At least you'll have my heart.<3.
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I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down. I won't hold your back,
I won't make a sound.

 

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 9 June :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: oh

white t`s .. nikEs . .gangataS . .dunn how ta act

wow guys. .what`s pop-a-loppin ?! im sittin` at jesca`s [ ( kirss`s ) ] waiting for her to get outta the showerrr. .[(
explainin` lata . .) ]

today :: has been pretty eventful . .and muchO fun [ ( mostly ) ] . . i woke up and whent down to boca with my mom to her bestfriends house . .she just bought it. . its . . well amazing considering its a 1 million dollar house. .yeah thats right . .;).[ ( its so fuckin geourges) ] . .i sooo fell in love right there it has the big rooms . .big warp around porch. .the hudge kitchen. . juss everything i`v always pictured my dream house to look like. . but im sooo happy for here. . she so deserves it . . it`s something shes earned . .

after we took the forever long tour . . we left to go to lunch . ..[ ( cheesecake factory ) ] yummmmmmmmmy =) hehhe. .and then we went back . . and talke about how the landscaping should be done . . because my dad is going over there tomorrow to design it. .and we headed back to boynton

kriSs called me and was like are ya home yet ?! .. im coming to get cha. . .[ ( she has wanted to dye her hair for forever now. .and she finally bursted . . ) ] so she came and got me . .and we headed to `'cvs'` bought blonde highlights. .and light brown . . got back to jescas . .and did them . .we had a blast lmao . . she was soo "`sccuuuurrreddd`" it was great. .we took about a bazillion pictures . . wich ill be sure to post once im home =)

after the brown & blonde were in we took a ride down to the beach and the hotel her mamas stayin at to pick something up . .

and well . . krisS decided . . we needed ta re-do .. her hair . . so we stoped at cvs once more and bought another 40 dollars worth a shit . .
black
brown
blonde [[ two of em ]]
and my dew ;)

we juss got back here ..and did the black . . im waiting for her to wahs it all out . . and then i gotta blow dry her hair . .& do the brown & blonde highlights . . its gunna be forever befor we sleep lmao

and . . saturday --> tee goes BLONDE ahhhhhhh !!

mwahaha ;) its great. . i <3333 my friends =)

anyways i have surgery tomorrow . .danny <333 is picking me up and were gunna `'* hang out *'` =) .[( i miss him. . shh though =\ . .=( ) ]

then im off to georgia. .sunday . .
tee. . angel . .kirss. . whoop .. gunna have a blast
so excited

but i gotsta bizounce !!. . kriss just got out. .
peace bizitches*

baby honey i love & miss you . =) =\

ps. . --> ITS THE WEED !! mwahahaha lmao crizazy night


<333 ashlizzle !!


no night is complete with out pictures !!
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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 June :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: dorky

pictures !!

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 June :: 12.06am
:: Mood: bored

i know ts been forever since i`v updated. .

but i dont have anything to say really. .everythigns to personal and i dont feel like publizing my life. so i wont

im supposed to be oging out of town this weekend. .tee angel and i. .bush gardens. .6 flags its gunna be fun . .

brian manny are not longer going
i wanted danny to come =\

i have surgery on friday. .i wanna wake up to your face =\

and im fucking going out to eat on thursday for lunch
at ---> THE CHEESECAKE FACTORY !! yayay !! they <33 me =)

anyways im going to bed job intwerview tomorrow. bright n early
i got the one today but turned it down [[ shrugs ]] wasnt me

night !! <3 i love you dannn

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 1 June :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: shocked


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R.I.P
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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 May :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: energetic

now i know how jimmy buffet feels. .

so this gay songs been stuff in my head ALL day. .

[[ shrugs ]] oh wellll.

wellll. . .today was memorial day . .!! and i didnt think i was going to have a very good day at first. . everything was going wrong and i was madddd. .

