At least you'll have my heart.<3.
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I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down. I won't hold your back,
I won't make a sound.

 

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 July :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: depressed

yo bitches

im sickkkkkkkk =[
it bites. .
&&
im extreamly

CONFUSED =\


anyway.
heres some pictures ::
ENJOY && COMMENT !! =)

you know i love you . . right . . .


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butterbean
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rick
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chantai did my hairrrrr =)
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&& i did her make`up <3
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chantai && I
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noa me && drunk krystina !!
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noa && the drunk one
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krystina && butterbean
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the girls <3
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bb dancin ;)


more later
sick of this shit !!

1 without you | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 25 July :: 10.23am
:: Mood: crappy

i miss you ♥

2 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 20 July :: 8.47pm

i havent died . .

my computer is broken
&& im having wayyyy to much fun
with chantai && mike && `family"

keys . davie

YA KNO ;)

3 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 12 July :: 1.50am
:: Mood: bouncy

my weekend was bbetter than yours !! ;p


i had a Blast this weekend.

lots of ::
fun && laughs
drinking && tickle wars
spades && bowling
kids && cousins [[ i have been `claimed` as im told ;)]]
family =)

ha. i hate a blast. i really did krystina && I are going back this weekend too , cept were staying untill monday night . . so well be there longer . . then the follow weekend were goign back for mikes birthday . . i THINK danny will be there that time yaaaaaaaaaaaay

i got a rose from jacob [[ ha it was to cute . . it was a plant ? that had a red flower on it . he pickedit and gave it to me =) ]] . .

hmmm . . yeaaa
what a weekend ♥



tonight :: danny is coming over !!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
makes me smile ;)

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 9 July :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: cold

im so effin` cold

heyyyy !! whats up ?! im sittin at mikes work . . in the office . . bein cold as hell !! its like an ice box in here ;\

yeah . . krystina and i came down to megan`s for the weekend . . last night we went to work with meg . sat around the bar and hung out .. it was fun . . i tryed to get rystina to do kareokee [[ sp ?! ]] butttt she wouldnt. . .=\ we just watched . ..then mike showed up and we staretd havin more fun . . hes real funny =)

hmmm . . yea we went to bed at 5 and woke up at 8 because of there kitten . it was crawling on my head then it layed between us .. itwas so cute . its the CUTEST thing . .i was on the phone with dannn <333 when i first saw it and i was liek OMG !! . .[[ he was makin fun of me =) heh ]] i love him :D

anndddddddd yea . . i think were goign to make the 8th trip the the gas station !!

so yall be safe
i miss you sweetie pie ;)
¢¾

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 3 July :: 1.14am
:: Mood: disappointed

screw today .

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 June :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: ditzy

today was wonderful . . && i have you to thank

happy one year anniversary honey !! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

started YESTERDAY when he gave me 4 dozen pink & white roses heheh !! :D

woke up wayy to early today [[ 8am ]] and did a few things for // with my mom . . then my honey <3 came to get me around 11 he had to get up early too. . for a doctors appointment . . wich we have ot go to again tomorrow. . at bethesda. . once again wakin up early ;). . .but i really wanna go woth him so i dont care !! =) . .any way . . after he came to get me we went to his house . . . ended up switchin cards & cards . . . it was great !! THANK YOU <33

left there . . went to the bank . . and pver to mcdonalds . . then headed down to the boca mall to get my purse . . . yeapp he bought me the coach purse i wanted . . and the matching mini wallet . . . YAY !!!! hehe . . . then we headed back home . . played some mario party
=) kicked his ass ;) hehe . . .then dann "went to sleep" nd krystina nd i went to get him some money . . from cashin in his coins . . then to drives seat to convince the guy to let me switch something . . said it was a month to old bite me so we went back home . . "woke up" danny . . and we huing out for a lil then i had to make a quick run to my house . . came back within 10 minutes . . . its great living so close ;) . . . && after that we headed back to boca . . . for our dinner. . at cheesecake factory YUMMMMMMMYYYY !! <3 we had a Great dinner =). . went to blockbusters got "be cool" watched half of it with his mom && dad . . they went to bed . . . so we went into his room . . after a bit [[ ;) ]] played halo . . . and hung out . . ate cheese its !! =) heheh. . . then it was time to come home due to our early wake up once again tomorrow . . .

