And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 12 June :: 12.56am
:: Mood: sad

i'm just sitting here, drinking some ice water.

:: 2004 11 June :: 11.04am
:: Music: sugarcult - champagne

well... graduation was last night...

IM GUNNA MISS SO MANY PEOPLE!!!! =[ =[ =[

im such a dumbass i saw georgie with andrew and i didnt say hi... probably cuz i dun wanna start to like him again nd wind up being crazy over two people... but i still wish i'd said hi...

jenn passed out right in the beginning of the whole ceremony... im gunna call her in a few i hope shes alright... but she just completely collapsed nd joe caught her lol... but it was scary.... we kept up the tradition -- for the past 2 years not counting this year, someone's passed out... i cant remember who it was 2 years ago but last year at the mass it was danielle... oyy... im gunna go see mrs. batista some time next week she was crying soo much lol i didnt cry at all which suprised me but its probably cuz im gunna see most of the people im really close to... but im never ever gunna see john again since he lives in SI... or paul! aah me nd john nd me nd paul were close im gunna miss them!!!

eww meghan cant help but rub it in my face when she talks to shawn.... its really bitchy... i dont rub it in her face every time he asks me to go to the movies...

OxOmEggLeSoXo [11:06 AM]: i was talking to sean all night last night till like 10 <333333333
BlindedByTears2x [11:06 AM]: thanks
BlindedByTears2x [11:06 AM]: lol
OxOmEggLeSoXo [11:07 AM]: haha lol
OxOmEggLeSoXo [11:07 AM]: hes my lover

the lol that i put was just to hide how rude i thought she was... she still doesnt know that there were 2 times he asked me to go to the movies nd another time when he couldnt reach me... but do i rub it in her face? no... cuz i have a heart... bitch...

:: 2004 10 June :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: funny

didn't go get my permit today.. "something came up" so i guess we're getting it tomorrow.

we'll see.

:: 2004 9 June :: 1.04pm

omg steph nd jenn hate each other nd when they were outside screaming jenn called one of them a twinkie so her nd caroline come back in nd throw bags of ho ho's at her and say "here in case you ever forget your name" ... caroline's profile: ((Thinking up a plan..2 minutes, Buying 2 bags of ho ho's..$2, The look on Jenns face when she actually got it..pricele$$)) lmaoo im not taking sides in this but omg she was soo pissed that was good.... i have no money now... i had to pay for matt too nd then ev walked outta there crying nd i had to pay for her too cuz no one else had the money to... oh well...

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:: 2004 9 June :: 11.20am
:: Mood: cranky

i hurt my foot.

i've watched moulin rouge 5 times in the past 2 days. lol, i still love that movie.

going to get my permit tomorrow.

july 1 is my next doctors apt. for the baby.

i don't know what i'm doing today.. chelsea is coming at 2.. and she'll be here to watch the girls til around 9.. so i have all that free time of doing nothing. hmmm.. i'll see what jim is doing.

:: 2004 9 June :: 7.39am

wooot my new phone rocks my socks lol love it... so yesterday i talked to shawn for like an hour nd a half before i had to change for my game but while we were talkinn i told him we were at 79th nd shore playinn nd halfway thru the game, him nd adam showed up!!! =] ::smilesssss!:: but he left like an inning before it ended nd adam stayed nd he was like ohh u guys r good, u were great @ first, good baserunnin ((i didnt get a good hit when they were there... crap)) but i was like haha thats so sweet ((wish shawn had said it)) lol but ah i was soo happy nd ali was a bitch screaming out my name so he'd know i was here when he obviously already did... omg im gunna hit you today ali!!!! but he knew i got a new phone nd he had to make sure i had the same numberr so he still had it lol omg you have no idea how happy he makes me.... ALI RUINED IT YESTERDAY THOUGH! ahem... gotta get ready for schooool... sorry i havent updated in so long i've just been busy... yesterday was my birthdayyyy woot woot lol anywayss im outt...

:: 2004 6 June :: 8.52pm

omg i havent updated in forever... anyway... i had the time of my life that nightt omg soooo much freakinn fun!!!!! oyy i didnt want that night to end... ok what else happened, i made emily hate me, peter asked me out nd i turned him down for 3 reasons:
1. i dont like him
2. em would hate me oh well she does anyway
3. im crazy bout someone else
so now peter hates me too and caroline said the following about me:
shes a fukin looser that has NO chancce with some 9th grade kid nd she shood be happy that some1 as nice as u takes even a little interest in her...she dont have the personality or looks to get picky with her "feelings nd rules" im gunna make sure she realizes that.
kinda pissed me off... we lost our game nd james party was fun nd his uncle won 1600 bucks on the belmont that smarty jones lost in the last 5 seconds and the breakfast this morning was fun too and i got GREAT picturess nd today i went to see harry potter w/my girlss ((molly nd coco<3)) and omg i get in there nd i turn on my phone for the first time since friday night nd i have a voice mail nd i dunno when its from nd its shawn nd he tells me to call him back so i call his house cuz i didnt have his cell and his mom said oh yeah everyone went to the movies last night he wanted you to come and i said awwww ((to myself lol)) nd then later he called me from his cell so i have that number now lol nd right after i told mj i'd go to the movies with them, he says 'what you doin tonight' nd i tell him im leavin in 5 to go see harry potter w/my girls nd he says oh i was just about to ask u if u wanted to go see that nd i was like omggggggg dammit! 5 minutes early and i could have! oyyyy i was soo mad... but anyway i told him to call me this week nd if he doesnt ima call him one night lol but i was soo happy he wanted to go with me!!! anyway thats the summary of my past couple of days lol mwa

