Zuleika

Zuleika

:: 2006 22 January :: 2.45pm
:: Mood: Apathetic
:: Music: Stabby Rip Stab-Stab

i must be emo...

hey guys. good weekend. no, GREAT WEEKEND! die gutes Wochenende.

i went skiing. did my radio show. had girls' night out. had guys' night out. did dishes twice. made french toast. cleaned the kitchen, top to bottom. and didn't do any homework.

what more could a growing college boy ask for?

sex? sure. but why would i, when i could clean the kitchen instead? i mean, seriously.

naw. lots of girl drama in the past week or two. still continuing. no sex though, which is a plus. that would complicate several matters much more than my puny, feeble mind could comprehend / tolerate.

"your head a splode"

oh jah, oh jah!

smile please. the world needs more lerts.

p.s.

spud

:: 2006 17 January :: 12.00am
:: Mood: messed...
:: Music: burnin' for buddy

well, i had yet another marvelous dinner... white rice, bacon and eggs. mmm... so good. with a little mrs dash. oh shit! i made coffee... whoops. i'm sure it's cold by now. oh well.

hm.

*checks*

...

AMAZING!!!

it's still warm! not piping hot, but hey. beggars can't be choosy.

.

i'm just totally weirded out. i didn't get over katie over break like i thought i had. so it's weird again with that. and hunter's ex is seeking psychiatric help, and i talked with her last night for a couple hours, and i really hope she's not into me. i mean she's nice and all, but that's a lot of baggage i would thoroughly regret.

and somehow i never realized it before, but ellen is crazy hot. i'm not sure just how i missed that vital part of the scene, but i did.

i've been running like crazy and accomplishing nothing all week already. well, i guess i accomplished something... i had band rehearsal tonight. that's right, band rehearsal. feel free to laugh now, or any time henceforth. i know i'm laughing heartily, myself. what foolishness, gah.

meh. well. yeah. 'tis life, for yon lad (me).

Heute, ich habe manchmal Hausaufgaben f�r Deutsch. Nach das, ich muss treffe mit der Schauer. Ich bin nicht so sauber (und habe verr�ckthaare)

das ist sehr... yucky.

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Gideon

:: 2006 17 January :: 11.28pm

public for a reason
I miss you.

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spud

:: 2006 12 January :: 12.55am

wow. first week and i'm already abandoning my homework.

this doesn't bode well at all.

but on the plus side, my social life is kicking some serious ass. and hunter is the best thing ever. well, maybe not ever. but he's good for me, in that "similar, yet different" sort of way. i really need to let go of my inhibitions, and get back to my instincts. not like buck wild or anything, but just a little more in tune. i'm so far removed from all that "human" shit, it's no wonder i feel detached all the fucking time.

i think i should go to bed. and i need to take a shower tomorrow morning. ahh... i'm so fucked. what did i do? what will i do?

FUCKED I SAY!!!

you're falling deeper, deeper 3 into the deepest, most relaxing sleep you've ever had 2 the most relaxing sleep you've ever had... deeper, falling, sinking, relaxed 1.

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spud	:: 2006 9 January :: 1.09am :: Mood: calm ahhhhh... it's good to be back. so goood. i just feel so at peace. Es ist sp�ter dann meine Schlafszeit. Ich habe Klasse am 9 Uhr. Guten Nocht! Bis Morgen!!! 3 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2006 7 January :: 4.48pm
:: Mood: yawning
:: Music: none

winter camp '06
whoa, shit.

this weekend was interesting. but i'm glad to be back in the real world. ordinarily, i like a break from the real world, but since my real world has been completely messed up for like the last year, i think i would appreciate a little bit of reality much more than detachment from it.

speaking of detachment, in addition to bob (my inaugural experience) rich brought a fifth of J�germeister, which we did in rounds. and bruce brought a fifth of crown royal, which we did in rounds.

