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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 10 May :: 10.26pm
:: Mood: stressed

i wish jim would answer his phone, and i wish the people that i talk to; or otherwise known as friends; would all stop lying. i don't even know who's telling the truth or who's lying their asses off anymore.. they both go hand in hand.

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lilkristen

:: 2004 10 May :: 7.28pm

mike n liz r still goinn out and aah!!!

molly n danielle had to make a movie today for a book report thingyy but they read a gymnastics book so i had to tape them doing gymnastics n stuff n we watched it in the long's housee and mike was watchinn it with us and it was funny cuz he kept goinn "oww" and "ooh" and it was funny lol... but matt and brian were in the entire thing doing the stupidest stuff in the world we were crackinn up when we watched it play backk... kelli doesnt believe that she got me into shit... so now im wondering if she ever even considered me a friend... or if she just needed someone to dump her neverending problems on... and i was the first available who would actually listen...grr... maryjo was in the hospital for two dayss!!! :tear: they thought she had divoticulitis but she has an ovarian cyst... soo it might have to be removed, we dunno... but she should be ok soonn... i hope shes ok soon! i went over there today to do the video thing and walk the dog and i went shopping for her and returned stuff for her to polizzi... justin wasnt there damnnn it lol hes sooo hotttt!!! wheeee! ahem... sorrry i kinda lost control theree. roar. ok i feel better after saying roar. haha there i go again. mike kept bugginn me to tell him where our game is tomorrow so he could come and see lizzyy but i wouldnt tell him and we fought over it for like an hourr and i finally told him... i hope he doesnt mess her up!!! lol hahaha my dad cant come tomorrow. yes!! he cant kill me for tellinn mike! rofl. ok sorry lol. aaaaah i finally got the sugarcult cd!!! palm trees and power lines!!!! woot woot! cuz shes the blade and your just paper!!!! great line. ROAR! muahahahaahahah omgg im soo high emily got me all woooooooooooo lol. peter thinks its funny how we talk on the phonee. i guess it kinda is... cuz half the time im not listening and the other half of the time shes not listening lmao. that girl is such a retard she goes "how do you play a joke on helen keller? move the furniture!" so i laughed n shes like it must be hard to be blind... imagine if she was blind AND deaf..." i cracked up laughing and said you idiot she WAS blind AND deaf!" and i laughed for like 6 hourss and then when we called peter she asked him and he said "she was blind and deaf" and she goes omg how did you KNOW!? and it was sooo funny cuz shes sooo stupiddddd lmao... that made me sooooo highh its not even funny.. im soo hyper now... peter yelled at me for saying im hungry so many times. hes like "go get food!!!" and im like "i dont want to!!!!" and he said "then shut up!!!" and i said no!!! and it ended there... roar...

science class sucks... its the only class we have homework in EVERY SINGLE NIGHT... anyway. people kept bugging me today asking me what was wrong... it SUCKS cuz i dont wanna talk about it!!! dont people understand thatttt???? oh yea, they dont lol... OMG!!! emily told me her and stephanie beat up a little chinese kid when they were like in 5th grade in st.es ROFL i said omg ur soooooo mean and shes like who cares? and im like omg u have no heart! and i have to stop sayin and i was like and she was like lol its getting annoying aint it? you know who else is annoying? mike martin... AAAH!!! i wanna kill that kid sooo much!!! and hes really stupid too... i dont mean that as in thats how i see him... he really is stupid... we get dictation in ss once and he thinks the word 'appeasement' is 'amusement'...loser... everything to him is fun... hahah mike mach ((that aint his real name i just call him that)) said that lil brian from st.es is a short person who thinks hes a pimp... so noww i have to call him brian the midget pimp... and emily got mad and told mike that brian is a pimp and they were fighting about it and it was funny... aww im still talkin to mike and i found out he really DOES have a sensitive side lol...we made peace between ourselves and we're not gunna be like "ew its mike/ew its kristen" anymore lol ok well i gotta go cuz i wanna eat something cuz as i told peter a hundred times before IM HUNGRYY!!! ROAR!!!

