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I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down. I won't hold your back,
I won't make a sound.

 

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love4skate

:: 2005 6 May :: 8.16am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: something corporate.

hey now the straw dogs out in the street, she said,hey now,theres chemicals in the clouds.theyre calling all the police.
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well im going to be working on my journal . :) cuhz i have a hole 40 minutes to work on it . :) sweeet . i got my dress . its really hott . i love it . i'll post pictures on monday . i got a dress,black strapless bra, and a pair of heels for under $4o . im such a cool kid ... :) well im going to my best friend alicias party next saturday :) me&brittany are going together :) if shes allowed..
later

p.s. does anyone know how to put a picture for the background ?! i need help.. it would be greatly appreciated . :)

you dont do it on purpose
but you make me shake
now ill count the hours
till you wake
with your babies breath
breathe symphonies
come on sweet catastrophe

2 without you. | i can survive..


love4skate

:: 2005 5 May :: 8.34am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: taking back sunday.

i love alison with all my heart.
the pictures i promised. you may be suprised but hey.. we had fun.
me+alison=bestfriendsforever. i mean it.

best friend means ; best friends means ; i made lots of plans.. based on these mistakes .

Read more..

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 4 May :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: crappy

well school was gay --> liek always . .

work was --> muchhO fun . . i had a `dustinator' fight with kris & i soooooooo won . . mwahahah . . iis till have it ALL over me . . im going to jump in the shower in a few . .

tomorrow . . danny & i are supposed to hang out . . well we ARE hanign out =)) [[ yay ]] i miss him !? --> its been like 2 whole days !! hah ;) <33 but hes gunna be busy and wont call untill like 6 =(

and i got into with my drunk father . .and i think he tryed to kick me out . .?!

anyways . . im goin to take that shower

peace fuckers.


dan<3

i can survive..


love4skate

:: 2005 4 May :: 8.15am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: something corporate in my head.

niko--boh--biko . hey em .
well... went to work last night.. we had a few pickups and deliveries . we got severe thunderstorm warnings . i was kinda scared .. cuhz ben had to take me home and theres been alot of freaky accidents lately . : \ i got home in one piece . thank god . went in my room ; went online on my phone . talked to bryce . suprisingly i didnt listen to music .. weird eh` ? i know . my mom came in and took my phone.. cuhz it was past cerfew on my phone .. gay ? YES !! she got mad becuhz my dad,bro,sis,and mom went out to get a mothers day present for my mom.. and i couldnt go on saturday... my dad asked if i wanted to go shopping for my mom last saturday and i said i couldnt i had to go get alicias hair done for prom with her.. and hes like oh you dont care about your mom blah blah . so monday i called my grampa and i asked him if he could take me to get my mom an old metalica CD . and he said yeah.. and somehow my mom found out . and she called me bitching on how i couldve gone on saturday but i was too busy with my friends . WTF ?! if they wouldve told me a week in advance maybe i couldve gone . but i have no regrets on not going .. i had fun watching my best friend get her hair done for her first prom . and watch her be nervous . it was great . nothing like being there for your best friend before prom . both my best friends went to prom . alison went to ft.myers prom . and alicia went to ours (mariner) . oh well.. my dad wants me to go saturday afternoon to get a dress for me and my sis . "no black" he says. WTF ?! he thinks im some kind of goth .. im so not . i wanted a black dress .. but black is more elegant . i like it . but whatever . i'll get the dress i want . anyways , i have to get a dress becuhz we're going out to dinner at a "fancy" restaraunt for mothers day with my whole family.. and my dads gunna get me,my mom,bro, and himself a ticket to some monster truck thing , i thought it would be cool . theres going to be a bunch of rednecks there . i know a few . maybe they'll be there . idk . my dads like "im only buying 4 tickets" blah blah "you cant bring any friends" psh screw that . i wanna bring a friend lol . well.. this weekend everyones asking me to do something with them . jon,gabe,anysia,eryn,alison,my dad. what the heck ? hmm i have to make time for all them . cuhz i wanna hang out with all of them . maybe everyone could get together and hang out one night... hmm ... sounds good . me and my dad get to go get dresses . what fun . i cant wait . hes either going to make me get a sleezy dress or get one that has like short sleeves . hahaha . that'd be funny . but i have to look "nice" . blah . whatver . hmm... i dont think i have anything else to say... i need a boyfriend... someone that i can trust.. i want a long ass relationship . pictures will be posted tomorrow or friday . ok im done .

