i saw him. even if it was only for a little while. he hasn't changed a bit, except for he lifts weights now and doesn't look so boney. he's still really skinny, though. i love ryan. he's such a good friend. we've been through a lot. he's doing really well there, he gets to come home early, too! september or october and he should be back for good.

and i'm almost happy again.

In The Name Of God...