And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 14 April :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: i cant describe it... just ok i guess
:: Music: ocean avenue

me and lorraine wanted to go to the yellowcard concert on the 29th... we BOTH have games that day... ARGH!

figures i cant go... someone just doesnt want me to have a good time! oyy... an average 4 games a week... thats gunna hurt... i need sleep! how am i supposed to be asleep at 4 so i can do my homework at 7 if at seven i'll be at the field? lol

oh well

i went to bed @ 9:oo last night... i was sick... ooh that reminds me! hockey scores!

dont ask how that came up... but if u really wanna know... i was on the couch asleep and my mom woke me up n told me to go upstairs to my bed and i fell asleep and woke up with the redwings/predators game on so yea... ooh maybe san jose won!

what'd i do this week... well, i slept!

i took matt n chris bowling... chris is my 6 year old cousin so we had to put bumpers up... even with bumpers i got like a 70 which is really bad for me...

CHRIS GOT A 107

i got kinda aggravated... hes like 8 years younger than me...oh well... go ahead and laughh at me... i guess it is kinda funny...

i love yellowcard so much<3

i wanna meet ryan n sean cuz they are so cool and sean is SO hott =]

anyway i need to go eat skittles so... yea... bye!!!!!!!!!

:: 2004 13 April :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: miles apart

i'd give it up for just one more day with you<3

we'll be miles apart, i'll keep you deep inside you're always in my heart<3

i woke up this morning and the clock said 9:11 ... it kinda got me upset...

ali thought she had to lie to me instead of tellin me she was gunna hang out w/her bf cuz she thought i'd be mad that she was hangin out w/him instead of her... he asked her to chill first, why would i care!?!? im mad now cuz she decided to lie to me and it hurt to find out from someone else that she ditched me...kelli, what u said is true... true friends stab you in the front....it really bugs me... cuz she didnt really stab me in the heart she kinda stabbed me in the head... i guess she figured if she got thru to my brain it would be damaged and i'd be stupid enough not to realize eventually what was goin on.

if someone's reading this now, lemme fill u in on something

I HATE LIARS

im out...

:: 2004 12 April :: 11.04am

omg omg omg! alias was like sooooo completely great last night! vaughn knows lauren's bad!!!!! ::squeals:: yayyy! it was such a freakin great episode... my favorite of the season so far... either this one or the one when we found out lauren was bad and working for sark/the covenant... hahaha sark killed the evil black guy that was pissing me off. haha ::sticks tongue out::

let me explain the situation before i explain the greatness
sydney is good. sydney fell in love with vaughn. vaughn loves sydney, but is married to lauren. lauren works for the bad guys as a double agent. vaughn doesnt know lauren's bad. sydney does, and so does jack. jack is sydney's father.

i think that was easy enough to understand...

sydney nd vaughn had to go on a mission to question a guy who knew something. the covenant (bad people) didnt want the guy to say anything so they sent lauren to kill him. sydney thought she saw lauren kill him but wasnt sure so went to catch the woman but they all looked alike and all wore the same wigs so she couldnt find her. vaughn didnt believe her when sydney told him so sydney told jack and jack talked to vaughn nd said, if she gives u signs, dont ignore them like i did cuz i regret it ((jack's wife was bad too)). so when lauren didnt tell vaughn what she had done during the day nd just gave him a kiss instead like jack said she might, vaughn started going thru her stuff n all her drawers. he pulled out a suitcase nd found a compartment under the bottom of the suitcase nd in the compartment was the same gun used to kill the good guy nd the wig all the waitresses were wearing at the club they were at... and then it ended...

it was really good!

i left out all the suspense though so it kinda sounded boring but whatever... it wasnt... so yea...

BUT HE KNOWS! ::squeals again::

ok i'll shut up now...

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 11 April :: 8.40am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: none

Hey everyone,

I havent been on the comp to update this lately, srry. Anyways Happy Easter!!! My mood is amused cause instead of a chocolate rabbit or something like that, my parents put toothbrushes in our baskets. Every year of Christmas gets worse and worse, and its starting to be that way with every other holliday, except for Holloween, cause my parents dont decide how long you stay out. But anyway, Aubrey got her hair cut, I cant wait to see her. Anyways besides that not much has gone on. ttyl.

