At least you'll have my heart.<3.
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I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down. I won't hold your back,
I won't make a sound.

 

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 January :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: drained

Some one should give me a stiff //.Kick*

or a really big
[[ hug ]]

=[

5 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 1 January :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Beautiful Soul

<333


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me



i love this song...

6 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 30 December :: 1.11am
:: Mood: sleepy

hola friends

So. i woke up today and did a few things around the house. Whent and picked up Birttany, Logan , and of course ms.chyenne.

we ran around for a while.
then i had to go home and wait for the A.C man. only to realise it was thrusday so barbra the cleaning lady was there to take care of it so i didnt need to be there.

and about that time danny <33 was calling me to see when i was coming to see him. so i headed over.gowsh. hes so sick =[[ i feel awful. i justed layed there with him untill i had to go work.

work was okay i suppose. extreamly slow, wich means --->boring

Danns dad called me at like 8:15 and i got really scared =\ but he just wanted to make sure i was coming over after work, cause dannys was asking. i was like yeah of course !!. i didnt even wanna go to work =\ i didnt wanna leave him...
..so i got off early (( 8 30 )) and then i whent straight there. and i layed down with him.i kinda have him a hard time, i mean i wasnt being mean. but i wouldnt let him use his blanket past his knees, cause it keeps the fever in and it was already at 103.3. and i made him drink gatoraid. other then that we just layed there. by the time i left it was at 101, wich made me feel alittle better but not really i feel so bad. =[[ i REALLY didnt wanna leave him. but i had to go home =\ wich suckedddd. so if hes not better tomorrow imma spend the day there. and if he calls in sick to Carrabbas again tomorrow im going to cancle all my New Years Plans. and stay therw ith him <33

but yeahh anywhoo i have to go read something from wojo !!
so goodnight Ox

----> Feel Better <----
----> Happy Anniversary <----
----> I love you <----
<3333


gOt bOred <33


First of all, What is your name? ashy
Is that the name that is on your birth certificate? no
Okay, if not.. What is the name on your birth certificate Ashley
Anyway, Do you have a New Years resolution? yupp
How long do you think that will last [lol]? untill i fucking do it, biotch !!

Most Memorable...
Most memorable moment with your family: hmm maybe me poking th shit out of the bon fire and the cops coming and getting grounded and my parents let me stay out untill 3am, what happen to those days?
Most memorable moment with your friends: haha there's too many of those!
Most memorable moment with you significant other: hmmm theres a feww =]]
Most memorable summer memory: the days that came from a movie <33
Most memorable embarrassing moment: idk..i do a lot of stupid stuff..

....in 2004?
What was the most played song? the reason,where is the love,lotss
What was your longest relationship? ha..not goin into all that
Most amount of cash you saved up? 600?
What was "your word"? thats changed a few times, how bout that, if you say so.
most hated thing about yourself? stomach, at times. just me
what was your favorite store? hmm, HALLLLLLLLLLMARKKKK !!
Who was your best friend? danny was
Did you have a birthday party/ Sleepover pool partay.. stuufffff

How Many...in 2004?
How many cel phones did you have?one
How many xangas did you make? pshhhhh like 3
How many AIM sns did you make? i just made like 3 they dont count so 1 =]
How many Fist fights did you get into? none
How many did you win[lol]? ..
How many bones did you break? none i drank my milk and made my boes all strong. ha
How many times have you laughed a fart out? eww yuckie NEVERRR
How many times did you sneeze in a row? twice ?
How many time you screamed in a movie at something you thought was scary,but it was obviously not to the other people? haha prolly more then normal people
How many times you just started bustin` up at a Fandango Movie Credit thing because they`re so eff`n Hilarious? WHA !??

Favorites…
Favorite pair of shoes: my blacka nd silver reebooooxxxxx i <3ed em
Favorite color pen: my "balleR*ific pink pen" mwahha remember that
Favorite song: wow.noo idea
Favorite candy: starburst. red and pink =]]
Favorite fast food place: burger king i suppose. recently re found ;)
will that be the same next year? MY BOYFRIEND !!
Favorite "chill spot": the same =]
Favorite Halloween hum no ideaa
Favorite Fandango commercial thing:...none there gayy =\

Randomness…
Did your friends give you a nickname? ashy ash babi g huckaroo twinks elf bellnel
What for?why not?
What was your style(s) in 2004? idk ??
Will it change next year? What would it be? nnoooo idea
How many peircings did you get this year?noneeee
Will you get any new peircings next year? maybe ?
Did you collect anything in 2004? What was it? hmmm stickers and pictures <33
Why did you start collecting it?im obbssesssedddddddd with BOTH
Next, year are you going to keep collecting it? of course =]]



2 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 30 December :: 12.09am
:: Mood: uncomfortable

why does everyone seem to think its JEALOUSEY ?!!

