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lilkristen
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2004 11 March :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: BORED!
:: Music: seasons - gc
heyy... omg dance almost killed me... krissy nd me were like doubling over cuz we were so tired.. aah im soo good i might be gettin ali and matt back together<3 cuz i have skills! he actually listened to me! he doesnt listen to anyone and he listened to me cuz i have skills!!! woot!
Auto response from Alicatt87 [7:16 PM]: no guy is worth ur tears... and wen u find 1 dat is... he wont make u cry...
BlindedByTears2x [7:16 PM]: if u wont listen to me, listen to what your own away message just said...
seriously... ali stop crying... you dont have the music to jerk the tears too in that song<3 i, i wanna fall in love, tonight! and i remember when u said, everything, is gunna be alright...
life sucks...
i got buddha today...
the unscratched one ::coughlorrainecough::
ali almost lost it...
bitch...
just kidding...
anyway... im really bored... and i almost put a bullet thru alis head cuz she really couldnt find the cd... grr...
'OCTOBER AIR REMINDS ME OF ALL THE SEASONS OF YOUR LOVE AND WHAT IT WAS LIKE WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER!' oops... no caps... i didnt even realize i did that...
i miss ashley... we had such a good convo last time we talked... i miss those convos... =[
stupid people all around me... people in brooklyn judge so much... its like i dun care what you think... why do you spend so much time trying to let me know u dont like me... if u dont like me then stay away from me... assholes...
i need to clean my ring...
i need a shower too... i got all sweaty from dance... for the first time in awhile...
i wish people would just shut up... i hate people... they're so judgemental and expecting and needy... why cant people just be independent...gc describes it perfectly in two songs...
I DONT REALLY WANNA BE LIKE YOU
I DONT WANNA DO THE THINGS YOU DO
I NEVER WANNA HEAR THE WORDS YOU SAY
dont care about a thing today, i used to but im fed up, and i can hear the words you say, i wish that you would shut up, i dont want your boring life, i dont want your 9 to 5 or anyone to tell me how to live my life
thank you very much
now i have to get to my homework, which is an evil demon who is taking over the earth using giant man eating flies. bye.
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lilkristen
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2004 10 March :: 7.19pm
hi
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2004 7 March :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: pissed off
what was supposed to happen this weekend:
friday- i was supposed to go over amys to do our history project.
what actually happened this weekend:
friday- amy went to her grams. so jim and i stayed at my house again.
saturday- i went to jims house to print pictures for our history. and amy was supposed to be home sometime that day. and then she tells me that she can't come home because her gram hurt her knee, her pap was at his sons for the weekend, and her mom wouldn't come get her. so okay.. i was screwed over. so i had to call my mom and have her come get me- which she is so pissed off because she was on her way to pittsburgh for the night.
today- i'm just lounging around the house actually LOOKING for pictures for our history project. jim should be here sometime tonight; he's going to see his brother in the hospital..
yeah, kelly and i are tired of getting fucked over.. huh kelly?
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lilkristen
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2004 7 March :: 4.00pm
:: Music: say anything
ooh and by the way i have a new line to describe me...
i dont care...
i feel like posting some lyrics..
i used to know the sound of a smile
in your voice
but right now, all i feel, is the pain of the fighting starting up again.
all the things we talk about, you know they stay on my mind,
all the things we laugh about, they'll bring us through it every time.
when will you laugh again
laugh like you did back when
we made noise til 3 am
and the neighbors would complain!