Yadiffy

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:: 2004 9 April :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: annoyed

im missing 4 cds... they just disappeared... blink182, take off your pants and jacket, and BOTH copies i have of story of the year... OMG! fuck i've looked EVERYWHERE... and i actually cleaned my room yesterday... no sign of them ANYWHERE! crapp... ok whats happened in the past few days... SCHOOLS OUT! thank goodness... i finally got 12 hours of sleep last night... how much i needed that... u have no idea. um... yea well life sucks. one of the cousins i hate is gunna be with me on easter from 9 am til at least 9 pm.

SHIT!

i cant stop thinking bout where i could have put those cds... its really annoying me..

at least i havent lost yellowcard... ::gets up to make sure its where it should be::

ok yeah i havent lost that one yet. i want a lollipop. lollipops make me feel better... ashley went to a yellowcard concert last night... NOT FAIR!!! SHE HAD BACKSTAGE PASSES! aah! im gunna change the subject really quickly but i feel really alone right now.. maybe i should shut off the depressing music...

I WANT MY CDS!!!!! IM GUNNA DIE WITHOUT THEM! ok maybe not... BUT I STILL WANT THEM!

wow i sound so bossy nd preppy...
NO! what's happening to me?!?!?

i need to call lorraine... she'll make me feel better.

mom's home, i gotta go accuse her of stealing my cds... i should have searched her room... all of those cds have the sticker on them... she hates the sticker... omg she took them! omg! crap i gotta go find them in her room... more later..

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:: 2004 9 April :: 12.07am
:: Mood: cranky

jim came over today, he went home around 7 to clean out his dresser for his mom- and he promised to try really hard to come back tonight, but no way.. jim keep his promises?

..so me always seeming to have so much time on my hands;; i cleaned my room. with the help of sam/anna. they did a lot to. i was glad for the help. but anyways, i'm still not completly done. i have to dust/clean off the top of my computer desk where my stereo is.. and sweep. it needs swept badly.

easter is sunday, i can't wait for my easter basket! =) haha.

have to go back to school on tuesday, spring break is over. eh, it sounds horrible to even mention it..

anyway, i'm gonna go back to finish reading my english book.

:: 2004 7 April :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: distressed

things are.. wierd lately.. i can't tell if i'm having a good day;; a bad day..? umm..

:: 2004 5 April :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: calm

i was in 7th period, when i really started thinking about all these things that i wanted to talk to jim about, and i figured i might as well just write them down because i would forget what i was thinking about. well, by the end of 8th period i had a 3 page letter to give him. it basicly has what i'm feeling in it, and i'm glad i wrote it all down.. but i don't know if i'm going to give it to him or not. i'll read it over and make sure it doesn't sound to stupid.. but yeah- i think i will give it to him..

got report cards today.
english- 91%
global studies- 76%
history- 57%
science- 79%
algebra- 86%
advanced word processing- 93%
child development- 97%
health- 83%

i brought most of my grades up, 3 went down, but only by a little bit. i did really good except for the history grade, but my mom knows about it already.

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:: 2004 4 April :: 2.20pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: way away - yellowcard

i dunno why im annoyed i just am

HOW IT FEELS TO BE ALONE AND NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING!

anyway...

this is what for our graduation song...

There's a time and place for everything
There's a reason why certian people meet.
There's a destination for everyone
Whats the explaintion when we're done...

All the summer nights, spent wondering,
So many questions asked, but no ones answering
Would it be ok if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong.

I'm jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, when I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years
ill never regret these years...

Now here I sit, so far away
Remebering all the memeories
Its times like these that I miss you most
Remebering when we were so close

I'm jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years

I'll never forget the places we've been, you and I
Our lives, are slipping away, dont want to let time pass us by...by!

Im jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years

I'm jaded stupid and reckless
not sorry and ill never regret....
These years

i love that song<3

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 3 April :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: none

Here is a survey for your veiwing pleasure.

