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2005 30 March :: 3.21am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: getting away with murder- papa roach
buuuurrrrr
well heyyy
everyone just left my house = \
lindsey went to go fix things with chris, cause they got in a fight, or something stupid and he was at his house...sooo shes supposed to be coming back butttttttt its almost 330 in the morning, so who knows.. im sure they will tho, and wake my ass up lol, anywho.. we were laying on the trampoline, and it was cold !!
yeah, so i havent updated in a while, aye ?! not much been going on.
_____* and I, are apparently no longer speaking, because
---> well ask him I couldnt tell ya.
school is goign good.
ehhh, been at the hospital ---> way to often --> way to many nights.
itsa really bad, but im not going into details, because if your special you know the problems, the attack i had, and the ambulance call, and all my test, and bla bla everything else. . .
its been really scarey =\ ... i hate facing it alone
im surviving --> so far <-- thought =)
PROM !! is next saturday
WHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOP !!
im so effing ecited.. i got my dress picke dup and bla yesterday, and everyone i know came over to see me in it today ---> befor the hospital.
nothing but amazign comments =))
hehe.. =) im so excited.
apparently --> no more date though
!?!? don't know what went on there either.. but... !?
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 28 March :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: bouncy
 | You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.
The Beast | | 75% | Peter Pan | | 69% | Goofy | | 63% | Ariel | | 56% | Cinderella | | 56% | Pinocchio | | 56% | Donald Duck | | 50% | Cruella De Ville | | 50% | Snow White | | 31% | Sleeping Beauty | | 31% |
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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love4skate
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2005 24 March :: 7.49am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: taking back sunday
its the day before spring break and i feel like shit
all i do is cry and wish things will be alright
but instead
all they do is get worse
can you picture me crying every night being depressed
sitting in my room all alone
wishing someone could hold me?
didnt think so
well this is to all those people who think my life is perfect
because let me fucking tell you something
YOUR WRONG !
i dont wish my life was perfect
i just wish things could get a little better you know?
so all im saying now is all you people that keep your crying and your feelings inside...
it only makes things
oh does it make things worse
please listen to me before........
before its too late
^i made that^
this is a taking back sunday lyric i like *down*
(well which would you prefer my finger on the trigger, or me face down, down across your floor well just so long as this thing’s loaded)
later on
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 23 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: wedont giva fuck
grow the fuck up
you think you know, so god damn much.
you dont kno anything.
stop judgin what isnt yours to judge. you dont know him
you barley know me
all your dowing is pulling me down, why dont you take the time and understand why things are they way they are.
im so over this bullshit EVERYTIME with somone.
and im not your person fuckign taxi
dont you EVER fuckign call me for anythign again.
you wont fuckign be helped.
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 23 March :: 9.46am
:: Mood: angry
72 missed calls
I THINK YOU NEED A FUCKING HOBBY !!
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
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love4skate
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2005 23 March :: 7.48am
:: Music: counrty crap. wishing i was listening to rock.
i feel like shit. cryings the only thing i can relate to.
oceans to drown in; you won't make a sound in
holding tight and try not to hide how I feel cuhz feelings mean nothing now
guess which group and song these are.
later on
i can survive..
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love4skate
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2005 22 March :: 7.38am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: country shit in my class.
some kid sitting next to me... is ANNOYING as fuck... i thnk i made him cry lol.
i talked to chris yesterday on the phone =) then i caled jon and talked to him. i really like him oh my god. even though all that shit about him having sex with 50 girls. its true i know. but; i dont know. my dads hates him. =\ its gunna be so hard to hang out with him. =\ but i'll find a way. And chris.. oh chris. Hes fucking awesome. =) if you read this I LOVE YOU ! anyone know how to post pictures in this beast ?
go to my other journal
www.livejournal.com/users/selfish_cry_out
if you have live journal. cmnt. and i'll add you.
if your a preppy little bitch...dont bother commenting.
Later on
Don’t hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 22 March :: 12.20am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: so cold
blahhhh
had a shittie day
night
time at work
got a flat
argued with him
relaized how distant we have become and how okay thats been...---> for you
had a better night
whent out.
cheesecake factory [[ yummm ]]
laughs, giggles
kristens new car---> whoop
chris & lindsey o4.21.o5
yah, night world..
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love4skate
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2005 21 March :: 4.46pm
:: Music: My new Band-- White Picket Fence.
We rock hard.
you only wanted me for the simple reason
oh that one simple reason
that i had my pajama pants on
and i fell for it too
i look just as bad as you
standing in the doorway of my room
you never cease to amaze me
all these things you say
i fall
i fall for it every fucking time
and i blame myself
for letting you use me
and do the things you do
and me being so gad damn gullable
im done.
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love4skate
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2005 21 March :: 7.49am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: taking back sunday.
if im just bad news; then your a liar.
im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions.
10 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 20 March :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: more than anythign in the world
its fucking sping break..
=)
whooooop
2 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 19 March :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: bitchy
not all s c a r s show
not all wounds heal `
you cant always see
the pain someone
---> .f e e L s. <---
2 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 18 March :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: crazy
HELL YEAH !! heather quit sals..
biiiaaattcchhh mwaha, damn straight
2 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 17 March :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: amused
Happy St.Pattys Day !!
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2005 16 March :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: crazy
nothing seems to be worth the fight anymore.
.. not even the one that says im gunna be alright
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i can survive..
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