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2004 13 August :: 10.43am
:: Mood: annoyed
grrrrr
brittany and second hour---> i wanna know the story and i have to wait untill she gets outta school!im gunna be thinking about it all day!
danny im sorry about my mom :o(
xO*
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got my story... it was interestin to say the least but it dosetn even bother me like i thought it was gunna. ::shurgs:: dosent even seem to matter..
i can survive..
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2004 13 August :: 2.31am
me and emily....
Floorboard's filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Drivin' through the rain with no radio,
Tryin' not to wake her up.
Cell 'phone says "low battery",
God, what if I break down?
I'm just lookin' for an exit with a lotta lights,
A safe little interstate town.
Just a cheap hotel,
With a single bed,
And cable TV:
Is good enough for me an' Emily.
Some day, when she's old enough,
She's gonna start askin' questions about him.
Some kid at school brings his Dad for show an' tell,
An' gets her little mind a-wonderin':
"Where's my Daddy? Do I have one?
"Does he not love me like you do?"
Oh, maybe I'll find someone to love the both of us,
An' I'll tell her when she's old enough to know the truth.
Will it break her heart?
Will she understand,
That I had to leave?
That's what was best for me an' Emily.
That house was never clean enough; his dinner never warm enough.
Nothing I did was ever good enough to make him happy.
So, I guess, he gave me what he thought I deserved,
But it would kill me if he ever raised his hand to her.
Big rigs are throwin' rain on my windshield,
An' I feel like they're laughin' at me.
Fin'lly the storm is lettin' up,
An' the mornin' is breakin' free.
It's a brand new day,
It's a second chance.
Yesterday is just a memory,
For me an' Emily.
Floorboard is filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Least there's one good thing that he gave me,
An' she's startin' to wake up.
i can survive..
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2004 12 August :: 11.10am
:: Mood: aggravated
grrrrrrrrrr
i changed it again, not that you cant tell, but my computer keeps freezing so its stuck like this for now. sorry its hard to read and not to great lookin' but itll all be fixed soon lol...
---------> anyways ... i took my car in today. i have NO car NO way to get anywhere witch means i wont see danny :o( a BLAH! and my mom is in orlando again excpet i believe shes staying the night this time cuz she has to be their tomorrow again.... ::shrugs:: oh well ill update later.
xO*
when you feel like giving up
just remember why you held on so long
i can survive..
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2004 11 August :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: only one
lala whats goin' on?
hey babes....whats goin' on? im at krystinas again.. monica and her appartment, is very nice :o) i like it, hmmm anyways today i hung out with danny and then krystina came home i went and picked up brittany but i had to take my car home because its extreamly fucked up and the brakes were going out, sooo yeah i was scared :o(....but yeah i found out a few mintues ago, a very unwanted female goes to my school----> blahhhhhh!! yuppp oh fuckin' well, urmm lets seee.... i guess thats about it but imma go talk to dave and britt ... write moree later...possibly?
xOxO* <333 danny <333
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i can survive..
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2004 11 August :: 2.06am
:: Mood: crushed
im going back--> back to the beging
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just dont want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
cuz im in love with you
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You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
bought the cd today <33 the 2 songs...yyuppp...
do the last entry!! evevm tho the questions are wacko! lol xO* <33
---->I LOVE YOU DANNY!
i can survive..
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2004 10 August :: 1.24am
:: Mood: guilty
Our communication
Hey! How do you greet me?:
Bye. How do you end conversation with me?:
How often do we talk?:
If often, why?:
If not often, why?:
Are we good friends?:
Do you really know me?
What's my real name?:
What's my favorite color?:
What's my favorite bands?:
What's my hobbies?:
What's my hair color?:
My eye color?:
What do I cherish?:
Songs
What song reminds you of me?:
What song reminds me of you, if Ive told you?:
What song suits me when I'm sad?:
Mad?:
Happy?:
What song reminds you of our friendship?:
Fun, Sad, Funniest, and Stupidest Things
Whats my idea of fun?:
Whats the funnest thing we've ever did?:
Whats my idea of sadness?:
Whats the thing Ive been most sad about?:
Whats my idea of funny?:
Whats the funniest thing Ive done/said?:
Whats my idea of stupid?:
Whats the stupidest thing Ive said or done?:
If___ you would?
