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2004 28 June :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: confused
rest of my day
well the rest of my day whent as... i watched tv, got my nails done.and umm thats about it.
except i bacame a "beautiful wife" lmaO thanks brittany and yes my dad is agreeing to it, so were all on a --> g0o0o!
yeah so i had a boring day. i talked to daniel today i fuckin wish i was beside him so i could bash him on the head with a pan, he makes no sence...grrrrrrrrrrr
hmmmm danny needs to come back fom zach so i can talk to him...=] he makes me happy. and i need that..
oohh yah.. i changed the "layout" i dont like it. and the backround not there, idk its weird, lol but i fixed brittnays xanga too i actually figured out how to work that thinggy.go0o0 me.! =]
survey thinggy ------>Read more..
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2004 28 June :: 11.51am
:: Mood: ditzy
hey hey!
welll my morning started kinda early my mom walked into my room and wakes me up...
come play this movie for me i cant figure it out...im half asleep nd not willing to jump up at 9am to go do this so i started mumbling...
press input and then play mom
2 minutes pass she comes back...
i styll dont get it. its juss a black screen
okay go make the tv play so i can walk you through the rest
few minutes later
its still a black screen i cant even get the tv to work
SO! i roll outta bed walk into her room and............THE TV WASNT EVEN ON!!!!!!!!
i was like mom ur an idiot...grr... so i try to go back to sleep.. nopeee isnt working so after 20 mintues of convencing myself to get up.. i go to the computer only to see my grandmas on the phone and i cant go on. SO i go and lay down on the bed and start watchin the movie with my mom.. and she like hey guess what?? i remember a dream i have..lol i know that sounds weird but im always teasing her cuz she cant remember them and whatnot so she continues to tell me her dream...its about her new job..and shes like cleaning seeweed and the code inforcer is being a really big asshole to her cuz he comes everyday. to see if its done and gives her a hard time and what not. and then one day he wa slike im sorry for bein a jerk...and...so im there right ? were on the beach so im i guess down at the water cuz she said i wasnt helping, and she tells the code inforcer.. if your nice to me from now ill let you take my daughter out...i was like MOM! thanks a lot! lol and then she woke up.. what an odd dream!
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nOt so sure whats going on today i think were driving over to Austin and spending the night there...? but im not sure if my grandmas up to it. shes not feeling to great cuz shes had tog o everyday t take a shot bc something thats not supposed to drop below 9 whent to 5.soo0o....yeah but hopefully i get the chance to go. ....buttt i gotta go take my shower and what not..get ready fort he day... lol
xOxO* <3
haha look..this thing is so cool....
britt wants zach
but no one cares cuz....
ashley wants danny<3
hahahh brittany im jk i love u xO..we really are bored huh?
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2004 27 June :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: bouncy
when I make big mistake
When I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowin'
I will be just fine
'Cause nothin' changes who I am
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends who love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
'Cause thats who I am
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2004 26 June :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: bitchy
HEEEEEELP!
9 days...
----> and ill be home <----
where....my heart
wont ache...ill be able to breathe and ill finally be
alright
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2004 25 June :: 7.07pm
:: Mood: lonely
....hmmm
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. please Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy:Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
((_In the paper the next day_)):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If there's anyone you love this much then on here, comment and tell them...
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2004 24 June :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: calm
today is one less day untill i come hOme!...
hey yall wuts up? today i woke up kinda late and my mom told me to get dressed and take a shower and all that good stuff soo0o0o i did,we whent to my moms old bestfriend's house. and spent the day there. her house. it so awesome. and she has this rv camping thing. its so big! jezus! its bigger then a semi! its 80 ft long. maybe longer. thats what Jan said.((thats my moms old friend)) it was a fun day. we sat around and talkedd i heard wayy to many stories about there past loves but she was soo cute cuz jan was talkin about her boyfriend and how hes always buyin her flowers and i wa slike damnit! where brittany! so we can mope around cuz no one is in love with us or buyin us flowers and my mom was like shes in florida. yea thanks mom! lol it was funny anyways. then we all whent out to dinner and that was that, we droped my grandma off and when and ran at the park. and i decided today to take advantage of my mom nd the diet nd running and im gunna try harder to lose wieght. im sick of bein fattt so i guess starting tomorrow ill be taking all this more seriously.---> anyyywayyyss!...no no anyways i dont have anything else to say.. ill write tomorrow..
xO!
i wanna be the girl
you point to smile and say yeah thats
her <3
ps..here i got extreamly bored!!