--> i hope you had a good day as well,nd enjot your gifts too !!


i had an amazing time today
thank you honey
i love you
6 *30*04 =)





PRESENTS !! ;)
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cards !!
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my roses !! :D
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coach purse !! hehe
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my crystal heart =) it 3was really sweet
it sasy " i dont love yotu because i have to, i love you because i cant stop. . june 30,2004 =) AWWW ;)

i love you danny. .and remember the last page of the book ;)

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 June :: 12.33am
:: Mood: giddy

damn danieL (12:32:08 AM): happy anniversery.. we started dating at 12:31 am this time last year... I love you ashley eden!


hes so cute =)
i love him . .


were gunna have soo much fun tomorrow =)

3 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 26 June :: 12.03am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: we belong together-mraiah <3

yesterday . . today . . next week . nest year .. whats the big deal ?!


well. . sorry for the lack of updates !!
i`v been living with krystina and my honey <3333333333333333 !! ;) . . we have been doing lotsa fun stuff !! we have beenhangin out with mike a whole lot . . [[ awww ]] and yea.

today we went to some bike thingy with chad and to pizza hut.
has fun most the day . .ate at rj gators for dinner and got the tips krystinas been dyin for . . [[ 8 dollars ]] it was cute ;)

and ugh yeah.

so rite now danny just got off work nd im waiting for him to get outta the shower . . so we can . .finish talking and well yanno !! ;) <33 i love you honey !!
were gunna have a blast on thursday ;) i got plans for you =)
<3333

well ya . im goign to talk to krystina befor she goes ot sleep and i scampper off to danns room once again

<333
i love you danny !!

4 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 21 June :: 11.53pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: buterfly-mariah carey

today . .

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mee<33
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krystina & myself


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i woke up around 12 . .1215 . .and i talked to beth for about an hour . .and decided to wake up danny . .and i layed in there for an hour or so then krystina go back home from work ..and i sat out there wit her nd beth and juss talked . . dann finally came out [[ heh ]] . .and yea . . a little while later krystina and i left . to go to best buy . .so i said buy to my honey .. cause he was headin off to work soon ;[ . . and we met my father up there . . he bought me a cd . .and new speakers for my computer . . OH and cds . . for burning .. i ran out . .

then krystina nd i left there went to my house ..and then to get brittany . . got back to her house and ung out . .and left wayyy to early to go to bone fish .. hung out . .had fun . had a weird waiter . .then we all left to go to church street . . i was EXTREAMLY sick and hanging out the side of her car . .throwing up YUCK . .but after a bit i felt better and we headed back to her house . .

i got a few things . . and came home . .wich brings me here . bored . .

tomorrow shes supposed ot pick me up after work because we have a few things to do . . hmmm .. should be fun =)

<33

6 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 21 June :: 1.09am
:: Mood: content

did the captain of the titanic. .cry ?!

[[ great song ;) ]]

anyways . . im sittin in krystina`s room . .shes trying to fall asleep but im makin her laugh too much. . hah ;) all cause im eatun some damn cheese its . .mwahah [[ yummmy ]]

anywho . . we had a fun night
no details
sorry bitches ;)

watched saw . .and some comedy shit !!
and just `"chiiiiiiiiilllllllllleeeeed"`
yeap yeap =) heh

anyways. .gunna go "watch" some tv or something
night fuckeRs

i love you dannny

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 18 June :: 12.10am
:: Mood: crappy

i love youu


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6 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 17 June :: 1.02am
:: Mood: anxious

mwahahah . .