5 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 11.35pm

i need a Vacation.
really bad

6 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 11.11pm

Running in cirlces,jumping around,whiping the tears, just trying to keep my feet on the ground.Iv become Bruised and Broken,the pain is real, the jealousey stays.Ill Surrender to you,as youll walk away.Everythings twisted and upside down.nothings right,im starting to break. Help me befor i fall flat on my face

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: disappointed

what a shittie night


Edgar Almost had me in tears tonight.
Work just flat out SUCKED.

Joe and his friend Erik came in to see me and order some food.
=]

i made a dollar !!
hah

yeah. night

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 1.23am
:: Mood: curious

uh-oh

SO !! i took a long jump over a rainbow.
wtf does that all mean ?!

my layout

tell me wutcha think ?!
i dunno









<33

14 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: frustrated

dunn dunn dunn


today was pretty decent, i saw him and spent the day there, we whent out to eat with rj and then we hung out, actually he slept for awhile and i talked to his mom and helped make dinner ;)
(( 3 hours !! ))
thne we ate dinner and talked, i guess. when it was over we both felt muchO betterO =] hehe and then we disscused our vacation plans
im so cited !! were going to have a BLAST !!
and lots of pictures will be taken and posted =]

but anywhO its almost 2am
and i have to wake up at 7am utill like 730 am to call my love
to wake him up for work..and then i think were "going" to lunch tomorrow, so i think im off to bed

I love you =]
<33 ash

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 27 December :: 12.21pm
:: Mood: dramatic

One of my favorite things to do around chritmas is make a candy house with icing and gummys .. i never got to this year =\

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 17 December :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: groggy



Read your mail !! =]

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 December :: 7.07pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: Days Go By-Keith Urban

welpp i got off work at 6:30 today how gayy 4-630. waist of time.
and now my only day off this week is Sunday Unless i take thursday but there wouldnt be a point to take it so...
oh well im waiting for brittany to get off so we can go see Meet The Fockers im dying to see it =]

Complete This Sentence

i am not: tired
i hurt: very much so at the momment
i love: Danny.

i hate: feeling dissconected
i hope: the movie is good !
i hear: my music
i want: my bnack rubbed =[ it hurts
i regret: some mistakes
i cry: sometimnes?
i care: a lot about him..
i always: have my cell phone
i long to: move out
i feel alone: right now
i listen: to music ?
i hide: my dreams
i drive: everywhere
i sing: all the time
i dance: whenever =]
i write: hmmm
i breathe: to survive
i play: my music
i miss: being a kid
i search: for my tv remote at the moment
i learn: at school
i feel: bngkjbgkjdfs eh gr blahb fbhb x937
i know: nothing
i say: too little yet too much
i succeed: when i try
i fail: too often
i dream: everyday
i sleep: a feww hours a night ;p
i wonder: if you'll call me tonight..
i want: you to call me..
i worry: your unhappy
i have: a back ache
i give: in to easily
i fight: with my mom
i need: you
i am: by myself
i think: i should clean my car
i can't help the fact that: im upset i stay: in a house?

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 December :: 1.50pm
:: Mood: complacent

ahaha


heyy fuckers, im at brittanys im re-dyin her hair. hah. it looks purple ;x
and i thought i messed it up cause welll, there was a little part in the box and i was like uh oh. i didnt use that .. and she freaked out WHAT!!!? but it was empty ;o) hahah. and then i got it all over her forhead, but everythings good. haha =]

Hopefully it'll come out right. cuase she has to work at 3. mwahahah

i work at 4 and then after were gunna go see Meet The Fockers at the drive in ;) hahaha =]
maybe

Then hopefully soon im going to Imax theater for Polar express with my honey =]

xO<333

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 December :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: drained

=]


ahhhhhhhhh !! its finally here =]
hehe..well my day was pretty great and i got lots of neat stuff

thanks everyone !!

what was the best part of your christmas this year !?!


Merry
christmas

17 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 25 December :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: gloomy

I feel like such a
[[ bitch]]

i can survive..

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