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2004 25 November :: 11.44am
:: Mood: anxious
HAPPY TURCKY DAY!
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 25 November :: 1.43pm
:: Mood: amused
lol
What kind of disease are you?
ashley: | ashley is caused by Satan.
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ashley will slowly turn infected subject into a dinosaur.
ashley is curable by singing Michal Jackson songs at the top of your lungs, forever. You can never speak again, or you will die. | |
i can survive..
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2004 24 November :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: exhausted
this ones for you
i began to update like really update cause i havent for awhile but i cant bring myself to im too lazy or something.
so im not going to but...
i did get to see my honey tonight
witch always its a plus to my day <3
i love you danny <3
1 without you |
i can survive..
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2004 22 November :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: bitchy
you have promises of a better life,what wrong with the one im leading? everyone has a different fight
what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you
i remember when a hello melted you away. one smile would have brightend you day.
you're so not making this easy.
5 without you. |
i can survive..
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2004 22 November :: 1.01am
gr someone should take my journal and make it pretty for me. i give up its bedtime
1am
7 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 21 November :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: party for two
dew for an update or something i suppose
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half
i updated :o) i love you!!
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 20 November :: 2.52pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: that stupid little kid cryin...
HEY!
hey guys..im at dannys we justgot back from EB Games..he got a pretty blue controler.. heh..and now,lhe's playin Halo 2 with corey.(( ewwww )) =] yeapp.
I have to work at 5. Dannys nate and corey( ?) are supposed to come in hopefully they do. there probablly gunna end up playin halo tho
josh came backf orthe next 15days!! yay! and i talked to dex and jason today thats been awhile
hmmm.i hope everything between me and my husdband are gunnna finally be okay.. i love you baby ;]
x. Slept in your bed:me
x. Saw you cry: danny..
x. Made you cry: danny
x. Spent the night with: lindsey?
x. You went to the movies with: ehhhh
x. You went to the mall with: danny ?
x. Yelled at you: danny
x. Sent you an email: woohu
x. You kissed: danny<3
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yea
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: no..?
x. Been to New York: ye
x. Florida: I love it here..
x. California: yessss awesome =]
x. Hawaii: nope =[
x. Mexico:no
x. China: no
x. Canada: yeap
x. Danced naked: lol
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:yeapp sure have
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: yeapp
x. Wanted to tell someone something but didn?t: who hasnt?
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: danny !
x. Do you have a crush on someone: urm? dann
x. What book are you reading now: the one for english
x. Worst feeling in the world: being alone, lossing a loved one
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: "what time is it?"
x. Future daughter's name: i dont want a kid
x. Future son's name: no kids
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yea
x. What's under your bed: nothing
x. Favorite sport to watch: football i suppose
x. Current Age: 16
x. Siblings: nada
x. Location: dannys room
x. College plans: no idea
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears bellybutton
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: DANNY!!!<333
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: Nope!
x. Do you drink: nopeee
x. Who are your best friends: urm? danny
x. What are you most scared of: getting in a car accident, lossing danny, having to go to texas =[
x. What clothes do you sleep in: soffes nd a shirt
x. Where do you want to get married: not in florida
x. Who do you really hate: a lot of people,stupid fucks
x. Been in Love: yes
x. What type automobile do you drive: stupid white mustang convertable
x. Do you have a job: yeap...
x. How long have you had it? 2 months
x. Do you like being around people: nope not really..well danny !
x. Are you for world peace: shore
x. Are you a health freak: not anymore [tear]
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: loved urm NO welll.....
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: no shit...
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?: no
x. Want someone you don't have right now: nope
x. Are you lonely right now: no.....
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: somtimes?
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: nopeee
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: mine
x. Place to be: dannys room-with danny
x. Type(s) of music: ALLL
x. Band(s): hmmm
x. Color: blue nd purple
x. Perfume or cologne: tommy =D
x. Month: dec.
x. Stone: .urmmmm??
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: ihh yeaahhh
x. Bought something: dannys food
x. Gotten sick: yes ;[
x. Sang: yeap
x. Wanted something: very much so
x. Said "I Love You": yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yea
x. Met someone new: yea
x. Moved on: from?
x. Talked to someone: yea
x. Missed someone: yea =[
x. Hugged someone: Yea
x. Kissed someone: yea
x. Fought with your parents: duhhh
ps. i get my check today whooop!
5 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 20 November :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: uncertain
:: Music: Broken-seether
just shit
last few weeks have been shittie =[
can it end ?
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 18 November :: 12.42am
:: Mood: gloomy
im a failure
with a breaking heart
and, a bad vibe
4 without you. |
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 18 November :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: nerdy
hola fuckers
i juss made a contract with danny. he gunna losse out on it tho..
ha .
hes standing behind me though. soo urm yeahhh...we ordered a pizza and urm were goign to best buy...to buy a movie
i dont feel good still =\
hmm oh well I LOVE YOU MR DANIEL JONES
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 16 November :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: irritated
-----------------INFORMATION------------
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate:04/111/88
-- Birthplace: fl
-- Eye Color: hazel
-- Hair Color: ugly
-- Zodiac Sign: aries
-- Innie or Outtie: innie
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
-- Your heritage: italina polish
-- The shoes you wore today: black flip flops
-- Your eyes: hazel
-- Your weakness: there are several
-- Your fears: being alone, letting people down, not being abl to leave a good lasting impression
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: urm, blah
-- Your thoughts first waking up:what time is it?!