Basic

*
Name:: Ashley
* Nickname:: ashy . . ashh . .i have a bizillon and 20
* Birthday:: april 11
* Astrological Sign:: aries
* Location:: boynton
* Eye color:: green // hazel
* Parents still together?:: wow . .no
* Siblings?:: no
* Pets:: fishies !! . . cats nd 2 dogs


Favorite
* Color:: purple nd black
* Number:: 7
* Animal:: tiger
* Scent:: tommy & nautica for guys.
* Drinks:: seira myst
* Book(s):: ..I dont read
* Song(s):: I have a bunchhh

Do You_.
* Color your hair:: no.
* Have piercings/tattoos:: ears nd belly button
* Cheat on tests/homework:: com`on now . .
* Drink/smoke:: fuck thattt
* Like roller coasters:: duhh !!
* Wish you lived somewhere else:: urm not really
* Want more piercings:: uh hu
* Like cleaning:: sure why not
* Write in cursive or print:: both.
* Swear a lot:: yea .. when im madd
* Know how to drive:: very well ;) lmao
* Diet:: oopsie
* Own a cell phone:: yeap
* Ever get off the damn computer:: ehh . .

Have you ever_.
* Been arrested:: almost !?
* Kicked someone in the nuts:: urm? dont think so
* Stolen anything:: yes
* Drank:: uh huh
* Done something sweet for someone:: i try ..
* Cried over a girl:: yea
* Cried over a boy:: yea
* Been rejected:: yea
* Been in lust:: nahh
* Used someone:: kinda ?
* Been cheated on:: duh..
* Been kissed:: yes

Currently_.
* Mood:: aggrivated
* Music:: none
* Food:: none
* Hair:: normal !?
* Annoyance:: urm stomach hurts . .
* Thing I ought to be doing:: ..urm? nothing
* Windows open:: noooo
* CD?s in stereo:: urm none
* Crush:: my boyfriend !?
* Hate:: hmm ..


Do you_.
* play ann instrument:: i can play bass nd the flute . .nd piano
* Believe in life on other planets:: no
* Read the newspaper:: every sunday
* Have any gay/lesbian/bisexual friends:: yes
* Consider yourself tolerant of others:: can be
* Believe in God:: yes
* Do well in school:: I did !?
* Plan to go to college:: deff
* Wear hats:: no
* Have any tattoos:: no
* Hate yourself:: sometimes
* Have an obession:: not really.
* Have a crush:: urm..
* Do they know:: urm..
* Collect anything:: no
* Believe in best friends:: yes
* Have close friends:: yes
* Like your handwriting:: hate it
* Care about looks:: mine !?

Love life_.
* First crush:: scott
* First kiss:: aziel
* Single/attached:: extreamly attached
* Ever been in love:: yes
* Believe in love at first sight:: no
* Describe what you like in a person:: haha.. im not answering this question !!

Are you a_.
* Druggie:: I dont believe so
* Daydreamer:: no
* Nerd:: yes
* Dork:: yes
* Bitch/Asshole:: can be .. urm ?!
* Brat::ehh . .
* Sarcastic:: yes
* Goody-goody:: eh.. ?!
* Shy/talkative:: depends on the crowd
* Adventurous:: yes
* Joker:: not really . .
* Flirty:: yea ;)

Have you ever_.
* Said "I love you" and meant it:: yea . .
* Been to New York:: yea
* Been to Florida:: live here
* California:: yeap
* Hawaii:: omg . ALMOST
* Mexico:: nope
* China:: nope
* Canada:: yea
* Danced naked:: yes

Either/Or_.
* Red or blue? blue
* Math or English?:: english
* Radio or CD?::CD
* Coke or Pepsi:: coke
* Day or Night:: Night
* Summer or winter:: winter
* Fall or Spring:: fall
* Phone or in person:: in person !!
* Fruit or Veggies:: Fruit =)
* What was the last food you ate:: pinapple
* Are you bored:: . .yeap
* Last movie you saw:: harry potter . . but not really ?!
* Last noise you heard:: me typin .