i woke up and hour afteR i wanted to and i took my shower got dressed and bla bla bla. . .headed over to the lake house . .because we were taking the jetskis out. .they finally got serviced [[ im soo excited ]] and we were taking them out for the first time in almost a year !! ugh, sooo i got there. .and i wasnt exactly dressed to go on a boat or a jetski. .i had pants and a tank top on. .and i did my hair ?! so i helped my mom do a few thigns and went back home to change while they put the jetski in [[ the boat still needs work =[ ]] and by the time i got back. .they were both gone. . so i was sitting around sweating soooo bad [[ ickie ; yuck ; nasty ; blah ]] and after 30 minutes i saw my mom on the lake. .and i ran down to the dock. .and was like i wanna drive !! i wanna drive !! =) soo . .i got on and we drove around. . i almost threw her of a few times ;) mwahah it was funny. .we drove by a friends house and called em and told em to come outside because we were in the back of his house. .he was soo confused .. lol sooo then after ann hour of my traumatizing my mother we went in to see when scott and my aunt kathy were coming over . . so i called and my aunt was crying shes extreamly depressed over my grandmother [[ her mother ]] passing away. .she actually has to she a concler. .=\ so she wasnt coming till later and my father was all pissed off over the boat & hungry so my mother and i went to get him food a miami subs. .

. .boy wasnt that fun . .as the lady hands us the food. .our car turns off by itself. .and we coudl get it to turn on. . but it stalled and turned off. . soo the guys came outside. .and we pushe dit to the side of the parking lot. . we called my dad and he basically said fuck off im busy. . so we had to call triple A. .and they said about an hour. . we sat in the car. .dying & sweating to death. .it was awful. . bbuttttt the towing truck finally came. .and took us to palm beach tires and my aunt kathy came and picked us up. . & by that time. .danny <333 was calling for me to come over . . so i got back to the lake house. .and went over to his house. .

we hung out . .and then chilled with his family. . we had a good day. . he was having a few problems with his computer . . though and. .soooo everyone was outside having a water guns. .and bla bla bla. .dann & I were nice and dry . .and we wlaked inside. .and beth wanted tot ake a picture and bla bla bla. .and then. .next thing i know. . im over danns shoulder. .bein throwin in the pool i made sure to pull him down with me. . even thought uncle tim pushed him in to so i didnt have to. . but he got soaked too ;). .heh. .i dindt really care. . i was just really cold after. .buuuttt it put him in a good mood. .so it was wayyy worth it ;) hah <333. .

afterwards. .everyone just sat around talked . .hung out. . bla bla bla. . it was fun. . jacob is the cutest thing everrr awwww =) . .hehe

once everyone left. .dannn got his Xbox live back so he could play halo [[ i wanna play. . shhhh ]] and im sitting here doing this. . alough i was playing blaster ball because its the greatest game. .=) byt i got frustrated and stoped. . i actually think ill go back to that when im done with this


kriss got to see manny tonight !! yayyy. . im happy for you =) hope everything went great i need the details later ;)

yeaaaa. .and thats pretty much my day. . give or take a few details. . but im going back to blaster ball untill dannys done with halo

goodnight bitches
i love you honey ;)
xoxo
&heats; ♥

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 May :: 12.52pm
:: Mood: thirsty

i dont want you bed of roses. .or a hand full of thorns



longest yard = great movie !!

family = gettin there

kriss & tee --> i love you guys !!

work = 3 more days . .nuff said !!

HAWIAII HERE I COME YAY !! [[ july ]]


hmm. . juss a quickie. oh! and happy `' m day '` !!


im goin so much better *
--> i love you danny ♥ ♥


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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 May :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: exhausted

ya kno ya wanna !!


if you could take me anywhere where would we go;
what is your favorite memory of me;
what annoys you about me;
what is your favorite thing about me;
whats my best quailty;
what stands out the most;



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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 May :: 12.49am
:: Mood: confused

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 25 May :: 12.41pm
:: Mood: bitchy

THIS SO FUCKIN SUCKS

572 * 6191

call it,leave me a message lemmie know its you .



ps no more text messages from online =\



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love4skate

:: 2005 25 May :: 7.10am

well, exams will start in a matter of minutes. and i have a great deal of doubtfulness that i will fail this. :\ alright bye.

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love4skate

:: 2005 24 May :: 9.27am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: from first to last--emily.

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FROM FIRST TO LAST.

"Emily"

smiles and her laughter
its the only thing that ive been waiting for a time
regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that ive been waiting for

i hope its something worth the waiting
cause its the only time that I ever feel real
thunder storms could never stop me
cause there's no one in the world like Emily

shes simple yet confusing
her sparkling eyes make me weak and my words they tremble
days seem like years in this month of December
the winter coldens me for i have yet to sleep
and never will i give up trying because you're everything to me

i hope its something worth the waiting
its the only time that i ever feel real
thunder storms could never stop me
cause theres no one in the world like Emily
there's no one in the world like Emily

p.s. wouldnt that be cool if someone wrote that for me...or even felt such ways about me..? hmm... that would be the most greatest feeling a girl could ever get.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 May :: 2.15pm
:: Mood: blank

whatever happened to the young girl's heart? swallowed by pain .. as she slowly fell apart

this is what iv been doing all day
a whole lotta stuff liek this. .
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love4skate