If I were to become a rock star, you would do/say?:
If I were to star in a movie, you would do/say?:
If I were shot, you would do/say?:
If I were to keep things hidden, you would do/say?:
If I were to say I love you, you would do/say?:
If I were to say I hate you, you would do/say?:
If I were to make a game, you would do/say?:
If I were to go missing, you would do/say?:
If I were to become a professional artist, you would do/say?:
If I moved to your town, you would do/say?:
If I were to leave without a note, you would do/say?:
If I were to wear a mask, would you recognize me?:
If I were to die, you would do/say?:
I____(What would've happened, or what would I have said/done)
I wrote about you in my secret journal, what did I write?:
I dreamt about you, what did I dream?:
I thought about you, what did I think?:|
I cried about you, why did I cry?:
I called you today, what did I say?:
I commented you today, about what?:
I helped you today, with what?:
Last Questions
What do you like about me?:
What don't you like about me?:
The coolest thing about me?:
The weirdest?:
The funniest?:
The stupidest?:
The prettiest thing about me?:
Kindest?:
Sweetest?:
Silliest?:
Funnest?:
What's the most rememberable thing I've said/done?:
What would you do if I was depressed?:
Sad?:
Crying?:
Upset?:
Sleeping?:
Laughing at/with you?:
What would you do if we never knew each other?:
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i can survive..
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2004 9 August :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: unsure
:: Music: come clean-hillary duff
Lets go back, back to the beging <3...
well im finally back from vacation!...urm or my trip to tampa/bush gardens whatever ya wanna call it it was pretty fun :o) but i was deff ready to come home by the second day.. i was miss everyone back home
friday--* we left at 8am!!... we drove up there.. it wasnt a bad drive either, brittany was reading all the signs and acting completely stupid lol it was fun..and she lost her job as navigator---i got it--- ;o) hah yeah...hmm lets see once we got there we couldnt get our rooms for another 2 and a half hours SO...we whent to lunch with john and crista((* her older sister and her soon to be husband ;o) *)) whent back to the hotel and whent swimming, well everyone but me and brittany we watched tv lol...urmm after that we whent to the movies to see spider man 2, but we got so freakin lost we were at the imax and not the something else so we were sitting in the parking lot waiting for crista to go find directions and john busts out with his gutair and starts makin a song, lol it was an interesting one. and some guy walked buy and whent to his car and got his drums and started playing on the car. it was greatt!... but yeah so we whent and saw the movie and it was pretty good. me and brittany we pretty anxious to leave the theater so we were sining and dancin and makin fun of everyone, there were only like 2 other people in there...and at the end she goes " go get em tiger" and so i made my lil growling noise really loud and it was extreamly funny ::shrugs:: maybe ya had tro be there... but then the credits, came on and our song came on and we were runnign around danin, lol it was funny...
saturday--* we woke up...whent to bush gardens.. it was alright brittanys a baby!!!! haha jk! but she wouldnt go one the roller coasters so i whent on em with her sis and her boyfriend... it was awesome...and urm i deff fell in love with the place because everything!!! it associated with whitetigers :o) ahhh they had so many cute things and !! there were real tigers!! :-D, hah it was great i got a thinggy that says my name its like a green mirror? urm i dunno its pretty awesome tho! and yeah as we were leaving it poured but we were all soaked from befor,cuz of all the water rides, no one cared. i was wearing all white, smart me lol and brittanys white shorts.. we juss werent prepared lol yeah so we got back to the hotel and everyone whent swimming and thatw as our night, well me and brittany made friends with the workers in the lobby.. who became obbsessed with us.
sunday--* urm slept in! haha good stuff and we swam all day and played pool and whent out to dinner that was that.. not much ohh but our friends in the lobby called right and hes like this is a routine to see if the power is working...yet he didnt call anywhere else. so we go down to the lobby and talk to him and caught him in his lie ;o) he juss wanted to see us lol..anyways..we sat in there untill 12ish and talked to him on the black sofas...;o) hah
monday--* woke up early and drove to cristas house...and her work, we stayed for a few hours. then drove HOME! :o)
yeah that was it it was fun but im outta shyt to say so... whatever!
good night ;O)
xO*
jake----> thanks for the phone call ;o) mean a lot
i can survive..
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2004 5 August :: 12.46pm
:: Mood: bored
hola
ahhh whats up? well im leaving tomorrow for four days! going to bush gardens and to brittanys sisters house...yupp its gunna be me britt logan chy and her mom, oh and once we get there, her sister and her boyfriend lol yeahh it should be fun and what not...but yeah im going over to dannys so ill write more later? maybe ! :o)
xO*<333
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i can survive..