but i love the way youd roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as i slowly fall apart

6 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 3 May :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: crazy

xxoo i just fucking love you !! xxoo

3 without you. | i can survive..


love4skate

:: 2005 3 May :: 8.51am
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: something corporate in my head.

poop.
guys guys !! i just finished a shit load of work we had to do in my computer class. i only have like 5 minutes to update.. I GOT A NEW SOMETHING CORPORATE CD !!! *leaving through the window* its fucking awesome. go buy it !!
later.

you dont do it on purpose but you make me shake now i count the hours til you wake with your babies breath breathe symphonies come on sweet catastrophe maybe this time i can follow through i can feel complete stop paying dues stop the rain from falling keep my oceans calm this time I know nothings wrong

2 without you. | i can survive..


love4skate

:: 2005 2 May :: 8.14am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: if you see jordan.

i dont care if you die your hair youll always be a little red head bitch .
yo guys . my weekend was pretty sweet . fridya night got outta work at like 8. :) alicia called me at 10:30 and said she could come pick me up to sleep over her house so i could go with her to get her hair done for prom the next morning . she came and picked me up . went to her house . she put her dress on . she look so awesome/gorgeous/hot/super . god .. she looked sweet . she showed me her shoes . there awesome . talked to billy while he was drunk . wow that kid makes no sense . went to sleep . woke up at like 9 . left at 9:30 . stopped at the bank and flower shop to get the boot something for wes (her prom date) . then we went to the hair place . alicia was getting her hair done so me , her sister titi (thersea) , and her sisters friend lisa went to publix and got a shit load of stuff . brought it back . ate . took pictures . then went back home . mom picked me up . went home and then alison came over . haha had the best time ive ever had . we took 4325907345 pictures . they're awesome . i'll put them on her tomorrow . then she had to leave sunday morning at like 7 cuhz she had to work . : \ went back to sleep . woke up at 12:30 . did my chores . went on the computer for 43957435 hours . talked to gabe :) bryce :) nate :) alison :) billy >:O . grah im so mad at him . UGH ! hmm.. well heres some pictures that i can show you from yesterday . they're me... sorry.
later

me,alicia,alex, and brittanys story we made.

A boy went pee. He missed the toilet though and got pee all over the person next to him. The they decided to climb a tree, the girl fell off and farted. It smelled. It smelled like a dumpster in the summer. Then they wanted to take a bubble bath with the cookie monster, and then they banged. They banged eachothers brains out until the mans penis came off. And the cookie monster thought the penis was a cookie and ate it. He said it was yummy, then they wanted to take pictures. Kyle--Boh--Byle, came and they went to the park to chase the ducks. Their hair was green and they sang "i like green eggs and ham". The penguins made love like it was the first time. But it wasnt the first time, just the first time in a pool. Potatoes are cool cause penguins eat them.

the bell rang and we didnt finish it sadly... : \ but what we have is AWESOME !! hope you guys like it . :)

Read more..
sorry , these are big and my hair looks like shit . :)

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 May :: 3.03am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: lets go to vegas

its finally fucking over

wholey shit !! im not sick anymore . . can you believe it ?!
okay maybe im gettin carried away . .
im still sick BUT, im better. . i can move and breathe . . =) hehe. .