:: 2005 23 May :: 8.22am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: country shit in saads.

poop.
well..i have a new love interest. his name is jeremy azinger ! i love that kid so much. hes awesome. :) my friend sir patrick ryan swazy george likes me..but i dont like him like that. he said he was kinda sad when i told him how i felt. but hes still really awesome. :) ill post pictures when i actually get on my computer. lol. ive been on it like once all week. brittanys keeping me busy :) we have to study for exams tonight and tomorrow and wednesday night. this is crazy. why do we have exams the last 4 days of school? 1. you cant concentrate. 2. we shouldve had exams last week so we could have fun this week. 3. we need to get together with friends..and have yearbook signing. i know a few people that are moving. which totally sucks. amanda, : \ im gunna miss her verrry much. but me and her will hang out over summer :)) well im gunna go do something..no idea what..but something lol. catch you later.



cant make this right
you see on my face
that im not gonna be alright
not tonight
you can read all my letters
but that wont mean things are fine
not this time
cause you gave away
all the secrets of you and i

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 21 May :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: hungry

she got it all. .all my love my hugs & kisses

lack of entries . .again
sorry !! =)

anyways, whats been popalopin ?!

danny & I
areamazing

--->finally almost finished our tank. . its beautiful <3
and bought yet another fishie !!
we didnt know how well hed fit in because of the oscars. .butttt
hes doin swell !! =)
bought some plants and bait fish oh, and a tank for the '`rosey reds'`
still need some names. .but were doin better ;)
we both haven blown all our money on these damn fish but, ita all good .


(( picures of the tank--> ))
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in other news::
he finally got the rocks for his dads pound. .and sat that up
it looks really good buttt. . hes gunna try to make it look even better =)

and. . all our time has been spent together
♥ ♥ =)

oH !! we saw star wars it was really good. .mann o mann was i tired when it was over though. .heh =)

hmmmmmmm ?!
kRisS`s birthday is tomorrow
so. .HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)
i you !!



---> blahh
eff whats been goin on !!
heh. . im staarving right now. .and i really want a chicken ceaser salad from CARRABBAS
ahhhhhhhhh

anywho. .im going ot clean& organize my room some more

=)

i love daniel thomas jones. .forever and ever and ever and ever and. . well yeah =) mwahha ;) hes the best

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love4skate

:: 2005 20 May :: 8.20am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: nothing..at all.

poop.
bloodhound gang--three point one four


my last girlfriend didnt like me thought she might be
most likely a dyke she just didnt excite me
lefty? yeah but that was alright
she was hotter than the sun but she just wasnt that bright
my mistake she was more flaky than a leper colony
i think a wooden clothespin would have been much better company
ass like a donkey acting funky gave her i now shes a flunky
so my love for her died quicker than a batch of sea monkeys
early bird gets the worm spread your legs or spread the word
so what if im not the smartest peanut in the turd
im white which goes with everything but i can come in any color
&im looking for the kind of girl that reminds me of my mother
but its hard to find a girl with a viper tattooed on her tushy
&how many girls do you know that can play the harmonica with their pussies
like em’ easy&hot&sweet like a rice krispie treat
gee you know what i really want in a girl? me

i need to find a new vagina
any kind of new vagina
its hard to rhyme a word like vagina
calvin klein? kind of north carolina

women are like dog doo hear me through dont interrupt
its just the older that they are the easier they get to pickup
id fill the generation gap clean the cobwebs from her rafters
old hens would rather put out than be put out to the pasture
no age just aint a gauge i like my girls like my cheese
preferably for me fat free american singles only
i want my next chick anorexic the winner is the thinner
wont have to take her skinny ass out to a fancy dinner
like sizzler she got a beef well chew the fat
if i forget to put the seat up i can put up with her crap
let her lash out&crack the whip but not in bed i dont play rough
no i cant be tied down with a girl that wants me tied up
just independent like nofx smart like janeane garafolo
shed use big words to make fun of me so that i would never know
bestow upon me all her wisdom of the dewey decimal system gee
you know what i really want in a girl? me

i need to find a new vagina
any kind of new vagina
its hard to rhyme a word like vagina
kevin klein? kind of south carolina

vagina vagina vagina vagina
vagina vagina vagina vagina

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