-You-
Name?: Stephen
Nickname(s)?: Stevo,Yadiffy,minnie Meinke
Astrology Sign?: capricorn
Female/Male?: Male
Height?: 5'9
Hair color?: red w/ bleached tips
Eye color?: brown
School?: Terra Cotta MS
Age?: 13
-Do You..-
Drink?: no
Smoke Cigarettes?: no
Smoke Marijuana?: no
Use other illegal drugs?: no
Go to concerts?: yes
Like your music loud?: yes
Stay out in the rain?: yes
-Your Favorites-
Movie(s)?: Matrix
Band(s)?: Outcast, Maroon5, Hoobastank
Color?: black and red
Scent?: Mountain Rush
Article of clothing?: Lost-t shirts
Food(s)?: chinease(sp?)
Thing to do?: talk on the phone
Instrument?: oboe
Animal?: snake
Thing to sleep in?: boxers
Actor & Actress?: Johnny Depp, Keira Knightley
-Your Significant other-
Name?: Aubrey
Nickname?: Sakura,Kado,Barbie
Astrology sign?: Pisces
Age?: 14
Hair color?: blond
Height?: 5'2
Eye Color?: hazel
School?: Terra Cotta MS
-Do they..-:
Like loud music?: yes
Stay outside in the rain?: no
Get along with their parents?: no
Drink?: sometimes lol
Smoke cigarettes?: no
Smoke marijuana?: no
Use other illegal drugs?: no
Go to concerts?: yes
-Their Favorites-
Movie(s)?: Pirates....anything with Orlando Bloom
Band(s)?: Tooooo MANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thing to do?: Talk to Stephen, Internet,Read, Music
Sport?: Volleyball
Color?: yellow
Song(s)?: To MANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Animal?: moose
Instrument?: clarinet, gutar, and OBOE!!!!!!!!!!
Actor & Actress?: Orlando Bloom, Keira Knightley, Julia Stiles
Food?: ice cream
Scent?: Morgan and David

//You nd Your Significant Other brought to you by BZOINK!

l8r
Yadiffy

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 3 April :: 11.30am
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Bombs Over Baghdad-Outcast

Hey!!!!!

Whazzup??? Anyways.....I dicided to start this thing up again. Im srry its been a long long time sence I updated. 1st is that I have no comp on the weakdays and 2nd is that I have been to busy. So I dicided wtf I might as well start this thing up again.

Last night, me, Morgan, and Aubrey 3-wayed each other...It was halarious(sp??) Morgan went and broke his snare drum head on the drum set.

Sssssooooo.......not much has gone onwith me during the journal break. Hopefully Ill be able to update more often.

l8r
Yadiffy

P.S. Sakura......break the "rule".
P.P.S. COMMENTS PLEASE!!!!!!!

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:: 2004 31 March :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: sad

iM a totaL aNd compLete meSs!
i saw katie last week nd i keep flashin back to her asking when her dead father was coming home... nd i was lookin for somethin to watch on tv today nd i started watchin 7th heaven nd i cried for almost that entire episode cuz it was all about 9/11 nd a marine that died in the war... nd i dunno if i can go stand another day of lookin out my classroom window @ the skyline of manhattan nd seeing something missing...

they even said it in the episode... and i quote... "how can the people in new york stand it when they're filled with constant reminders of that day"

every time i see a flag... or hear the national anthem... i get chills

its so different for people far away from it... im not saying u werent affected... but not many people that live out of ny or dc can say they cry almost every day about it

on saturday i counted how many times i was reminded of it... i got 8
eight times the words "nine-eleven" were spoken or seen... its a typical day...

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:: 2004 29 March :: 6.21pm
:: Music: girl all the bad guys want - bowling for soup

well i kinda had a bad day...

steph tells me to back off and stop trying to screw up her relationship with paul nd to stop talking behind her back...

i asked jaime to pull the knife out of my back during social...

apparently, to steph, im "clicky" cuz i hang out with completely different people...

im not talking to paul or matt now nd i told steph that cuz she thinks i like matt nd is convincing sophia about that again nd i dont so to prove it to her, i gave both of them notes sayin its nothin personal but ur gfs think im in love with u nd i cant think of another way to prove it to them.

Clavin2OO4 [6:16 PM]: so maybe shes not ur friend

i wish i didnt have to believe that...
and she thinks i talk behind people's backs...
heh...

she shouldnt talk

cuz lil miss "clicky" over here isnt good enough to talk behind someones back ((WHICH I DONT!)) but shes good enough to... hehhh right...

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