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2004 5 August :: 4.06am
:: Mood: blah
<333
o ai ni
sa-rang-hae
je t'aime
l'amo
Ik hou van je
jeg elsker dig
te amo
whether its chinese.. korean.. french.. italian.. dutch.. danish or spanish.. there's one thing i wanna say.. I love you
I love you i really do one day you'll understand.
i can survive..
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2004 4 August :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: pissed
bfdbgkhfngjngfjnkfnmfd
urm grrr guh fhfdkdfjbjkifdfjd blah SO! i woke up today and i whent to sanalouces ya kno? still had to get all my stuff so i could go their. well yeah whatever i cant start school untill the 16th how fucking wonderful is that, not only did i not like that fact that i had to go to a new school where i didnt know where to go, nor did i know anyone, but now i have to go through it in the second week of school and not the 1st day of school yeah i dont get to start school untill like 1030 on the 16th, hgbhfhd GR!!! :o(... i hate beging all nervouse and having that funny feeling in mt tummy....especially in the second week of school grr nfbjkfdjfd im SO aggrivated and hbrfh blah i dont even know how to explain this, i cant believe this is happing... fuckkkkk me!
whatever im going out
Peace*
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Lake worth high school sent me my schedual for next week, what thefuck?
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2004 4 August :: 1.51am
:: Mood: cranky
good morning beautiful how was your night?? mine was wonnnnnnnderful
urm yeah so anyways! hmmm well lets see today was a pretty good day i woke up sat online with brittany untill 2 we whent home so her mom could go out we played video games for a while and that was it. danny called me after a while and we whent to watch him and zac and josh and alla them play paintball.. it was quite amusing. :o) haha yeahhh so after that i droped brittany logan and chy off (( josh hit logan in the stomach ---poor kidd--)) and then i whent home took a shower, and danny came over.. for a lil then we whent to his house, then he came back over, lol yeahhh and that was my night....tomorrow im goignt o get registered and take my car in to get fixed, thats about it. and hopefully going to see dannnnyyyy! <333 :-D... yuppp anyways i got shyt to do so be safe ;o)
xO* danny<333
i can survive..
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2004 4 August :: 3.36am
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: sunshine-lil flip
-//<3-
i love you danny
2 without you. |
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2004 1 August :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: cranky
i woke up to earlllllllllly
hey loves...whats going? on once again at dannys on his sisters computer---> blahhhh guess whos back??? my mom! I saw her this moring! lucky me huh? no. i walked into her room to see her. and the first thing she said to me was you havent gone to the personal trainer? ....urm no? yeah can tell :o(... made me very upset so i juss walked away. and we started arguing over something and my dad told brittany "one day and its already starting" i think he expects it ;o) lol anyways im not sure what im doing today. ::shrugs:: prolly nothing i dont think imma gunan be aroudn danny for long. stuff happended again last night...and yeah whatever i guess im tired of causing all this shyt for him and what not i feel really bad. but im not getting into all that...:o( any freakin' whot, everyone left the room and i feel like a loner so imma go join them ;o) ha
danny--> i love you ;o)
xO*
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i feel like a hudge buket of worms :o(
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2004 30 July :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: ditzy
hola mi amigos
whattttttttts uP! blahhh i haventt been doing anything really well nothing out of the usual.. seein danny and brittany and what not :o) today makes a month for me and danny!??! :-D yeaaa anyways i juss got a ver importany phone call and i have to go attented to soemthing so ill finish all this later!
peaaaaace!
sO! anyways! im at dannys now...i had to go rescue brittany she had an"emergancy" mhm anyways im haning out with krystina waitng for danny to come home, alough i dont want him to bc i look funny :-X lol yeah anyways...blahhhhhhhhhhh! guys guess what!!!?!!! school is starting soon, and im gettin all scared. i dont wanan go to sanalouces, i dont know anyone, and i dont know where to go. i hated starting at lake worth, and its like i have to do it all again! i hate high school grrr anyways....my computer is still broken, not uch changed there... hmmm...car is havin its problems so im driving my mama's car :o)...*hehe* blahhh i have no idea what im not sure what im talking about cuz im on the phone urm ill try again LATER
xO*<33
i love you danny!!!! :o)
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2004 28 July :: 3.17am
:: Mood: confused
.....blah!!!!
my computer is broken this is extreamly gay. :o( my phone isnt exactly workin either i dunno what i would do if i didnt have a cell phone or danny* ;o)
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