My Health_.
* Have you been hospitalized? yea .. my body hates me
* Have you had a broken bone? nope. . close
* Do you have any serious physical health problems? actually. .
* Are you on medication? yeap
* Do you have any mental health issues? im sure
* Do you see a psychologist or take anti-depressants, or seek professional help? not this year ;)
* Rap? shore
* Pop? mwahah ;)
* DDR? . . .
* Skateboards? nooo . .
* The internet? great

Are You_.
( Happy ) yes
(Sad ) no
( Bored ) a little
(Confused ) bllah
( Tired ) always
( Mad ) yeap
( Pissed ) passed that ;)
( Best Friend ) my lovely boyfriend nd vic. .nd _____ ?!

THE LAST FEW QUESTiONS_.
( Last time you went out of the state )
yesterday
( Last time you were outside ) like 10 minutes ago.
( You had a snowball fight ) never
( Last time you were listening to music ) in the car
( Last time you were on the internet ) now . .
( Last time you ate ) who knows?
( Last time you drank ) almost a year
( Last time you jump infront of a moving car ) yea. . right. .
( Last time you watch tv ) today
( Last public place you were ) urmm . . petsmart
( Last things you bought ) fishies .. and stuff for em !!
( Last person you hugged ) danny !!<333 --> DUH !! ;)
( Last person that told you they love you ) who else ?! DANNY
( Last person who told you love them ) honestly now ..
( Last person you IM`d ) urm . . dann
( Called ) i called ?! = vic they called= danny !!
( Lucky number ) 7
( Number of pillows you sleep w/ ) like 9
( Object you can not live w.out ) computer. . car . . phone
( Worst feeling in the world ) emotional pain
( What is the first thing you think when you wake in the mornining ) what time is it !?
( Future daughter's name ) no kids
( Future son's name? ) no kids



well that was fun. .

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 16 June :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: crappy

la la la soo im home !!


im home . . finally
missed ya guys !!

--> haning out with danny today . . <333
yay . . =)

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 11 June :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: shittie

oh my fuckin` god

okay . .

so i got my surgery yesterday . .and it sucks
my recovery . . took three hours LONGER . . than what it should have .. i had a very bad reaction . . and i couldnt breathe . .and it was awful . . they had to rush me to a special room to help me . .and omg. . i thought i was goin to die . . they gave me . . 2 doses f morphien [[ ?! ]] and 2 perc 10s ..and one perc 5. . with in 2 hours =\. . it a so bad . . omg. . [[ tear ]]

so i got home and 20 minutes later my honey came and picked me up . . we layed around and dind do o much becuse well i couldnt. . annnnnnnnnnd . . he made me dinner <333 but i couldnt eat it i was SO sick . . =\ i feel so so so bad . . and i wanted it soooo badd . . im sorry baby. .

i couldnt stand up without turing pale and almost passing it . .
it blew =\ . . they pumped air into me ..and it hurts so bad .. it like ahh i cant explain it .. its so painful . .

so i spent the night there . .danny helped me as much as he could
thank you. .for the massage ..and the dinner . .=) . .and well taking care of me <33
im sorry if i was edgie . .and what not . i was just ReaLLy sick . .and im A LOT of pain . . [[ but you know that ]]

---> anyways when i woke up this morning i still had a lot of air. . it just wont go away i want to die . . it . it hurts so bad . .omg . . im beside myself i dont know what to do . . they said wlak it off . . i walked on my treadmill for 20 minutes .. nothng im soo upset. . it hurts so bad .. im supposed to leave in like 5 hours to got six flags . .and if it dosent get better im not goign because . . im scard im having that reaction they said i could that would take anoher surgery to fix. .and =\

dfngjbdkvb kfdbfdkbfdv.

make it go away
i cant sit . stand . move . it hurts so bad =\
god =[

- - - -
im done complain`in . .
ya`ll stay safe . .





im gunna miss you ¢¾








hahha . .
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