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 10 May :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: irritated

i miss jim, i got to see him wednesday.. but that wasn't enough. i want to see him all the time! ..but oh well, i'm living. lol

didn't really do anything this weekend.. well nothing that i actually planned. i was supposed to do some things, but i either didn't do them, or i had to work.. saturday my mom, sisters and i were supposed to go shopping. buuuuuuuuuut;; my mom only put chelsea (waitress) on for saturday night.. and she majorly needed help. so i worked. from 4 til 11. i had probably about 10 tables all at once, which was hard as hell. but i managed.. and made some cash while i was at it.

sunday was mothers day. i bought my mom a mug that says "mom, i love you" and it's cutesy and stuff. i got sam and anna roses at wal*mart saturday night, so they gave her roses.. dustin got her beautiful flowers. george was supposed to put her deck together, and put the new dishwasher we yesterday in.. but he ended up getting drunk off his ass and acting like an idiot, which was funny.. and not doing it. so i guess my mom didn't have to good of a mothers day, considering that was the only 2 things she really wanted done.. but hey, can't win'em all. i just felt bad for her because even though she was mad, she was more dissapointed. and i know what it feels like to be dissapointed. it just sucks.

school sucked today, have algebra homework, and a huge history test tomorrow that i need to pass. it counts for 1/5 our 4th 9 weeks grade.. eek. that sucks.

a lot of things are happening in school, especially with amy and becky.. which i think is funny.. and so does everyone else. buuuut; here's what happened in case anyone that reads this doesn't know: becky basicly called amys hair a rats nest (or something to the sort) JOKINGLY, and amy took it all seriously and flipped out. randi and i laughed, because drama is funny. and now for about a week.. amy and becky have been fighting. i guess amy said that becky called her like 6 times, buuuut i don't believe that. becky only called her once. so today, amy told someone that she pushed becky into the lockers and called her a bitch and to stay outta her way or something.. but thats not true at all, and i asked amy about it and she denied it and then went on and told me that becky told kristen that i was talking about her.. which made me laugh even more; because i asked kristen and becky about it- and they didn't know what i was talking about. so please tell me this.. who's lying here?

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 9 May :: 11.40am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Hells Bells- AC/DC

HEy, whats up everyone.

last night I was hanging out with this girl I like, Christa, and she was like, "I have a secret about you." and I was all "tell me! tell me!", then she said, " I really like you." and I was like, "Whoa........really.....cool......I have a secret too." THen she was like " PPPPLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSEEE tell me." and I said, "no!". Then I told her friend that I liked her, and she went and told her. Then I asked her "the question", and she was all, "Yes!!!!!!!" It was pretty cool. So, now I have left the three musketeers (Me, Wade, and Morg.)

SSSOoooo.....n/m else has gone on in the last couple of days, We went to bible club, and Willie was all, "Be a fruity christian." and everyone started laughing....It was so funny.

On Friday, I went to the LELL storm game, and me and Squire were the only two people in the parade for our team, and then Cameron came and jumped the fence and started to walk with us. The announcer was like, " here come the Junior Storm.....and some other guy." ( the other guy was Cameron)

On Sat we were supposed to play the REDSOX to see who would come in first, but they forefit, because noone from their team showed up to play us, so we [my team] got really mad.

And now, today is Sunday, and HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!

Ill type l8r,

Stevo

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lilkristen

:: 2004 8 May :: 2.13pm
:: Music: anthem of our dying day, story of the year

i forgot that im supposed to explain my last entry... here goes...