i tried a labatt blue and a corona, but beer just is totally not my thing. i much prefer the harder liquor, in smaller quantities. it just makes more sense to me. plus i think with my stomach thing, i just can't handle all the carbonation. i can only drink non-carbonated alcohol, apparently.

but yeah. i was thinking this was a caffeine headache, but upon review, it may be a hangover. i didn't realize i drank that much. whoa.

needless to say, i'll be starting as big a health kick as possible from someone as lazy as me, as soon as i get to school.

which is TOMORROW!!! SO EXCITED!!! i get to see the GIRLS again!!!

after a weekend in the woods with a bunch of drunk guys bandying about homo-erotic insults, the girls are going to be a wonderful change of pace. this is going to be fantastic!!

ah. and now, for a coke! (just in case this is a caffeine headache like i first suspected.)

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spud

:: 2006 5 January :: 1.50am
:: Music: ben kweller

gunnie, you sick fuck!

I LIKE IT!

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spud

:: 2006 4 January :: 1.39am
:: Mood: wanting to be sleepy. but it weren't.
:: Music: dav brubeck

went to the hookah lounge again tonight. hung out with rob. probably go up there tomorrow and play for awhile. i'm super excited about that.

winter camping thurs/fri/sat

move in sunday. class monday.

this is happening so fast. but since i know i'm not going to be ready, i'll simply prepare for my unpreparedness... which requires a surprising amount of advance preparation.

i watched the road runner dvd today. that was good. bugs bunny will be a good one too, i'm sure. i'd like to see marvin the martian and "hossenfeffer" and all those old things. it was fun to see speedy. and like i said, coyote today. and foghorn leghorn. and pep�. oh, so good.

maybe i'll remember to bring the lappy tomorrow or something. i have to get a bunch of stuff i've forgotten at kevin's. my blanket, sweater, cell phone, bag of candy, shock mount, etc.

i'm such a doof.

NOW GET TIRED, DAMN IT!

g'night.

p.s.

spud

:: 2006 2 January :: 11.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: that buddy rich tribute...

teh '06

well, as in a birthday, the new year doesn't feel any different. i mean, there are phases and horizons and beginnings and endings all the time. and no calendar can dictate when and where and why, as far as i'm concerned. but still, i'm looking forward to experiencing new things, and many of them are bound to happen at some point during 2006. but i have no idea what they are, who they involve, or precisely when they will happen. but i suppose that's the fun of it.

spent the weekend at kevin's. that was a blast, but i got kinda pissed at his dad. i'll try not to take it personally. i half-installed his cd-spieler, which i'd rate around 90% complete, but he's happy and that's what counts. and honestly, it was a fairly clean install... just not complete. i'm definitely getting better at it, slowly but surely. and the wiring junk was fun. dad said it sounded like he had factory "premium sound", hence all the bullshit. but the 6disc changer i'm half certain was aftermarket. it could really be either, i suppose.

i went to hunter's last night, and we talked for like 2 hours. i've never connected with anybody like that before, other than my dad. and it was just so different and so amazing, and i really want to do it again. i know, make your gay jokes, i'm totally setting myself up for them. but i mean this very seriously. i mean, c'mon, the kid's dad committed suicide. i'm not gonna start laughing about that shit. but it was just amazing. and he's helping me realize my own genius, but at the same time, he's even more brilliant than i could ever be, so it keeps my ego in check. it doesn't make me superior to the rest of the world. just different. and i think i like different. and all the different kinds of ingenuity there are. it's just so cool.

it's bedtime soon. a little more surfing to do, but i'm more or less finished.

possibly hookah bar tomorrow. rob's back in town. winter camp this week.

good things to look forward to. oh, i got some of my books today too. i'll have to go to ubs and brian's for the rest. meh.

g'night!

p.s.

Gideon

:: 2006 1 January :: 1.12am

Happy New Year

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spud

:: 2005 30 December :: 12.48am

monseignor in town...