| ---» Attraction | | Are you a flirtatious person?: | hah no | | Physically, what immediately draws you to the opposite sex?: | eyes smile | | Personality-wise, what immediately draws you to the opposite sex?: | if there NOT cocky, sure of themselves, or complete assholes | | Is their social status important?: | nope | | Does it matter if they are involved in activities like sports or music?: | not really? | | Have you ever gotten butterflies because you liked someone so much?: | uh huh.. | | ---» First Date | | For a first date, would you rather go out alone or out with friends?: | depends on the person | | Go to a place where you can talk or Go to a place where you can have fun?: | depend son person? nd if i really liked em or not | | To you, is feeling a ‘connection’ important on the first date?: | no? | | What is one place you wouldn’t want to go to for a first date?: | i dunno | | Have you ever been on a blind date?: | no | | Do you kiss on the first date?: | yeaa | | ---» Love | | Have you ever been in love?: | once. | | How do you know if you’re in love?: | i dunno.. its.. not something..you cant explain it | | Have you told someone that you loved them when you really didn’t?: | yeah | | Is having love in your life important?: | it means a lot... | | Do you think you are or will be good at expressing love?: | no | | Do you think it’s true that we all have one soulmate in our life?: | i guess | | ---» Upsets | | Have you ever liked/loved someone and never had that feeling returned?: | yea.. | | Have you ever asked the opposite sex out and been turned down?: | i wouldnt ever ask anyone out.but kinda. | | Have you ever been dumped?: | manyyy times | | Have you ever been set up as a joke?: | once. | | Have you ever dated someone because you felt bad about turning them down?: | not exactly | | Have you ever had your heart broken?: | yea |
| have you ever | | hugged a guy: | yes | | kissed a guy: | yea | | cried over a guy: | wayy to many times. | | been rejected by a guy: | yea | | rejected a guy: | uh huh | | think of someone you like that doesnt know about it (would you ever.....) | | ask him out: | no | | tell him you liked him: | he knows | | kiss him if you had the chance: | uh huh | | trust him with a secret: | ..ugh id hope so. but..? | | tell him about another guy: | prolly not | | if so...why? (i.e. to get him jealous): | cuz i dont want the other guy, | | was this a cool love quiz?: | if it makes u happy |
<| Past.. | | How many bf/gf have u had?: | like 5? | | What was you first kiss at?: | umm god only knows? | | How old were you when you truly liked /loved someone?: | 15-16 | | Present.. | | Are you in a relationship?: | yea | | Name one celebrity you'd go gay for: | urm idk | | Would you die for your present love?: | im not in ove | | Future.. | | Wanna get married?: | someday | | Want kids?: | 2 | | How old do you want to be when you marry?: | like 30? | | The end.. | | Who would you want to die first : you or your husband/wife ?: | me. |
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2004 23 June :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: gloomy
i juss wanna be home, is it to much to ask?
my phone rang,and thats all it took..my mom nd grandma make comments to me that send me crazy but i try my best to keep my cool i dont wanna put my grandma under stress cuz its bad for her the doctors have said atleast, and my mom i cant argue wit her bc my grandma gets worked up and argues as well. its been really hard for me nOt to make comments to some things. and iv been biting my tonuge and moving on. but a person can only take so much. and this was the last straw.----> what happened was. my cell phOne rang..sO naturally i whent to answer it. as i did my mOm starts screaming abOut lOng distance and hOw i dOnt have it and all this Other shyt, hOnestly i didnt knO and as many times as iv been On it...she cOuldnt have said something befor? i must talk to brittany atleast 5 times a day and shes just now going to say something? its not that she said something she screamed at me, i hate more then anything when she does that...she juss has so much rage then. and it juss... NOT use my phone if she would have said something befor..bc my father told me i had it, he put it on there when my mom 1st whent to texas so i could call her while she was away. No one ever told me it was taken off. whatever she whent on a 20 minute rampage about that then called my dad and yelled at him for an hour! like its his fault in anyway. she end the conversation by saying "fuck it i hate you dont call me back ur juss a dumb fuck ...click... " of course he called back and so she turned her phone off. i know that came from anger. but there fighting over me and its my fault..and it makes me feel like complete and total shyt.. so maybe you think its a stupid reason to be upset but whatever thats your own oppion cuz it bothers me. and its not only that its so much more but thats what broke the top.--> it took everything in me from not balling my eyes out. so i walked outta the house and to the car. so i was way from everyone and i could get over it. NO! of course not dont let ashley do that rite?! my grandma follows me and pulls me by my hair and tells me to get in the house and that im bein a bytch and need thave more respect for my mom. so i get back in the house. and i laid down on my bed trying to not so my emostions so i dont get in trouble any more and what not. i tryed to go to sleep i figured that would help-NO! not aloud to do that either... so i asked what am i aloud to do? and SMACk! right across the face. --> hurts like a bytch and theres a big red mark. i dont understand and i need to be able to run to my room and cry. be bymyself. have my privacy. and i cant get that for the next 2 weeks. i juss cant take it
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2004 22 June :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: cranky
hOmie!! haha
hey guys! wussup! well today was a lOngg ass day! woke up at 9am and whent out to breakfast,i sooO wasnt hungrey thO. lol anyways. so we drove around at the beach and then whent to kahme....((a beach )) and stayed there it was so windy and cloudy thati sat in the car and my grandma and mom whent out to the water then we whent home....well tryed haha we got so lost so we whent to dinner..and some how found ourway home. we stoped at the health food store . and then we got home. its already 10 and were juss now going to the park to run... soO i guess ill uppdated later when i have more time
xO
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2004 21 June :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: blank
i found a knife in my heart--did anyone lose one?