lizzy is goin out with michael!!! like, my neighbor michael!!!!!!!!!! like aah! ooh mann i didnt believe mike when he told me but i asked lizzy n she said yea... mike's a soph and she hasnt even graduated yett and michaels annoying so i dunno what she sees in him... about the kaitlyn and the makeup thing...forget it... i have it back... but the car mirror... oyy... we were pitching to each other to practice for a game and she threw the pitch and i missed it when i was catching and it bounced and hit the mirror and i broke and i looked at her and said "go inside?" and shes like yea and we ran lololol... we did win our game against the panthers. it was a good game... thats where i found out mike was goin out with lizzy...cuz he came to the game. yea. omg this whole thing with the stuff i cant say outloud is driving me crazy like omg omg omg its driving me insane... i need to talk to peter... cuz its like... some of its kinda sweet but some of it is soo freakin perverted it aint funny...and peter's the one that told me... and i need his help getting over the perverted part of it... the cd finally finished copying... i love that cd its so great. bout the tiger pants... OMG theyree so cuteee but they had a hole in them and my mommy fixed them!!! but no ones bought me my turtle pants yet and im sooo mad cuz turtles are sooo cool... roar. im talkin to jena. i havent talked to her in a really long time. i saw her the other day and didnt recognize her. cuz she looked so different. i sent brenna the long email i needed to. i gave her lots of song quotes from story of the year songs cuz a couple of them described her really really well. achooo!!! ahem... sorry i sneezed. i have to babysit tonight. grr. i dont wanna. but they have digital cable so i can watch fuse thank goodness. i just got it tuesday lol. AND THEN OUR TV BROKE!!! ahem... sorry. we have another one in the basement though so its not so bad... i still need a mothers day gift for my mom... me and my dad r gunna leave in like 10 minutes to get one for her... i think we're gunna get her some kinda jewelry but im not sure... i need to go check the sizes of her clothes in case we dont get jewelry... ok well gotta go byeee

Fly high...


lilkristen

:: 2004 8 May :: 2.11pm

i had alot to talk about but i dun remember any of it anymore so... yea... bye...

Fly high...


xxinterrupted

:: 2004 7 May :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: lonely

i went over jims house on wednesday.. stayed their for a couple hours, then went to amys and stayed.

didn't go to school today. i woke up and couldn't get out of bed, it felt like something in me was being ripped or something. i don't know; hard to explain, but it hurt.

..another lonely weekend for me.

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lilkristen

:: 2004 7 May :: 6.51am

wow am i glad the weekend's here im so stressed and its 64o am and i cant take it im soo tired... im burning a copy of story of the year cuz i still cant find mine and i miss it too much... heres the update on news

lizzy is goin out with my neighbor
kaitlyn still has my makeup
me and kaitlyn broke a car mirror
we won our softball game
theres really big news that i cant say in a public entry
this cd copying thing is taking too long
im gunna be late for school if it doesnt hurry upppp
my tiger pants are fixed... yay!
i still dont have my turtle pants... grr...
my new word is roar
i almost cried during the friends finale last night lol
omg! i couldnt believe rachel left ross at the airport that was mean... but then she came back... oh well... and i laughed at the twins thinggg and i gotta go get ready cuz i cant wait for this cd!!!

detail on ALL of those things later

bye

p.s. note to self, email brenna... LONG email to brenna... and take a nap.

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lilkristen

:: 2004 5 May :: 3.13pm

ok!!! lots of news!!!

lets start with softball... im now one of the starting pitchers!!! aaah!!! not good!!!

but i did pitch a whole game and we won the game and i hit a homerun that game... but i did a few other things that game too... i pulled three muscles, sprained a finger, and a sore neck...

aahhh crap!!! i'll write more later... i gotta go

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XXinterrupted

:: 2004 4 May :: 11.06am
:: Mood: stressed

i can't stand it anymore, i'm getting the shitty end of the deal. relationships are supposed to be 2 people trying to make it work.. right? because i'm the only one in this relationship anymore. i cry every night because of it.

..but i doubt jim cares.

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 30 April :: 10.55am
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Hurricane 200/ Black Scorpian and the LA phill harmonic

Hey guys!!!!

Whats up?? Well, I just got off being grounded for like 3 weeks. As you can see Im a little pissed off, cause some little shit-head went a said that I was gay, and that I was acting like I was Aubreys boyfriend. The only problem is that Im not gay, and Aubrey and I had our little thing, and now its over. Im only defending her like any of her friends would.

But, now to fill you in on whats been going on in my life. My baseball team was undefeted in the second half, but we lost against Joshes team. So that kinda sucks. Tonight I went to the Storm game with Morgan, we saw Josh and Melonie. The Storm won like 6 to 1. Today at school, we [ the jaz band] got to play all day for an assembly, but I had to go to 2nd period for Algebra 1. During break, Josh asked Kelsey H. out, and she said yes. So its like Im the only one without a g/f. But, me Morgan and Wade are like the three single amigos, so thats cool. The good thing about being single is that you save money.