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:: 2004 6 June :: 1.07pm
:: Mood: lazy

first off: WE FOUND ZEUS! we put an add in the newspaper under lost & found and someone called about him. i guess the night of the storm [when he ran away] he was up the mingo twist n shake and all scared and everything, so some guy opened his car door and let him in. they took him home. i'm so happy! we get to go get him around 4:30-5:00.

i went to the doctors on thursday. i have some sorta infection. but it'll cause me to go into early [way early] labor; so i had to get on more antibiotics. there is always so many things wrong with me.

ahhhh. yesterday in the morning my aunt loraine, gram and i went to waynesburg for a yard sale, for my grams therapist (SP?) [yes, thats like 45 minutes away from where i live.] my aunt and i didn't want to go, but my gram put the guilt trip on; and we ended up going.. but in the end it was a good thing because we got a crib for up my aunts house, a walker, and a whole bunch of little rattles/infant toys. melanie [i think that was her name.. thats joes wife] and joe [my grams therapist] have 3 little girls, so they have about a million infant clothes. so she said she would save the clothes until i knew for sure that i was having a girl. and that was really nice.

yesterday around 5:00 i went into tha bar, for the fundraiser thing. we did really good. we were packed. i was really tired by the end of the night though.

todays berts welcome home picnic! he got back from over-seas thursday. but he can only stay home for 7 weeks.. but i bet tammy and the girls are so happy he's home.

:: 2004 5 June :: 10.19am

last night was SO MUCH FUN! omg<3 almost everything was perfect! omg everyone looked SO nice aah it was sad thoughh... at the end me and tim had to give each other our 11 year speech and a huge hug lol... it was soo stupid how everyone was hugging everyone when we're gunna see them tomorrow lmao but omg it was great<3 i was like gunna cry when they played the cha-cha slide cuz its like a tradition with us! we play it at EVERY dance nd we even did it in the middle of our class room lol... its been sooo much fun... teresa blew out my hair woot woot its all straight and everything lol oyy more later... breakfast time...

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:: 2004 3 June :: 7.58pm

youre everything ive ever wanted!

i gotta tell him how i feel... its ridiculous when he doesnt know... but i dont want things to be awkward... ya know? i wanted to talk to him when i got home from practice today but he was with like 10 people lol... nd i didnt wanna do it with all of them around..

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:: 2004 3 June :: 3.41pm

omgg yesterday was courtney's birthdayy and when we went over for birthday cake the phone rang so i picked it up ((cuz i live there and im allowed to answer the phone lol)) and its desiree so mj's talkin to her WHILE THE CANDLES ARE LIT and im like mj we gotta start singing nd shes like hold on a minute im on the phone and finally when the wax that completely melted onto the cake starts burning courtney yells "MY CAKES GUNNA CATCH FIRE!" and so goes omg desiree lemme call you back! and as we're singing happy bday at like 100 miles a minute courtney blows out the flames before we're done so the whole thing does explode lmaooo it was SOOO funnyy nd mj's like why didnt you tell me! and im like omg... I TRIED! lmaooo it was sooo hysterical

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:: 2004 2 June :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: upset

we can't find zeus..

he's been gone for a few hours, and he's never ran away before.

i hope he's okay.

:(

yadiffy04

:: 2004 2 June :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Hawaii 5-0

Hey,

Whats up everyone??? Well, I went to the Storm game on Fri, and Krista and I got busted so all of our parents know about us being together for almost a month! Isnt that just great???? Well, n/m here to talk about , none the less type about. Tami and Zuese broke up, and like everyone and their brother got their hair cut. Im trying out for drummajor, and the tryouts are tomorrow.

So.....Ill ttly

Stevo

P.S. Comments would be nice!

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:: 2004 2 June :: 12.25pm
:: Mood: blank

my feet are cold.

well yesterday i went with my mom to the school got all my stuff, returned my books blah blah blah. i'm taking finials sometime at the end of the month i guess.

after that we went to k-mart and got a couple things. then we went to the bar, got something to eat and left. we came home only to leave again to go to annas play at the highschool. that was only about an hour or so. after that we all went home.

my mom, george and the girls left to go to the parrothead meeting in pittsburgh. i went up my aunt loraines and we put her pool deck together and hung some things up for my gram. after that my aunt loraine and i ordered pizza for us. then kelly came up and we gave her some pizza. doug ate his, uncle only ate a little bit, and jeff ate the rest. i went home around 11:30. watched some tv; and went to sleep.

i woke up around 11:30 this morning, ate a bowl of coco puffs. mmmmm, they were good. talked to my mom. called my gram and told her that i'd be up when the guys up there were done paving my aunts drive way to help her plant some flowers and finish up her little deck she has.

haven't talked to jim in a few days. nothing new though.

i have a doctors apointment tomorrow. blah blah blah. nothing exciting anyways.. i'll update more about this tomorrow :-D

oh.. june 5 [this saturday] at the bar [the Sand Bar in Washington] is having a fundraiser for Cannonsburg Hospitals Emergency Room. I'll be selling raffles, and cookies or something like that. so everyone that reads this [my friends that live around me!] better tell their moms/dads ect. to come. :)

well i better go, i think i'm gonna go paint my aunts things i told her i'd paint.