im not feeling goOd, nOt as in im sick but as in..im getting sad...it was caused my jealOusy...but i dOnt want to be soOo its turing intO sOmething different. im really cOnfused..::blah:: :o( i dOnt feel like gOing intO details sO
----->anyways!
tOday i sat Online pretty much all day..we went tO the poOl fOr a lil...and that was that. my mOm and Grandma did a few things, but i really wasnt interested soO i gOt tO stay hOme :0)...later were going to Barns and Nobles...for what reasOn... dunnO...lOl but thats quiet alright...i dOnt have much to Say soO imm Outta here!
xO
p.s!--->2 weeks 4 dayys!! left!
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2004 21 June :: 4.28pm
:: Mood: creative
interesting!...
| How to make a ll_paradise_ll |
Ingredients:
3 parts jealousy
1 part courage
1 part joy |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a spoon fool of caring |
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2004 20 June :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: cheerful
texas calls for a some cowboys!
lmao, anyways... i got to texas yesterdayand we ended up not doing anything as expected i got the computer up and running and got to talk to my brittany and danny! witch made me very very happy :0) i wish i was back home so i could hang out with em more, but i guess i can soon enough... three freakin weeks! and hopefully danny will styll wanna hang out and everything...hes a great person,and even though we dont really get to talk to much cuz of me...:0( its styll fun bein around him.. he makes me laugh....okay okay, back to texas even though i could go on for a lot longer on that other subject ;)....today we woke up and whent to LakeWood its a church and it actually isnt like a real church its fun.and theres over 18,000 people there, its on TV its pretty awesome and the lesson today was about gossip and shyt lmaO it was madd funny kinda whent rite around with the past few months.. yup yupp anyways..then after that,we whent shoping lol i got 3 pairs of shoes,hmmm then we whent to lunch....ran at the park and here i sit talking to brittany and trying to help her..im not doin to great cuz im doing this so i guess im gO back to my buddy.!
Happy Father's Day
ashley <3
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2004 19 June :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: excited
WHOLEY BANANAS!!
okay i fixed my backround im sooo freakin happy :0)
----> you can styll ass comments to the last post ;)
O yeah! im intexas
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2004 17 June :: 11.52pm
:: Mood: cold
thought it was a good idea...
Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.
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2004 17 June :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:0(
damnit. i lost my backround and iv spent the last 3 hours trying to get it back urm im so aggrivated and i cant figure this out....i have like 6 different codes and none of them are working.. does anyone know how to do this? thats willing to help me ?
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---->im almost thinking i should juss swutch journal places cuz this one pisses me off so much, but i dont really know how to work blurty.. or xanga, or anything. i like my woohu for that i know how to use it, expect all the sudden this damn backround.. i dunno... someone help me
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2004 16 June :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: chipper
billy bob?
look outt
texas
hereeee i comme...
haha yupp thats rite, im leaving tomorrow morning, off for the next three weeks, not the greatest thing to ever happen but well live
i hung out with -->danny<---and zac and josh nd britt most alll my night, i was pretty sick most of the day and layed around...i actually talked to danny---> well maybe would go that far but I did try, only to make a fool of myself like always but thats alright, lol anyways..i guess imm finishing packing for tomorrow....
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