Your French Name is:

Sinjon Jacquemin

What's Your French Name?

isn't that exciting?

i went ice skating today at the amphitheater. saw tanya and julie and a couple other guys. they were celebrating megan's birthday. i thought that was neat, and it was good to see them. and i talked to jessie wilde on the phone for awhile, which was nice.

shopping tomorrow day. bowling tomorrow night. sex to follow bowling. then saturday is kevin's birthday. should be fun. not sure what's gonna happen. but i have a list. :) it's never going to get finished.

goodnight.

okay, one more:

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

surprised, right? oh, if only that were impressive.

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spud

:: 2005 27 December :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: lazy bastard
:: Music: SOAD - hypnotize

christmas, etc...

well, i guess i made the dean's list at school for the fall semester. here are the stats:

Communications: A
German: A-
EuroCiv 215: B
EuroCiv 216: A-
GPA: 3.608

okay, lumping christmas and birthday gifts into one (because i'm a materialistic prick...) here's the final tally:

jones soda holiday pack
various assortment of planters nuts
a collection of su doku puzzles
an electric razor (not a beard trimmer... but a real live shaver-shaver)
the worst-case scenario survival handbook: extreme edition
an aluminum water bottle (for winter camp)
an led flashlight (winter camp)
plier/ratchet multi-tool thing.
black and white plaid pajama pants (SCORE!!!)
some real winter gloves
a digital camera keychain (supposedly it really works... we'll try that out later)
a krispy kreme t-shirt & gift certificate from libby.
a travel alarm clock (WTF?! meh, whatever. bruce likes getting us useless stuff and then watching us try to pretend to be excited. he just thinks it's funny. i just get kind of annoyed.)
printer/scanner/copier with ink and set of USB adapters/cables
a bath sheet and matching hand towel. (SCORE AGAIN! DOUBLE TRUE!!)
a tin of popcorn with poker chips and cards on top (again, why? it's the thought that counts, right?)
ratcheting box wrenches for the car (on a scale of one to awesome, these are FREAKIN' SWEET!)
a pair of pro mark TX2BW drumsticks. yummy. with a gift certificate to guitar center. from grandma wright.
a couple of gift certificates to kohls (i guess that's why i didn't get much in the way of clothes this year)
and a whole bunch of dvds:
- queen: live at wembley stadium
- Experience Jimi Hendrix (a british documentary... should be interesting and cool)
- the ladies' man (to replace my scratched copy)
- office space: special edition, with flair (i still haven't seen it yet. giddy though)
- napoleon dynamite (oh, c'mon. self-explanatory awesomeness)
- the 40 year-old virgin (YES! YESS!! YESSS!!!)
- life of brian (date with the goyles, fo sho)
- Looney Tunes - Golden Collection: Vols. I & II (dad said there's a vol. III, but we'll wait a bit on that one. this is 8 discs of pure comedic ecstasy / nostalgia!!! i'm never leaving the house again.)
CDs:
311 - Music
311 - don't tread on me

and today i bought myself some new blank CDs, and SOAD - hypnotize. which i really like.

i'm sure there's more i'm forgetting.

went to the hookah bar, then morningstar, with kevin and teh fil. that was lots of fun. coffee and smoking; pretty hard to go wrong. and we also played a game of pool, which i won. but kevin really should've, i was not on my game, but still, it was good. come to think of it, i won euchre against him at the coffeehouse too. damn, now i feel bad.

i hate how now that christmas is over, everyone simply looks to the next holiday. maybe if people didn't start with christmas as soon as they were finished giving thanks, they wouldn't be so hot to get a move on.

i'm still celebrating, dammit! :)

love you guys. seriously. just keep it on the dl. we don't want to ruin my tough-guy image.

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Gideon

:: 2005 25 December :: 1.47pm

Merry Christmas

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justadreamer

:: 2005 24 December :: 11.54am

Merry Christmas (or whatever other holiday).
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Happy holidays.

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justadreamer

:: 2005 22 December :: 4.18pm

Yep. That's it.

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