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2004 26 July :: 6.23am
:: Mood: tired as hell
:: Music: none
im crazyyy
gezzush ...iv been fuckin' around with my journal sence 1am...i finalllllllllllllyyyyyyyy got it to how i really really really wanted it and i fuckin exed it out and i dont have shyt of what is was supposed to look like so im stuck with this. becuase im so tired i can barley see so im not gunan stay up trying to do this again grrr... im aggrivated lol ::shrugs::
hope everyone is sleepin well ;o)
xO*i love danny!
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2004 24 July :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: crazy
ayyy wuts crackin? lol ummm wellll today was pretty good. i woke up sat online for most the day then whent with danny to do stuff for my dad then down to ft lauderdale with him and his see to see nate and jennn then we whent back to his house and that was my dayyy lol it was fun and i got to see danny<3..so yeah anyways tomorrow im hopin to go to the beach im sick of bein this pale ass color! its discusting.. yeahhh anyways im out
good night yall
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2004 24 July :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: fine again
whats uppppppp
hey ! whats up? hmmm well my days been pretty good so far today ! i woke up and got online for a a lil then i whent out to see if my dad was home yet cuz he was only gunna work half a day and yeah he was and we were juss taking and we ened up going out to lunch, i had a really good time :o) i havent done something liek that in what feels like years with him. and i regret that. but im glad i got to spend the time with him :o) and i dunno what im going the rest of the day?! lol but yeahh i guess immma dip?!?
xO*
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2004 24 July :: 2.08am
:: Mood: happy
i saw dannnnnnnnnnyyyyyy!!!!!!<33333 :-D
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2004 23 July :: 1.50am
:: Mood: depressed
i juss got hommmmme!
blah heyyy guys whats up?! im finally home gezzush i havent been home a forever. or online! and brittanys comeputer is broken..well not broken per say BUT her aol is deff taken off the computer so ashley couldnt use it. i was very upset when i found that out. lol you know me have to be online. lol yeah anyways.. welll yesterday i urm dont remember at all what i did during the day but! at night me britt and sara whent to see the notebook, we ended up leaving ealry cuz they both had already seen it and i wasnt paying attention bc i juss couldnt :o(...and we drove around and we whent to see "pig?!?" but he wasnt home and so we whent to some kids house.. but she was like heather might be there so me and britt were like ermm no thats okay :-D...yupp and so we drove around for awhile whent by his house forgetting he wasnt gunna be there. and then by that time it was like 12? and we all whent home. today i woke up and i whent to the mall to get my red buttons stupid kid,didnt have em in yet so!. i was like fuckk...and hes like gemmie ur number so i can call u when they come in. i was like how bout u give me urs and ill call you for my buttons. grrr....and so we walked around and josh was bein a stupid kid, like always. and yeah that was pretty much it. im not planing on doing anything for the rest of the nighttttt..actually i was but i doubt it soooooo.......oh!! dexter called me last night and i talked to him on the way home and a lil after but we were both not so great and not helpin eachother feel better sooo hes supposed to call me back today cuz hes supposed to be makin things better for him and his girl and hes gunna tell me how it whent :o)... yeahh....danny and i havent talked still its been 3 days? and i havent seen him. and idk if it matters((to him!?)) i realllllllllllllly miss seeing him and bein around him and even juss talking to him...but blah idk im extreamly confused.. and yeah anyways.. my daddy got sick again i think it was yestreday he called me and asked me to come home to help him... im really scared hes gunna end up in the hospital again :o(... it scares me.....yeah well im out
xo*
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2004 22 July :: 12.19am
:: Mood: crushed
matchbook romance
"Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad"
good song<33
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2004 21 July :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: broken
hola!
