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2004 9 January :: 6.46pm
wooow long time no updatee soo... lets c wuts neww? oohh im on my new scn... BlindedByTears2x for thosee who dunno yett... anywayssz... aah timm actually cares about me... i was doubting that he even liked me as a friend anymoree he really let me know he cares it made me happiee... anyway... yeaa ****** is greatt lol i keep forgetting his name aint mentionedd in hereee hahaha mwaa idk y i did that lol... wowww me n stephh r gunna get high on her bdayy... 9 girls and paul stayin ovaa lmaooo<3... well timm thinks somethings seriously wrong with me... like emotionally... cuz my new scn is scaring him n he says ive been unusually quiet lately... eh more later gg!
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2004 8 January :: 12.48pm
What did everyone do this holiday? What did you all get for Christmas? Chanukah? Other holidays?
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2004 7 January :: 6.59pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: lit - my own worst enemy
immaturity
i slept in this morning, woke up at 6:30, and i catch the bus at 6:45.. hmm lets just say that i rushed. i didn't miss the bus, so i wasn't late for school or anything.
i'm sitting here in my pajamas, jim is playing his playstation game again for about the 5th time. i don't know how he plays over and over again. the same game. but he's weird. thats why i love him so much.
so many people are immature in my school- it makes the whole school look bad. and it just makes their peers look even worse to some people. today i was sitting in 8th period english, and we're reading shakespeare. one of our vocabulary words was "blunt" yeah all of the pot-heads in our class were like "hahahaha it says blunt, i know what THAT means!" ... can you be anymore stupid or immature? yeah it's okay to joke around about that, i wouldn't care.. but they kept going on and on about it. what the hell? i kept thinking about how i'll be out of that school in a little bit, then i can be away from people like them then i realized there are people like them everywhere, and no matter where i go, or what i do.. i'll never get away. that is scary to think about.
my mom made a good dinner tonight, some sorta mac&cheese thing with different kinds of cheese, ham, carrots & broccoli. it was good.
i dread school tomorrow.
xx.jena
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2004 7 January :: 7.25am
:: Mood: awake
Hey everyone...once we get back to school, chair tests are gonna be coming up and I get REALLY nervous...does anyone have any advice on like any way to chill out...because Mr.B knows I'm a good player and when I get nervous and like totally screw up..I feel like an idiot...
HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!
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I <3 David
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2004 4 January :: 6.45pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: fuel - untitled
some plans
so for my 16th birthday party i'm having a little party or whatever. my mom & i made out a list of people. we have exactly 46 friends/family that i'm going to invite- unless we think of more or whatever.. since my birthday is on jan. 27th, we're going to have the party on the 31. (the last day of jan.. how exciting! haha) so yeah, it'll be fun. i'll get some great pictures from it.
it's back to school tomorrow. damn.
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2004 4 January :: 12.46am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: fuel - shimmer
nothing new
nichole came over today around 2, we did our algebra report due on monday.. i didn't think we'd get it done; because i'm a huge procrastinator.. but we did. and i'm glad. i think we're still going to make hand outs and/or crossword puzzles. we took her home at 7, came back then jim plugged in his playstation for me i beat the resident evil 2 (Leon Disk 1) then we talked for a bit, and now he's playing test drive 6.
school starts back on monday, and i'm used to going to bed at around 5 in the morning.. errr- that sucks. i'm having my mom get me up at 9:30. if i will actually get up.. i'll try.
mario came home (from over-seas) on new years eve. i'm so happy.
nothing else to say.
xx.jena
oh yeah, my new years resolution: LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!
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2003 27 December :: 5.21pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: the clarks - the river
wtf
okay, the littlest things piss me off anymore.
jim finially called me last night for the first time in 2 days. so i was really pissed off at him. all we did practicly was fight the whole time we were on the fone. --and we haven't fought for a long time-- and i told him that i thought we needed time off; and he said okay. and i said okay, then hung up. he called back probably 5 times, i didn't answer. he didn't call back again for about 5-6 minutes or so.. and i answered. i was crying, blah blah blah, no one cares. now we're okay.
i'm glad to.
