And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2003 23 November :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: talking to jim

got what i wanted
yeah, jim stayed home from work yesterday.. and today. =)

we went to the mall today- i got some stuff. (3 new shirts.)

that's all.

xx.jena

1 freebird | Fly high...

:: 2003 22 November :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: silence

nothing in particular
jim was supposed to go to work today, be he got really sick.. so he's not going in until 5. which is good, cause that means he'll get to spend more time with me. but i think he should just call off the whole day. so i can go over his house and stay or something. yeah. i think i'll try to get him to do that.

i'll update later with the results.

xx.jena

"they lie in bed with nothing said, as she gently falls asleep.
he thinks about how life would be if they didn't meet."

1 freebird | Fly high...

thebandroom
[ Admin ]

:: 2003 21 November :: 12.23pm
:: Mood: blah

members needed
Hey Hollywood we need more members get band kids to join. (This includes auxiliary)

*~Band Kid~*

2 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2003 20 November :: 9.04pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: jims playstaion game

...
i just came down from my aunt and uncles.. [my gram and pap live with them.] and my pap is back from the hospital the other day. i just went up and saw him.

he's not doing so good.. but it's better than we thought he'd be..

now we can just pray, and hope for the best.

2 freebirds | Fly high...

thebandroom
[ Admin ]

:: 2003 20 November :: 2.15pm
:: Mood: bored

HEY BAND NERDS
Hey this new community is for all the band kids out there. Talk about music, your evil director, marching, the drummers�and anything else you would like to discus.

*~Band Kid~*

:: 2003 19 November :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: sickk
:: Music: hoobastank

i dont feel good... oh well... read thisss... i told u im over timm!!!

Have You Let Go Of Your Last Love?

Goodbye to You

Congratulations! You've successfully managed to say sayonara to your last love and move on with your life.

Of course there are times when you feel a little sad, or annoyed with him, but these are just brief flashes of emotion and not signs of long-term heartache. There's a reason people say there are more fish in the sea � so they can have fun finding them!

muahahahahah i told youuuu =P... well ima go cuz like i said, i dont feel good... lataa

:: 2003 16 November :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: content, in a pretty good mood.
:: Music: talking to allison [amys sister]

_!@#&?
i just got back from wal*mart.. some things i bought:
2 cards for jim [one for our 1 year anniversary, which is on nov. 29.. and one to give to him tonight.. because it's cute. and i love him to pieces.]
a "big jim" [LOL it's this HUGE candy cane.. but they call it a "big jim" hahaha] that's also for jim.
letter stickers
and thats it.

we stopped at subway. and i got a sweet onion chicked teryaki sub. mmmm mmmm good.

right now i'm helping allison with her math homework. oh yeah.

okay, sorry amy hopped on the computer for a couple minutes.

so right now i'm pretty bored.. i miss jim. even though i saw him today..

i love you jim.

xx.jena

:: 2003 15 November :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: radio

my blob

aww.. look: it's my useless,
but cute, BLOB!

2 freebirds | Fly high...

:: 2003 15 November :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: silence

laga and other things..
so last night we went to club laga to see tear her eyes. ahhhh.. what an adventure on the way there, and the way back.. right amy? lol. we had fun.. oh yeah we did.. haha.

some funny moments:
-- HAPPY SACK TIME
-- Tampon rental.. haha
-- Me going out the In door
-- The LJS hat
-- The guys' faces at BP
-- Me and Amy dancing in the parking lot
-- CORN SQUIRTERS!!
-- PURDUE?! ::points:: IT'S HERS!
-- Ahhh Amy!! I'm so stupid for not talking..!!
[thanks amy.. i stole this from you.]

this won't mean anything to anyone other than amy and i.. haha.

I went down jims house around 12:00, and just got back at 3:20. and here i am writing in my journal.

i'm hungry as shit..

xx.jena

"Know what I'm thinking? No. Neither do I; frightening, isn't it?"

:: 2003 15 November :: 12.19pm
:: Mood: highh =P
:: Music: blink, all the small things

woww last night was a good night!!! emily came over n we watched moviesss!!! but she found the confirmation video n wanted to watch it but i didnt want to so finally i agreed and omgg i hadnt realized ***** served the mass!!! i was in heaven for the entire 2 hrs cuz he was standing next to the bishop the wholee time we were being confirmedd!!! emily didnt know though so im like madd happy n shes like "whats the matter w/youu?"and im saying to myself *thats the sexiest person alive and im staring at him for 2 hrss is whats wrong w.mee* !!!!!!!!!!! omgg ima like watch that every time my parents arent homee ((cuz i think they're gunna get a lil suspicious of why im watching my confirmation video 20 times in one week if i watch it when they homee)) wait... they just left... muahahah be back later!!!!!!

:: 2003 14 November :: 9.53pm
:: Music: blink, feeling this

wow... my best friend has big problems with being there for me... first, tracing a map would up taking four hours ((yea right)), then her grandpa calls, then her dad calls, this girl doesnt know how to call back when she promises she will! geez i need just 5-10 minutes to talk and she cant give that to me, and now shes "claiming" to go away for the whole weekend w/jenna... who the hell am i supposed to talk to with ashley not being online everr anymoree... i guess i'll go talk to em but it aint thaa same as talking to one of ur best friends... and she aint acting like a best friend right now... ugh i hate this... she doesnt even like to think of calling my cell either and im going to NJ tomorrow... if on the off chance that she does call, it wont be on my cell... of course it wont... it never is... this girl really needs to get a phonee... if she doesnt call tonight im gunna be really upset... more upset than i already am.

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.03pm

ok... i think i do like him still... i was stupid to think i was over himm already when i was that obsessed before... im not making such a big deal of it this time, though... im not even gunna tell anyone i like him again... not even ali... mainly cuz i really needed to talk last night, she knew i needed to talk, promised to call, and didnt!!! grr... but okay, i really do still like himm... alot... more than alot... alot alot... i must tell laurenn... more laterr

:: 2003 13 November :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: our lady peace - supermans dead

a ~~little~~ lot mad.
..jim ended up not coming over last night.

i'd rather not even talk about it.

1 freebird | Fly high...

:: 2003 13 November :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: depressed...
:: Music: the hell song... my feel-better songg

SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [6:09 PM]: i dont think i like *****... i dont really think i ever did... i think i needed someone as a distraction from tim cuz i was getting tired of not being able to have him...

BabyBella491 [5:47 PM]: yhea well its good to find a distraction..and u should try to find one/..its realli not hard just tomarrow wen u go to school wutevr guys u talk to usually see if theres chemistry or sumthing

BabyBella491 [5:47 PM]: it'll work out...soo ur not completely over tim yet?

SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [5:48 PM]: no, i am... i realized i was when i started liking ******... i dunno... im just sick of being single...