so whats been up ?!
i havent been doing much. . jsut relaxign and taking care of my honey <33

lets see ::

wensday`*::
i was sooo soo soo sooo sick i had passed out the night befor, and was upp all night throwing up . and it was aweful, i was felling so shittie. .no school. . i slept all day . . layed around, i was jsut blah . . it blewww..

thursday`*::
o had a doctors appointment earrrrly. .and ya that whent shittie. .but again no school called my boyfriend <33 cause he had teeth pulled . .=\ ended up over there of coursE =) we just layed around and didnt do much he was pretty effed up =) he was trying so hard to stay awake. .it was really cute he did sleep for a little thought . . and i played this vedio game
i love it !! its soo great , i want an xbox so i can play it. . right now . . heh ..we jsut talked, hung out, and i went and bought us ice cream,and a movie . . wich btw is an awesome movie baby !! hehe. .then we watched it ate are ice cream . .bla bla blah =)
i spent the night

friday`*::
he woke me up at 630 !! "baby are you gunna go to school". . noo he layed back down,and we slept untill like 1230<33

woke up,and hung out . . played some awesome xbox !! ate cheez itz =) yummmy and what not . . =). . cory came over. .and we hung out . .watched a movie. .anger managmentits so funny i <33 it. .=), i eventually left though. . had to go to work . . ended up getting sent home for the weekend . .whatever more time to spend with my love <33 once i got back it wasnt long befor we. .whent to get outback after a bit . .then back to lay down !!
spent the night again

saturday`*::
woke up, hung out . . kinda helped it dad build his pond. . but he was grumy soo we didnt . .juss kinda hung out all day . .
cory. .zac . narv. . came over for a halo thinggy at like 9. . i was kinda outta it thought, and really not feeling well blah.
they left not to long after. .
narv moved to california today. lucky bitch
danny<3 and i hung out after . .got in a little tiff . .but we ended up a okay and watched i robot
spent the nightduh.<33

sunday`*::
my baby woke up late, and was late to work, i was really hopin he was gunna end up coming home buttt he called and said he actually had to close i was very upset
=\. .soo krystina and i decided she wouldnt go to sunfest. .and we woulod hang out =). .we ran arounnd getting phone chargers and looked at her new cell phone . .its really cute !! we mostly sad around and watched tv & talked it was funn . . we were watching willy wonka. .when my boyfriend finally got off work [[ yay ]] =) heh, so he took a shower, and came and watched some of the movie . . then we went to play monopoly. . i of course LOST because it wa son xbox. . but on the actual board . . i whoop his ass ;) hah. .and we talked and blah blah. . jusss were us <33

sadly i jsut got home from there . .to return home
butttT the past 4 days have been amazing with him <333 its been. . ahhh undescribable . . =) hes so great i fucking adore him and that feeling i get falling asleep in his arms. . like no other feeling <333 cant wait to get our appartment together ;). . our fish tank will be together asap !!=) hehe. .
god,i love you more than anything in the world . .your my life <333


dream*sweet

|x|o|x|o|
forever yours
ashy <33
i love you daniel jones =)

3 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 April :: 11.14pm

i love you krisss . .everything will be ohkayyy

3 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 April :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: crappy

Basics`


name:: Ashley
Age:: 17
Height:: 5*4
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: hazel // green
Number of siblings:: none
Glasses/contacts?:: nopeee
Piercings:: ears and belly button
Tattoos:: no . and whats more depressing im actually starting to want one . . . =\
Braces?:: nopeee

Favorite`


Colour:: blue // purple
Band:: hmmm ?!
Singer:: some country shit im sure
Stuffed animal:: my baby white tiger
Video game:: halo- gauntlet- mwahah =)
TV show:: i never watch tv anymore
Movie:: a walk to remember, a cinderella story, 10 things, so many
Book:: white olenander
Food:: cheez itz
Game on a cell phone:: bowling -- baseball pros annon. hah
Flower::white roses
Scent:: tommy for guys or nautica
Animal:: tiger
Cereal:: cinnomon toast crunch
Website:: journals . . quizes

Do You`


Play an instrument?::used to
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no wayy
Like to sing?:: yesss =)
Have a job?:: shore do- that gay shitt
Have a cell phone?:: yup yup
Like to play sports?:: hmmmhmm
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: ha no way jose =)
(( deff kidding --> i love you more than anything in the world )) <333
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?:: nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: old house-6 new houes-3
Have any special talents/skills?:: yeap
excercise daily?:: used to =\ --> should be .
Like school?:: FUCK SCHOOL !!