so far my break has been nothing but shit. no one has come over, i really haven't gone anywhere; and jim hasn't even stayed over. which pisses me off even more. i guess he's coming over tonight [*i'll update later, to tell if he does actually come over*]
i've been sitting around the house all day doing jack shit. watched my dvd's like 50 times each. i'm just bored out of my skull. so i went out into the kitchen my mom was making a pizza or whatever- and she had peperoni sitting out and i went to pick it up [I WASN'T GOING TO EAT IT] and my mom like grabbed it off me, and i was like "i'm not going to eat it" and shes like "i know" and continues to grab it off me. wtf? that pissed me off so bad.
so basicly right now i'm pretty pissed off, bored, and lonely. but my loneliness overcomes it all.
xx.jena
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2003 25 December :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: linkin park - numb
merry christmas
i'm just sittin here, messin' around with my digital camera i got for christmas. aww- everyone go to my photo album.
i'll be updating my album a lot, so keep checking.
merry christmas everyone.
hope it was a good one.
<3 jena
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2003 20 December :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: talking to jim
i'm just sitting here, eating a candy cane; listening to jim. he's playing driver 2 on playstation. i'm just sittin here watchin' and talking to him. i have to go back to school on monday, that sucks. but christmas vacation starts on thursday.. thank goodness.
my pap is home from the hospital [since yesterday] which is a good thing. let's hope he stays home for a while.
5 days til christmas.
and i still have to christmas shop.
xx.jena
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2003 16 December :: 8.46pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: cheap trick - i want you to want me
wishing jim was here
school was hell; as always. i came home went directly to the bank with my mom to cash a check, went home picked up the girls from the bus and my brother from down the house, we all went to see my pap in the hospital. i was supposed to go shopping with jim.. but plans changed so i called jim told him i couldn't come..
the doctor told my gram that my pap wouldn't make it out of the hospital this time. his heart is giving out. ..right before christmas.
i really don't consider myself "depressed" i just think that sometimes i get sad; like everyone else does.
but right now i am truely upset, mad, depressed and every other word there is. i just really need to be with jim to fuckin' cry on his shoulder for a while. it helps when i do that.. it really helps.
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2003 15 December :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: outkast - hey ya'll [it's just on the radio..]
is it never ending?
i haven't been doing much lately. didn't go to school friday or today..
my pap went back into the hospital again around 7:00 tonight..
i'm almost done with christmas shopping, just a few more things.
10 days til christmas. wow.. that's not very far away.
i think i'm gonna get a shower tonight and just go to school in my pj's tomorrow.
xx.jena
"i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, the one who could brighten up your day, even if i couldn’t brighten my own"
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2003 15 December :: 10.35am
:: Mood: sick as a doggg
:: Music: dammit, blink182
wow im so sick i feel horriblee oo well @ least im not in school... im watching like 8 episodes of alias yeaa its funn to do that but the fact that i feel like shit kinda suckss lol... ashley's real sickk... strep & tha fluu... mom said i was going to the doctor today... hm... she hasnt said anything tho... i dont think she called himm... i dont like the doctor... he pokes me. i had a 101.7 fever when i woke up this morning and all i could tell myself was no wonder i was so cold last nitee... i took an advil when i went downstairs to watch the all things rock countdown on mtv... it took over an hour to lower my fever 0.2 degrees... i was gunna flip out my head was throbbing really hard it hurt like hell. well ima go... i wanna watch more alias mom should be done ironing noww im not allowed to watch it w/out her lol she wants to see how everything came about too. oo well i'll write more later theres no one to talk to online anywayy cuz everyones in school... maybe jenn or tim stayed home today i kno they were both sick yesterday... oo well i'll hit them up lataa mwa xoxo
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2003 13 December :: 7.32pm
Hey all,
Wellington’s winter concert is on Monday, at 7:00. We have to have it at Royal Palm because we don’t have an auditorium at our school. Drumline is doing songs from The Nightmare Before Christmas, it’s going to be really spiffy. Well I’m out, bye.
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2003 13 December :: 7.58am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Money-Pink Floyd
Hey everyone...just posting to say that we have a big concert today. Mr.B cut us out of our favorite song and took another song completely out of the program...and we can't play our favorite tune for Jazz band. I wonder what's goin on in his head.
Well wish me luck!
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2003 8 December :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: bob marley - no woman no cry
stressed.
-my pap is still in the hospital
-my mom is being stupid lately, we've been "fighting" about everything
-jim sometimes forgets to call me, i get upset
-i keep pasing out (..not joking.)
-i have a whole week ahead of me with assignments due, tests etc;; and it's really stressin' me out
now for the good news..
xx.jena
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