Zuleika

Zuleika

spud	:: 2006 6 October :: 12.02pm :: Music: beatles - white album jeez. it's just playful banter. i guess i can dish it out, but i just can't take it. p.s.

spud	:: 2006 4 October :: 5.05pm it gets me real pissed off, and it makes me want to say; it gets me real pissed off, and it makes me want to say; it gets me real pissed off, and it makes me want to say: fuck. 2 comments \| p.s.

spud	:: 2006 3 October :: 12.37am :: Mood: exasperated :: Music: thunder you should buy my car. burning hair is pretty much the worst smell ever. and somehow, i think it smells worse when it's your own. son of a bitch. 4 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2006 20 September :: 10.36pm

should i feel guilty for being pissed? i don't think so. i want to eat. i want to go home. i want to not have to do this shit.

hell, i daresay i'd even rather having to buy books.

son of a bitch, man.

she didn't really need to print off 150 copies of the habitat for humanity thing did she? i had to print of MY things. aren't I more important than her? and i can't get the marihuana one to work. that makes me sad.

meh.

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spud

:: 2006 19 September :: 5.46pm
:: Music: simon and garfunkel

we're doing dinner with professor eick tonight. it's been a few months since i've seen him, so that's cool.

aside from that, i'm at college, doing college things.

like, my radio show.
and harry potter club.
and sociology (i.e. cross-dressing and writing journals and reading articles)
and psychology (i.e. thinking about thinking and writing journals and reading articles)
and german (i.e. schlafen)
and film (i.e. watching movies and writing journals and reading articles)
and radio plays
and trying to get a job
and having lots and lots of sex
and doing laundry

you know; college stuff.

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spud	:: 2006 5 September :: 4.47pm :: Music: Tool - Lateralus MERDE! der Universit�t ist sehr schwer! sehr viel, sehr gro� hausaufgabe immer!!! aber ... ich will leben. ich weiss das. und meine wohnung hat ein geschirrsp�lemachine. das ist sehr toll! 2 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2006 29 August :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: tired

BK2SKOOL

that's really kind of an interesting contradiction... the fact that they can't spell "back to school" anymore.

anyway, i'm back, and school is where i'm at.

i live here:
10266 Laker Lane
Allendale, MI 49401

mail me things that won't explode or set off a metal detector. the anthrax i'll deal with.

good to see everyone's still alive. and i figured it was high time i asserted my own continued existence.

but i'm tired. and i have lots of homework already. and i'm trying to clean. and it's just not working out. but school is fun dammit. i'm busy this weekend. why do i do this to myself?

goodnight.

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spud

:: 2006 16 August :: 2.01am
:: Mood: selfless, cold and composed? except for not.
:: Music: BnL - Born on a Pirate Ship

Mittwoch

man. so, i've been working on getting the truck ready. i took the cap off today. it looks better without it, but i need to put it on, so that way our stuff stays dry while we're camping, and so it doesn't blow away in transit. but it's pretty badass right now. and it's more fun to drive. i'm enjoying it, anyway. but the neighborhood nazis are sure to not be crazy about the truck cap now sitting on our front lawn, so i have to be quick about this. but it can't go back on until i wash the truck, fix the license plate lights, and replace that plate glass window on the front of the cap. which is proving to be a bigger bitch than i first anticipated. i can't even find a damn window to put in. lowe's said that they could have me one for 62 dollars, in about a month and a half. i basically gave them the finger and left. except, without giving them the finger. but i'm going to get up tomorrow morning and cruise plainfield looking for a hardware store. there's bound to be one somewhere. hopefully they can hook me up with some plexi and i'll be able to rig a setup to fit it into the opening. and there was this nasty-ass tar sealing the old window frame to the cap. it got all over my hands, and on my toe, and on the floor of the garage. sticky as shit. but i'm better now.

kevin is coming over tomorrow night. it's been awhile since i've had my fix. i asked mom for some booze. we'll see if that happens or not. either way it's bound to be a riot. but i'm feeling much more comfortable with my alcohol situation, which is good. i'm not so nervous all the time about it.

lifted weights tonight. that was a good time. we hit 'em pretty damn hard. i'll be sore tomorrow, but it feels good. i'm gonna try and bench 250 on thursday. wish me luck. that's pretty fraggin' heavy. but i did 245 tonight without too much trouble, so i'm feeling good.

now i have to go to bed, dammit.

be tired!

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it didn't work.