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes/smile
-- Your best physical feature: dk
-- Your bedtime: whenever usually 12 on schoolnights
-- Your greatest accomplishment: idk
-- Your most missed memory: freshman year
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
-- Single or group dates: depends
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: panties
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Cuss: when im mad
-- Take a shower everyday:yeap
-- Have a crush?: my love
-- Do you think you've been in love?: sure do
-- Want to go to college: eh yea =\
-- Want to get married: very much so
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys:yup
-- Get motion sickness: nopee
-- Think you're attractive: eh
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: sure do
-- Play an instrument: nope not anymore
------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
-- Smoke(d): nopee
-- Done a drug:nopee
-- Had Sex: urm
-- Gone to the mallduh
-- Eaten sushi: sick-o-s
-- Been on stage: yeap mannyy times
-- Gone skating: haha yeah
-- Made homemade cookies: yummmy
-- Been in love: asked already
-- dyed your hair: yeap
-- Stolen anything: yeapp nothing major
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: duhh
-- Missed school because it was raining?:nopee
-- Cried during a Movie?: yeah..;[
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: cant say i have
-- Had an imaginary Friend: no
-- Been on stage?:yeapppp asked already tho
-- Cut your hair: yeah? who hasnt?
-- Had crush on a teacher?:no ew
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?:yeap
-- Gotten beaten up:no
-- Been in a fight: no
-- Shoplifted: no
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: no ideaa
-- Numbers and Names of Children: ?
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: who knows anymore wont happen ;[
-- How do you want to die?: old in my sleep
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? radiologist
-- What country would you most like to visit?: England
-----------------OPPOSITE (or same) SEX------------------
-- Best eye/hair color:dark
-- Best height: taller then me
-- Best weight: not reall skinny but not fat
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: hmm
-- Number of CDs that I own: wow..a bizillion
-- Number of piercings: 3
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?:like 12
-- Number of scars on my body: 2
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: learn from it dont regret it
----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- Shampoo: suave
-- Color: purple/blue
-- Day/Night: night
-- Summer/Winter: winter
-- Fave Food: idk
-- Fave Movies: lots
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: a white shirt and a white pair of shorts
-- Drinking: nothing
-- Thinking about: sleeping
-- Listening to: my dad ramble
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: yup
-- Worn jeans: yeah
-- Met someone new online: nope
-- Done laundry: nope
-- Drove a car: yeap
-- Talked on the phone: mhmm
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
-- Yourself: hardly ever
-- Your friends: [shrugs]
-- Santa Claus: haha nope
-- Angels: yea
-- Ghosts: eh
-- UFO's: sure ufos dont make em aliens juss somethign we dont know what it is! :-D
-- God: yea
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name? sometimes
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yes danny<33
-- Do you like anyone? juss my love
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: none of em
-- Are you close to any family member?:no
have fun!<3
i love you DANNY!
i can survive..
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2004 16 November :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: geeky
Thank you for the roses Danny <3
i love you!
i can survive..
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xxbabiigurlxx
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2004 14 November :: 11.13am
:: Mood: scared/upset
:: Music: broken
drinking-drugs. i remember now..
last night i got a call and i was asked to take lindsey to kristens. so of course i did. i stay for a little while and as i was getting ready to leave. there was an extreamly loud smashing. and squeeling sound, so got into a few cars. and rushed out side the neighbhood. there was a white doge ram fliped up side down smashed against a red car pushed against two trees. one kid was flown through the windshield on the driver side. there was a manlayin next the the white doge ram cutting the driver out of his seat belt, cause he was gargaling and drownding in his own blood. we were standing beside the red car he was deffanitly still breathin. we had already called 911, we were telling them that help was on the way. the police showed up and asked us questions, and tehe man that was trying to help they shocke dhima nd told him to leave! and a few minutes later the ambulance came and they starting helping the people.. two tranahacks came(sp??) and they starting sawing the car apart to get the people out. we were there for probably 20 minutes, after alla this and i honestly have to say seeing that was the scariest thing iv ever seen. the cars were so ruined you couldnt even tell what kind of cars they were. that was it unexplainable, still is. and about 20 minutes later.. jordan and 2 girls came out screaming and crying and yelling to the cops that it was scotty and all the screaming and amblunces and police,ahhh i bursted. i couldnt take it. i cant explain it. its something from... a movie? and everyone i know knows him and i was there! i was with him when he died...im so freaked out..thats some crazy stuff..i ended up likr running away and calling danny <33 and at 3 i whent over there, i was so scared i needed him. and that was that i spent the night there.
R.I.P
Scotty Harris
tonight::
God, help me i dont..know what to do i dont i still dont. im hysterical. please know i love you more then anything, you my everything what would i do without you ? your my life, love , positivley everything to me. i'll love you today tomorrow-forever <3333
forever together
You n Me
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2004 14 November :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: chipper
Beacuse you the one <3
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than the love you give me
'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more
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were pulling through this ! i love you
i can survive..
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2004 13 November :: 12.16pm
:: Mood: blank
its all i have left
i love you
2 without you. |
i can survive..
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