--say anything<3
hard days made me hard nights shaped me
i dunno they somehow saved me
and i know im making something
out of this life they call nothing
i'll take what i want, take what i need,
they say its wrong but its right for me,
i wont look down wont say im sorry
i know that only god can judge me
and if i make it thru the day, will tomorrow be the same?
am i just running in place?
and if i stumble and i fall,
should i get up and carry on
will it all just be the same
cuz im young and im hopeless
im lost and i know this
im going nowhere fast thats what they say
im troublesome im falling
im angry at my father
its me against this world and i dont care
-the young and the hopeless...
can you see why i love that song so much? cuz every single word of that describes me exactly...
those hard days that made me were the days when i was in serious depression...
and after i got over it, i guess they did save me in a way cuz i look at life differently now...
and i will go somewhere in life... i know i will...i do whatever i need/want to satisfy me...i never apologize... at least not sincerely..and everytime i mess up i know im coming back to the same thing as before nothings different...i know that im lost, and i know that im falling... and im usually mad at my dad at least once a day... and it really is me against this world...cuz you cant trust anybody at all... its horrible but true... you cant trust anyone... but like i said above... I DONT CARE.
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lilkristen
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2004 7 March :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: tired!
:: Music: the young and the hopeless!
softball practice today... katie came... shes one of the new girls we got on the team... nd shes good!! we were really impressed considering shes 2 years younger than us! shes a pretty good hitter nd a great fielder... anyway... ali bought me monkey socks =). just thought you all should know
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2004 7 March :: 10.11am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: none
Hey, today I get to go to Disneyland with my parents. Im pissed at my little brother, because he's afraid of any ride, and is scared to leave my parents, he is such a baby!!!! The only way that I can split up to go away, is if he comes with me(Matthew isnt going) and that wont happen, cause hes a wuss. Well, Fri. was AWESOME!!!!! I made it down an advanced/expert slope on my snowboard. Then Camron and I went trailing(snowboarding through thick trees) We were like ten min. late for the bus, and if I wasnt with Camron, the bus woulda left cause they thought that my mom took my home. Well not a lot has gone on today, Ill tell you about Disneyland when I get back. l8r.
Yadiffy
P.S. Comments please!!!!!!!!!
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2004 6 March :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: pissed off
you should never cry over spilt milk. unless of course, you are stranded on a deserted island and a magical genie shows up and offers you a lifetime of pleasure, fame, and fortune in exchange for your last glass of milk and you leap with glee and nearly spill your milk, then after you sigh in relief that it hasn't spilled, you step on a clam shell and drop the glass, causing the genie to disappear and leaving you to live out your days on a diet of coconuts and dead seagulls.
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2004 4 March :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
Hey,
I just got back from playing basketball with my bro. Izak, Art, and Fernando. Izak and I creamed them! Whell, not a lot happened today. My life is so boaring!!!Whell anyways l8r
Yadiffy
P.S. Aubrey, u still owe me a letter, or a long comment!!!!!!!!!:P :P :(
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lilkristen
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2004 3 March :: 3.51pm
:: Music: shake it!
i hate almost everyone in the world... heres a list of people i dont hate... heh i have to look thru my b/l for a list of people cuz i cant think of many...
my parents and my brother ((for once))
ashley
emily
christina c
kait
adrianna
sophia
mike b
jenn
lucy
paul
matt
mark
tim
joe
lauren flynn
tina
megan
danielle
steph
cassie
jackass =]~
lauren my cuz
twin
hmm... it may seem a lil long... but 23 people from my buddy list outta 200? yea well thats kinda not many people... im tellin youu everyone in the world pisses me off... nd if ur reading this nd u think ohh maybe she missed my sn well ur wrong sorry... i didnt forget anyone... i hate the world! yup... anyway... there r probably a few others whos sns i dun have but whatever... go ahead, i know what some of u r thinking... u read the list too fast nd missed ur name... well u didnt so oh well... hmm... should i make a list of the top ten people i hate? nahh thats just mean... aw forget it everyone else is mean why shouldnt i be? oh yea now i remember cuz im too tired to use any more of my energy with this... im bored so im just gunna go play music nd wonder why the world sucks... oh nd for all u people who've heard about that girl who's missing... melissa kennedy... if ya believe in God, pray to him for her... i know her sister... not personally... but shes a really nice girl nd i feel really bad for her so at least HOPE for her to come home... ok? ok... bye.