Can You`


Sing the alphabet backwards?:: cant say i'v tried. .
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yess
Speak any other languages?:: sing ?? some spanish
Go a day without food?:: yeaaaa
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes sirey
Read music, not just tabs?:: yess
3 leaf clover with ur tongue?:: shoreee cann
Eat a whole pizza?:: a small one ;)

'Have You Ever`


Snuck out of the house?:: duhhh
Cried to get out of trouble?:: prolly
Gotten lost in your city?:: not in mine
Seen a shooting star?:: yeap
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yesem
Had a serious surgery?:: just once on my mouth and soon on my tummy . .again
Stolen something important to someone else?:: yes hah
Solved a rubiks cube?::yeapp
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yes
Cried over a girl?:: yes
Cried over a boy?:: yeaa
Kissed a random stranger?:: naahhhh
Hugged a random stranger?:: yea. .
Been in a fist fight?:: nope
Been arrested?:: close . .for bein out too late
Done drugs?:: noooopeee
Had alcohol?:: yeaaa . .once !!
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: ieww yeah i was in 2nd grade it was wacky . .and hurt
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: of course . . who hasnt ;)
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: hell no . . i know my days off
Swore at your parents?:: yea =\
Been to warped tour?:: once
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: awww no
Been in love?:: yes <3
Been close to love?:: hmmm
Been to a casino?:: las vegas !!
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: noooo
Broken a bone?:: nope!
Gotten stitches?:: urm, kinda ??
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: lol yea
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: Yuckie
Made homemade muffins?:: yea . i wanna make brownies right now tho ?? =\ but danny dosent have the mix . .
Bitten someone?:: yeah lmao . .megan over a video game .. her arm was black and blue for 2 weeks . . her mom was soo mad at me , i felt so bad to pocahantes was the game it was on sega . . soooo old but i still feel bad !!
Been to Disneyland/Disneyworld?:: yeap !! recently even to animal kingdom and seaworld =) i love you
More than 5 times?:: i used to go 6 times a year for baton . .
Been to Niagra Falls?:: yeap . . its Really pretty too.
Burped in someones face?:: ewww no . .
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yeap . . barley tho


whens The Last time`


Brushed your teeth:: 15 mins ago
Went to the bathroom:: and hour or so ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: ms cong. 2
Read a book:: pshhh
Had a snow day:: never ever
Had a party:: no idea ??
Had a slumber party:: hmmm
Made fun of someone:: 20 seconds ago !! sorry baby
Tripped in front of someone:: today lol
Went to the grocery store:: noo idea
Got sick:: im always sick in some ways
Cursed:: no idea ??

either or


Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: lights off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: truck
Body spray/lotion:: body spray
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankie
Headache/stomach ache:: headache. . im soo sick of my tummy hurting all the time
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chinese Food
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: COUNTRY! or rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla !!
Sprinkles/icing::sprinkles
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: french fries !!
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
Hugs/kisses:: huggs & kisses
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve
Pants/shorts:: shorts
Winter break/spring break::winter
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: depends
Moon/mars:: moon

Friendship


How many friends do you have?:: a few
What are their names?:: --
Do you have a best friend?:: yesem
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: course
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: hum, always have . .
Have you ever lost a friend?:: as in passed away ?? yes . as in they fucked me over and were not friends yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: theres so many . .so many people
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: sadly
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: theres a few things. .nd if i care about you enough . . id do anything for you some already know that <33

Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: been there for my and actually listend to me . .
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: cant say i really do ?? anymore . . i got over it . .maybe one ??
What friend have you known the longest?:: meg o.
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: ehh . . yea . .its no one ever would beileve tho . . or for the reason ??
If so, what is it?:: i stole her boyfriend from her . .
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: most
Do any of your friends drive?:: yessssem
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: casey =(
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: wow too many to name !! =) mwahah
What do you think your friends think of you?:: hmmmm ??