On Wed. I got my hair cut (I was growing it out for a while.) Aubrey was supposed to come over to my house tomorrow, but she got to go to a Skynard concert (lucky). On Thurs, I went to bible club, and it was like God planned that days lesson just for me. I think that its great what God can do. I need to talk to Aubrey so we can talk to "him". and maby "her" so hopefully things will work out.

I have a baseball game tomorrow, and were playing Nicks team, so we should win. Then Im gonna go to the play tomorrow night. Morgan taught me how to play Smoke on the Water ad in the Greange(??) On the tin whistle. At the Storm stadium, one of my neighbors picked a fight with this big kid, and was beating the crap out of him. It was pretty funny to see a 5 foot tall kid beating up a 5'7 kid. So, thats how my life has been so far.

l8r,
Yadiffy

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 30 April :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: sad

i don't think i ask to do many things. i'm not demanding. i watch my sisters every day. i've been watching them for weeks. i never go anywhere.

..but the weekend i do want to do something, no. i can't.

wtf.

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lilkristen

:: 2004 30 April :: 4.18pm
:: Music: time stands still, all american rejects

the eyes they drown in tears... can you hear me scream?


ok if anyone's reading this who plays softball in my league and hasnt played st. bernadettes yet... WATCH OUT!!! damnn these girls bad mouth you like crazyy!!!

the coach's daughter... omg what a bitch!!! normally u say that like not really meaning it... i mean it... this girl was such a bitch to us!!! we did nothing to her and she gives kelly the finger, starts cursing out ali for not slappin hands hard enough after the game ((which i thought was a lil pathetic)) and just would not fuckin shut up when i got her out shes like "her foot wasnt on the bag!" screaming it for the next two fucking innings i was gunna put a bullet thru her head! i was ready to go up to her and just be like just shut up ur own fuckin coach said it was so just shove it up your ass!

i wasnt gunna sink to her level thoughh...

when she started disin ali, though, i just gave her a nasty look and yelled watch your mouth!!!

bitch...

my last words for today: all downhill from here is a good song!!!

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lilkristen

:: 2004 29 April :: 3.16pm
:: Music: ocean avenue

omg...

matt and sophia broke up... for good... there was alotta screaming and yelling... i asked tyler what happened cuz tyler's cool n he'll tell me and he knows everything lol so anyway i asked tyler n he said matt told sophia that if they fight one more time that they're done and sophia is ALWAYS mad at matt so they fought again n matt was all nasty bout it n stuff n he's like "and now everyone's bursting" n i was like wow no one could have said it better... EVERYONE BLEW UP! sophia was screaming at the top of her lungs when matt tried to just talk to her she was like "get off me you fucking ass hole i hate you!"

i feel really bad she loved him.. i know she did... she called him day n night, she talked about him day and night, she asked about him day and night she never went a minute without thinking about him and she was crying soo much when we got outta school... the girl was hysterical... steph was tryinn to comfort her and everything but she was screaminn at matt alot and i dunno... why should he be with her if hes not happy... im not glad they broke up... but i mean, why should he stay together just for her a relationship works two ways and she was always getting really touchyy about every little thing... i love her but i can see where he's cominn from...

there was just so much yelling...

so i walked home with patrick n thomas n joey n pat n gerard n frankie n joe n then me...

yea...

patrick chucked his glass bottle on top of a garage... it made a breaking sound lol

ohh yeahh sry bout that last post i was kinda drunk...

=]

gotta go i have SO MUCH TO DO!!!!

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lilkristen

:: 2004 28 April :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: tired

im just barely keeping my eyes open im soo tired.. i got back from courtney's playy it was soo cute but i had soo much fun afterwards!

hahahaaaa we got mexican AGAIN! rofl

im like sooo drunk... strawberry daquiris are soooo good lmAooo... and me and uncle mike stole coco's shoes and were gunna throw them out the car window!!! and uncle mike had a ponytail on top of his head!!! rofl!

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