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2004 2 March :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: none
Hey,
I know its just you reading, Aubrey, ( I really need to get some more ppls to read.) Today was ok, but my stupid teacher( Mrs. Van Camp) like usual. she thinks that lunch detention is the worst thing in the world that she can do to you. Ex. "Whoever shines that lazer-pointer in class again, Ill give you a lunch detention(ld)....( A lazer-pointer if caught with one, is suspendable material.) If you guys dont keep it down, then youll have to spend 1min. of your lunch with me.(we were like the band was with Mr. Lancaster, or Mr. Palmer.) otherwise today was pretty normal. l8r
Yadiffy
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lilkristen
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2004 2 March :: 5.08pm
:: Mood: soo annoyed at every single person in the world
:: Music: shes gunna break soon... less than jake
JENRIZ119 [4:52 PM]: ok ok... u got "madd skills"
BlindedByTears2x [4:54 PM]: thank you, thank you very much
oooh yeaa lolol... im gettin ready to go ice skating..what to wear, what to wear... shes gunna break soon! sry im listenin to that song =] soo yeaaa.... BORED! hahaahaha i got so sick in school i almost collapsed... uHhOoHhHh... AAAH!!! NEWS!!!! LUCY'S MOM HAD THE BABY!!!!!!! YAYY!!! a lil boy named robert!!! =] =] =] =] =] =] =]! me nd steph saw her waitin on the corner when we got outta school nd we knew why she wasnt in today so we just screamed nd ran across the street nd hugged her lol yay yay yay!!! but grr to veronica shes driving me insane about practicing for softball saying "ooh yea armands practicing 2 days a week nd we havent started yet" but does armand work 5 days a week outta the house from 730 til 8 @ night? noo! im like hes freakin busy nd who cares what they're doing yea i wanna beat them too but who really cares about them!!!! they were unfair in the players they got so why should we treat them like they're just a great team because they have talent when in reality theyre a good team cuz armand got them stacked... yea... i gotta make sure none of them read this... hmm... thats ok... well i gotta go get ready... and to every single person that reads this that knows me except ashley... I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **!>** ALL YOU PEOPLE PISS ME OFF! YES... EVEN YOU
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2004 1 March :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: fingereleven - bones and joints
i actually had a pretty good weekend..
friday- went to jims around 5 or so. his mom got home around 6:30, we watched out cold together, jims mom thought it was so funny.. =D so then a little later we ordered from kuzins- jim & i drove up to get it. we ate then i went up amys around 9:30.
saturday- i woke up around 10:30. didn't get ahold of jim til around 12 or so? i went down his house from about 4 til 8 or something. amy had to go to the hospital to work or whatever. so we just chilled at his house. later that night jim amy & i took a ride out to bentlyville to subway- then we drove around cokeburg til around 10 or so. we had so much fun- haha. that was a good night
sunday- bad day.. huh jim?
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lilkristen
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2004 1 March :: 4.19pm
boredom...dont let it happen to you...
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2004 1 March :: 11.42am
:: Music: boxcar racer
sry i havent updated in awhile but if ya can remember my last post saying OMG I FEEL SO SICK! well yea i got sick... this might sound nasty but in a matter of like 9 hours i puked 6 times =] sry to share but i was really sick nd couldnt move so yea... i stayed home from school today, even though i feel better cuz i really needed sleep... nd my mom said in like an hour we're gunna go pick out my new cell!!! yay!!! im so sick of mine now nd im gettin a new one!!!!! wheeee! ok yea i gotta go finish gettin dressed so i can actually go nd get the phone =]... actually im probably not getting it today but... oh nvmd... too long a story... but im getting it! woot! bye!
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2004 27 February :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: OWWW... cramps!
:: Music: way away -- yellowcard
hmm... i have really bad cramps nd i just wanna roll over nd die!!! =] haha i saw trevor today nd jens mad cuz iput him on the phonee =] =] =] aaah i wanna throw up! more later i have to go shoot myself cuz i feel so miserable
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