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spud

:: 2006 13 August :: 11.59pm

i updated myspace. because i'm a loser, and i had nothing better to write about since last night.

went to church like i said i would. went out on the boat like i said i would.

we went to aunt sally and uncle gerry's cottage. i had forgotten how nice it is up there. i just love it. and the water was so warm. i was sad we didn't have more time to go swimming. but it was nice just to get out on the boat. and apparently i have all of these reputations that precede me.

and i have this problem with finding these really cute shirttail cousins, which it kind of weirds me out that they're cute. and i sometimes get the vibe like they think i'm cute too, and they're just as freaked out about it as i am. it's interesting.

speaking of which, apparently i'm somehow distantly related to emily rowe. i thought that was interesting. and again with the cute cousins. meh, whatev.

time to go do something not at all productive, until i pass out.

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spud	:: 2006 13 August :: 2.48am :: Music: yes i'm going camping in a week. i'm moving into my apartment in a week. i'm starting school in two weeks. i'm going out on the boat tomorrow. i have to get up for church. i'm frickin' tired. i'll go to bed soon. 3 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2006 11 August :: 2.22am
:: Music: DMB - Crash

i love hudsonville ice cream. i like it better than plainwell ice cream.
primarily because i've never had plainwell ice cream, but secondarily because i grew up on hudsonville, and tertiarily because i like to tease shannon.

time for bed. setting my alarm for 9:30. hope i wake up.

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spud

:: 2006 9 August :: 4.56am

ever since saturday, my sleep schedule has been all fucked up.

i mean, it was well worth it, but still. i'd like the turbulence to stop now.

i'm setting my alarm for tomorrow morning. hopefully i'll get into bed at a reasonable hour tomorrow night, and back into the swing of things by thursday. or i'll just keep on keepin' on.

tomorrow i have to make a couple of phone calls, and drive out to allendale to pay my rent.

blarg.

p.s.

JustADreamer

:: 2006 8 August :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: Watching 7th Heaven xP

Omigosh, Senior Year.
My birthday is September the 1st.
I'm getting a laptop.

Here is an amazing announcement. Currently, I'm in love with / in like with / crushing on .. No one!

And I'm loving it. It's just way too much trouble, especially since I'm starting my senior year next week, August 16th, and I don't want to be hung up on anyone. Thank goodness for that little announcement last week. Otherwise, I'd still be wasting my time liking people.

Admittedly, the events as of late have been.. very.. upsetting, but I feel like I'm completely over everything. And it's a great feeling. No idea how long it will last, but it's lasted a little while now.

I'm okay now. I'm not 'emo' anymore. xP

Happy Senior Year.

p.s.

spud

:: 2006 7 August :: 11.53pm

gramma' phone

seriously guys. please take the initiative to not make stupid spelling and usage mistakes. it's aggravating. i don't expect perfection. hell, i know my journal is all wrong most of the time. but at least i try. i see so many people not caring, and thus, not trying. it makes me sad.

i had a good weekend. saturday night i had dinner at panera with shannon. after dinner, we went to my dad's new house and changed the oil in the truck, fixed the tail light, carried the filing cabinet downstairs (holy god was that thing ever heavy. it is never leaving that basement), and walked to the ice cream place. then we came back to mom's and watched 'the producers'. i enjoyed it. not that we were paying all that much attention. then we had a nice long talk. it was very emotionally draining, but well worth it. i think we got to sleep somewhere around six.

sunday we lazed around the house in the morning. we went to meijer. i got some essentials. then we went to dinner at the fondue place by celebration. it was expensive, but it was flippin' sweet! the food was absolutely amazing, the ambience was spot-on, the waitstaff were all very relaxed and cordial. they had about seventeen pages of wine selections, all of which i was too young and too poor to try. perhaps when i'm older and wealthier we can go back. that would be fun. or we could find new different places. that would be fun too.
after that we went fishing. after fishing, we went straight to bed. i was pooped. and then this morning we just lazed around the house again until i had to go to work.

i missed kevin, but apparently they practiced yesterday. i'm a slacker with a girlfriend.

it was a good weekend. i have to pay my rent this week. and get some gas. so, that should cost me over 400 dollars. good thing i made over 400 dollars last week. damn.

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spud	:: 2006 5 August :: 2.05am 10 hours - no lunch. 10 am start time tomorrow. chris is tired. and will be for the next 24 hours, at least. but once i get my paycheck, it will be all better. 2 comments \| p.s.