Love & Stuff


Have you ever been in love?:: yepp
If you have, with who?:: no worries . .
Are you single?:: noooo <3
Are you in a relationship?:: uh huh
If so, for how long?:: 10 months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: i think so . .
What is your idea of the best date?:: hmmmm
What was your first kiss like?:: i was walking out the door, he was walking in he grabbed my arm and kissed my check . .and thenn we kissed ??
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: [[ shrugs ]]
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: untill you get to a certain point & or age . .
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: haha
Have you ever been dumped?:: duhhh
Have you ever dumped someone?:: mhmm

word Aassociation


Slippers:: fuzzy
Hard:: core
Free:: time
Taste:: great
Good charlotte:: brittany
Red:: heart
Deep:: blue sea
Heart:: break
Cord:: phone
Cheese:: itz
Rain:: fun
Work:: hard
Pedal:: to the medal! hah ;)
Head:: ache
Bed:: time
Fluffy:: pillow
Hardcore::punk
Race:: track
Knife:: fork
Jump:: n Jacks

I. . .


am:: tired
want:: to sleep
need:: sleep
crave:: sleep lol
love:: --> the love of my life !!
hate:: you.
did:: nothing most of the day
feel:: fuckin tired
miss:: my brain isnt working . .
am annoyed by:: my brain saying "fuckkkk youuuu" ;)
would rather:: be asleep
am tired of:: this survey
will always:: be in love with you <33

Random


What is your favourite genre of music?:: COUNTRY! n punk
What time is it now?:: 925 danns clocks fast though. .
What day is it?:: urm .. saturday the 30th !!! =))
Whens the last time you called someone?::in like 4 days ?! iv been with him no need to call =) heh
How much money do you have right now?:: untill i cash my ceck just 35 =\
Are you hungry?:: fuck no . . i feel sick =\
Whatcha doin?:: wondering when everyones comin back in the room to play halo ??
Do you like the moon?:: whatcha wanna do ?! - go to the moon !!
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: playin halo .. or sleeping while everyone else plays
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: i wouldnt know
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to read peoples mind
Have you ever had a picnic?::yesemmm
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: oyea i loved that thing !! and my pongo stik thinggy
What about sock em boppers?:: yea there annoying tho lol
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: nope

do You Think You Are


funny?:: can be
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: yup
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: most of the time
evil?:: mwahha -- can be bitch
smart?:: when i wantg to be . .
strong?:: not emotionaly
talented?:: yup yup
dorky?:: oh yeaa

For Or Against


suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: for (i dont get everyones problem with Canada?)
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage::for
school:: against!!
surveys:: for obviousley im doing this gayy shit
parents:: depends on whos
cars:: for
killing:: for
britney spears:: for
coffee:: for
pants:: for

Woould You Ever


Sky dive?:: yea if i i ever got the guts too
Play strip poker?:: i have
Run away?:: kinda have
Curse at a teacher?:: maybe
Not take a shower for a wek?:: No wayy
Ask someone out?:: nooooo
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: nope
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes..
Go scuba diving?:: yupppss
Write a book?:: no
Become a rockstar?:: shore


More Random


What shampoo do you use?::swauve
What kind of computer do you have?:: dell
What grade are you in?:: junior
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: sometimes
How many posters do you have in your room?:: none
How many cds do you have?:: too many to count
What time is it now?:: 938


omg im so fucking sick =\ goign to take a showerrrrr

2 without you. | i can survive..


allxforxyou

:: 2005 29 April :: 10.18am
:: Mood: cranky

Sometimes you have to forget to forgive


So i havent wrote in here ina couple of days i guess. I really want to keep this up so i wont have another journal that i have wasted. Plus its one of the only ways to keep in touch with one of the most best things that has ever happened to me. ♥ :o) hAh !!!