what the hell is up?! gezzush i stoped writen about everything in here huh? lol ::shurgs:: oh well i guess its cuz i havent really been doing much, iv been mostly with danny<33unless hes at work.and we dont do much, but its all good. lol i love spending time with him even tho we dont do anything :o)... buttt rite now hes i dunno, not exactly talking to me and everytime he does he gets extreamly madd at me or i piss him off or i do something wrong and it feels like.....nevermind but yeah.. :o(...today i woke up, and i whent to get my oil changed but leo told me to wait a lil longer cuz my car is retarted lol. the "low oil" light was on but it was fine,i guess its liek the "check engine" light...lol yeahh soo i drove to brittanys did some chores and whent to brandOs and sat around for a while im in love with his dog..:-D... lol yupp and thenn we whent to my house to get some stuff and off to the mall.. i bought a cell phone case bc the guy wouldnt let me walk away with out it, lol and im going back on friday to get my free buttons ;o) haha (( britttannyyyy he huged us?!)) that guys crazy lol anyways! we were there about another 20 minutes? and i bought the entire freakin store!!! lol not really but i spent...$108 and i bought one of like everything cuz they kept sayin well u shoudl get this.. brittany and that damn lady were ganing up on me! ha so yeah i bought brittany glasses and a hat...she looks like a gansta! lmaO maybe if your lucky ill put a picture up later ;o) but yeah other than that im not sure whats going on today..might go to the movies. but im not exactly in the mood days been pretty shittie and what not. grrr anyways. my papa is hOme and im gunna go to blockbuster and rent my favorite movies :o)
xO* peace playa! :-D
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2004 21 July :: 3.26am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: echo-trapt
thanks
juss spent the last few hours talking to dexter, it was wayy over due--> thanks !...gezzush i dunno what imma do next year with out you and good luck with lisa--->dont let her get away again... im glad your finally happy again! blahhh im so sorry we have drifted i miss it ::sniffles::
randomly found this ?
How to be in Love Forever
Sneak Kisses
Share Covers
Cuddle on couches
Never go to bed angry
Hold hands
Forgive crabiness
Laugh yourselves silly
Flirt like you used to
Plan secret rendezvous
Be best friends
Give eachother space
Kiss hello, goodbye and Im sorry
Send love letters
Remember the good stuff
Forget mistakes
Believe in each other
Dream out loud
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2004 19 July :: 6.24pm
:: Mood: crushed
sunday night---->thanks everyone... means a lot <3
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2004 18 July :: 12.51am
:: Mood: pissed the fuck off
FUCK you
high school is full of fucking retarted people that have nothing better to do them be fuckin immature assholes..go fuck yourself...goddamnit....fuck you
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2004 17 July :: 4.33am
:: Mood: chipper
lotssss
i guess i gave up on the whole journal thing...havent really wrote about whats been going on and what not so i guess i will sence im extreamly bored and tired...welpi dont really remember much of anything expect iv been consantly with danny <3 ;o) and hes awesome.....i love that kidd..and then britts been with me alot. and iv actualy made a new friend :-P ha ...anyways today i woke up around 12-after being uup from7-9-and i whent to britts to pick her logad and chy up took them to their grandmothers and me nd britt headed over to dannys. it was raing so damn hard tho..some lady almost hit me :o( i was really scared yup and so i was at dannys untill like 4 and me nd britt when and got chy and logan took em home and whent back to dannys. Krystina Brittany Katie and Me ended up leaving and going to the gas staion to meet lee and his friend. we stood there for like an hour in the rain. and then finally ended up goign to the boynton inlet. we whent up stairs to the glass thing and hung out for a while..and then walked around and headed back to dannys cuz erm lots of stuff actually. im sure a lot of my bitching about wanting to see him was one reason ;o)...and thenwe stayed there for a few hours. and a bunch of their friends were there. so Krystina Britt nd me left to come to my house so lee and his friend could come hang out. and then 30 minutes later danny and zach came over and i spent the rest of the night with him :o) dunno what the rest of em did, didnt really care ;0) i was happy and thats about it...tomorrow im not sure what im doing but i wanna go to the movies? ermmm hmmm?...guess weell see.. but imma go talk to danny so i can go to sllllleep!
xO*
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2004 16 July :: 2.11am
:: Mood: exhausted
i guess...
its amazing how much one person can mean to you...danny..thanks for everything...i love you soo much...
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2004 15 July :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: leave get out
my daddy...
i hate cigarettes
go fuck yourself
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2004 15 July :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: good morning beautiful-steve holy
llalalal
Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day.
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2004 13 July :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: creative
stupid shit
Read more..
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