell me whats been going on with everyone! (that means you ali... call me every single day... btw sry i didnt call u last night i fell asleep....kelli was on the other line nd she got mad cuz i wasnt able to talk for like the past 5 times shes called me... so yeah... anyway leave me a comment nd i'll be back thursday...

'it was me and you when we were together, it was me and you when we were apart, it was me and you in my mind, and its me and you in my heart'

:: 2004 26 June :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: semisonic - closing time, 504 boys - i can tell

things have been really boring as always. nothing new going on.

yesterday i went to the bar with my mom and helped out. we had to go out and get some alcohol [they ran out] so we stopped at target and my mom got a some new clothes, and we stopped to give jim some chicken fetichini [sp?] for his lunch because i couldn't finish all mine.. bill made it especially for my mom and i, it was really good. so after we dropped that off we went back to the bar and hung out, did some things. we left at 3:30am.. and i made my mom drive me up to giant eagle to get some caramel ice cream because i was craving it! and i also got to see my baby for like 5 minutes. so i was happy, and i definitly suprised him. :D then we left and got home at 4:00am. i tried to stay up because jim was calling at 5.. but i ended up falling asleep at 4:30 or so. jim called and i answered but we didnt stay on the phone. after he was done eating he called back and told me that the chicken fetichini was really good. i'm glad he liked it.

i don't know, i don't want to jinx anything but things with jim & i are going really good. it's hard to explain; but i guess we actually talk again, not just "hi, bye" kinda stuff; but real things. hmmmm- i doubt anyone will understand what i'm talking about, but oh well. things are going good.

i have my next doctors apointment on july 1, i'm gonna see if jim wants to go with me. i don't know if he will though because it's at 10:00 in the morning, and he just got home from work about 3 hours before that. but i hope he will.

the girls went to their dads this weekend, so i'm free. but i'm not doing anything.. haha.

i still have to pay that $120 fine from missing school last year. ..i think it was 120, or maybe it was 130.. i don't remember; it was somewhere around there. i still have to pay it. soon.

only 13 more weeks and the baby's due! i can't wait. i feel like a whale. i actually weigh less now than when i did before i was pregnant, but i look like a huge balloon. i started crying when i was over jims on thursday because i said i was fat.

i have to go get ready to go to the bar again. my mom should be here soon to pick me up.

:: 2004 26 June :: 2.30pm
:: Music: (Cant Get My) Head Around You - The Offspring

deep inside your soul there's a hole you dont wanna see, every single day what you say makes no sense to me... even though i try, i cant get my head around you

deep inside your soul there's a hole you dont wanna see, you're covering it up like a cut with the likes of me, you know i've really tried, i cant do anymore about you

the cut's gettin deeper, the hill's gettin steeper, i guess i'll never know whats really goin on inside you, i cant get my head around you

:: 2004 26 June :: 12.42pm

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES??
lol white
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
no book
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
red...
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopolyy lol
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
ym
6. FAVORITE SMELL?
coconut!
7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
alot of stuff...
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING?
who the fuck woke me up!?!
9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
two
10 WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Love
11. FAVORITE SOUND?
music
12. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
both
13. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
I would if I could drive...
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
no
15. STORMS COOL OR SCARY?
cool
16. YOUR FIRST CAR:
dont have one
17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE:
ryan cabrera!!!!
19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY:
gemini - june 7thh
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
lol yes
21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i dont know
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT
BE?
any really cool color... it depends... i might want it jet black w/bright blue highlights or red.. like real red... like electric red
23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
no
24. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
depends...
25. FAVORITE MOVIE?
identity
26. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
pshh no
27. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
so much shit
28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
4! FOUR! WOOOOOOOH!! WHOOT WHOOT, GO #4!!!
29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Hockey!!!
30. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
the people closest to me leaving me
31. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS
TO YOU:
i dont know the person i took it outta a journal lol
32. THE PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I'm not actually sending it to anyone.
33. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO
RESPOND?
Not sending it to anyone.
34. What CD are you listening to in your car stereo
right now?
more like in my cd player... umm in one is lostprophets in another, taking back sunday
35. FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
alias
36. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup
37. HAMBURGER OR HOTDOG?
both
38. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
dont drink soda
39. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
right here in brooklynn<3
40. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW?
no screensaver.. but my wallpaper is... i cant remember its either benson the most ADORABLE puppy in the world or ryan cabrera the most ADORABLE person in the world =]

:: 2004 25 June :: 6.28pm

what color of hair do they say a bald person has on their drivers license?

lmaoooo i thought that was hysterical sorry im hyper

aaah! i got my mini ipod like 10 seconds ago!!! woooot! it finally came! yayy im out to go play with it and stuff lol

mwaa

:: 2004 25 June :: 6.06pm

A little boy walks into his parents room and sees his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The parents stop and the mom quickly dismounts, and hides herself under the covers. "What are you and daddy doing?" asks the lil boy. "Well your dad has a big tummy and sometimes i have to get on top of it to help flatten it", she explains, "you're wasting your time", says the little boy. "when you go shopping the lady next door gets on her knees and blows it back up!"

Loaded words + loaded friends =
Loaded guns to our heads