So nothing has really been going on, 27 more days til i go back to michigan and im so excited its crazy. I just really wanna see everything ya know. Plus i want to see my mom. wow .. weird lol!

Yeah i dont wanna write right now lol .. So later <3 !

8 without you. | i can survive..


love4skate

:: 2005 28 April :: 8.42am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: taking back sunday.

yo . so i have a new liking . his el nameo is robin . im not quite sure if i like him yet .. but im pretty sure i do . well i finally got my period lol . i was a month and a half late . i know you guys wanted to know that lol . hmmm .. went to work on tuesday even though i didnt go to school . didnt bring enough tampons then i had the driver ... my friend dan go get me some . i was like "look for the purple box" he came back .. he brought the purple box .. but with the PURPLE tampons . those things are huge as a mo fo ' . ben took me home . listened to smile empty soul on the way home . :) it was raining.. i was sick . and depressed . ben made me feel better . he always makes me laugh . :) got home . went to sleep . woke up at 7:30 a.m. and my mom was about to take my bro to school . and im like "where are you going?" and shes like "taking your brother to school; i tried waking you up for school but you didnt budge and you were coughing all night . and you were up for a few hours in the middle of the night so i let you sleep." and im like "mmk" . and shes like i dont think you should go to school . she left . i got ready for school . so i could go see alicia and alison . got to school . alison IM's me on my phone ... saying that she stayed home with a cold . then i remembered she asked me for gum and i gave her half that was in my mouth . thats how she got sick . we were'nt thinking . :\ so i got my best friend sick . i felt like poop . she didnt come to school today either . talked to billy last night . talking about alison,alicia,me,and him . hes taking the 3 of us to get birth control when he comes down when hes done with college for this year . which is next week . i cant wait ! im getting my tounge pierced pretty soon . no im not allowed ... my friend is going to do it . but i know im going to get caught becuhz i yell alot and my mom will notice .. i dont know what she would do . when she saw that i pierced my belly button .. shes like "whats that?" and im like "are you serious, you know what it is." shes like take it out . so i did . blah blah . so yeah ... alisons coming with me cuhz im kinda scared .. :\ lol . saturday hopefully me and britt are gunna hang out . :) we'll go to her house .. invite a few people over then get drunk .. cuhz her moms going somewhere and wont be home until sunday night ... and her dads in michigan . it'll be pretty awesome if everything works out :) cant wait . im anticipating so many things . billy coming.hanging out with britt.alison coming back to school.getting my tounge pierced.getting a car.getting my permit.vans warped tour.summer.everything. im doing pretty well . well im gunna go so britt can read all this and she can comment . :)
later kids ♥

youve got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 April :: 12.51am
:: Mood: cranky

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.



ps i didnt mean to fuck up tonight =(

9 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 April :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: irritated


i went to the hosptial to see my grandma . .

i got really pissed off when i realized . .

linda . .joann . .my mom . .dad . aunt kathy . . were all there


and none of them were there for me . .


either time

5 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 April :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: pringles theme song !!

im boreddd

i forgot i had this thing . .and once again im amazed !! =) haha . .anyways . . im not going to work tonight . . blahh didnt go to school today either . . im SOO damn sick its aweful . .im supposed to be going to get blood work soon . . but well see because my grandma just got rushed to the ER . . so i think im shit outta luck . .=\\ i dunno ?! imma go call danny though .. befor he goes to work . . soo yall have fun and be safe !!

i can survive..

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