Zuleika

Zuleika

:: 2004 2 July :: 7.02am
:: Mood: lonely

..forgive me if I take you for granted..
You know.. I'm not normally "lonely" like a depressing type of lonely. I'm normally glad to be alone.. Though I'm normally online and there are people there.. So would it be that I'm not really lonely? I was when the phone line was dead. I had no way to talk to anyone but my parents. It was so depressing.

..Forgive me if I take you for granted..

._.

I don't know what I was expecting..

But..

I think I wanted a relationship..

Not just a "won't bring it up for a while" and "I understand"..

But then again..

I think I'm wanting a person who only exists in my dreams?

Blah. Dreams make everything so complicated..

Ah well..

Maybe dreams can come true..

Do you think so?

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spud	:: 2004 1 July :: 5.24pm ACT test scores Englilsh: 29 Maths: 34 Reading: 35 Science: 30 Composite: 32 yup. gotta go. 4 comments \| p.s.

JustADreamer

:: 2004 30 June :: 4.23am
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: In Da Club -50 Cent [It's on tv -_-]

.........
WHY can everyone see my Friends Only entries?!

-Thrashes about wildly.- THAT'S WHY THEY'RE FRIENDS ONLY! !(&)&(!_@#&%)_!*(@$

EEEEYAAAAAAAAAAAH! -Flips out and poofs.-
-Ash

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spud

:: 2004 29 June :: 11.34pm

this took me a waay long time, so check it out.

Opening credits: Brick House - The Commodores
Waking up: 11 AM - Incubus
Average day: Champagne - 311
First date: Game Called Love - Queen
Falling in love: Here In My Room - Incubus
Love scene: Kiss From A Rose - Seal
Fight scene: Chop Suey! - SOAD
Breaking up: The Morning After The Ball - Amy Speace
Getting back together: Wrap Your Arms Around Me - Barenaked Ladies
Secret love: Secret - Maroon 5
Life's okay: Blue Rondo Ala Turk - Dave Brubeck
Mental breakdown: Why Does This Always Happen To Me? - Weird Al Yankovic
Driving: Black Crow - Jamiroquai
Learning a lesson: In Other Words - Ben Kweller
Deep thought: Dogs - Pink Floyd
Flashback: Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen
Partying: Hello City - Barenaked Ladies
Happy dance: The Zephyr Song - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Regreting: Back To Nothing - Benton Falls
Long night alone: Missing The War - Ben Folds Five
Death scene: The End Of The Line - The Offspring
Closing credits: War On Drugs - Barenaked Ladies

Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!

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spud	:: 2004 29 June :: 10.23pm ohhhh!!! i forgot. i got my SAT scores back. still waiting on my ACT. here goes: Math: 750 Verbal: 710 Composite: 1460 yep. not too shabby. i was pleased, anyway. P.S. this is my 420th journal entry, for all you stupid stoners out there. 7 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2004 29 June :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: ultra-fine
:: Music: BnL - These Apples

yeah. just an update for youse guys.

i'm alive. i'm doing stuff.

the rabbit needs work, as always. but i'm also hoping to obtain another project (a boat).
as if i don't have enough stuff to spend money on already.

but that's okay.

i feel bad about the whole band thing kinda fizzling into nothing. i really would like to rekindle that a bit, but between everything else, it's very difficult.

katie and i had a spat, but we're better now.

incubus concert next wednesday!!!!
that's gonna kick total ass.

mom's thinking about selling the 4runner and getting a 1968 volkswagen beetle.
i said it would be cool if we could go to mive g2gs together and stuff.

speaking of mive g2gs, i'm planning on going to krispy kreme on 28th and the beltline on the 4th of july for one of them. i'll finally be able to meet hector, whom i heard of a week ago through work. his mom lives over by pine lake, and he has a 1984 Rabbit GTI.

the one i've been stalking.
so i'll be there at three on sunday.

ummm......

yep. still alive. still tired, as ever.

i love you guys.

and, of course: ILYTL !!!

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JustADreamer

:: 2004 26 June :: 7.06am

Friends Only [Edit]

If you'd like to be added to my friends list, simply do the following and, most likely, you shall be added. [-Doesn't expect many wanting to be added.-]

1.)Comment.
2.)Add me.

Sorry anyone who doesn't have a woohu journal and wants to read this.. Get a xanga or something. I have one of those as well. <3 Bye-bye.
-Ash

[Edit]
Most of my more personal entries, dealing with people and most of my angry/depressed entries are friends only.
I don't know if this happens to everyone else or not, but for me to see other people's friends only entries, I have to go to their journal. I can't see them on my friends page..
Ja.
-Ash
[/Edit]

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spud

:: 2004 22 June :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: cool

volkswagen rabbit:

check this out. on my user picture, that's a rabbit.

a rabbit that i saw in real life today. a couple hours ago. in real life. today. in cedar.

madness, i tell you.

never before have i seen this vehicle, yet all the while it has been residing under my very nose.

needless to say, i didn't wash the tank. i just marveled at the car for half an hour.

it was weird though.

here's a better view:

http://www.michiganvw.org/MIVEyearbook/2003/wmaaax060703/sp_images.php?filename=dsc01465.jpg&action=spoof

frreakin' crazy.

i love it though. i want mine to be like it in every way.

well, not every way.

but a lots of ways.

yep.

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spud

:: 2004 11 June :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Incubus - You will be a hot dancer

SAT can suck PHIL-HIMSELF's chode

Dont you make fun of me!

yep.

time for some something or other.

work is weird. although, it was the same deal last year.

i've spent the last few days hanging out with katie and reading, mostly.
it's been nice.

last soccer game of the season last night. we lost 4-3 to fremont, but i had a pretty kick ass game, personally.

very heartening.

and we leave sunday afternoon for a week camping up north with dad.

that should be fun.

i think i'm gonna buy a 14 foot aluminum speedboat.

it'd be fun to have. and god knows there are plenty of lakes around here that i could trailer it to.

ACT tomorrow. and stuff.

yeah. drumline music sucks balls. because robuck won't let nate rewrite it.

that was like the only thing i was looking forward to next year, having nate write our parts. and now robuck has taken that away from me. what a fucking bitch he has become.

well i'm off. i have to grab my absent-minded girlfriend a pair of socks.

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spud

:: 2004 8 June :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: hungry

Arachniphobia!

"ACHTUNG!
spud may actually be a spider-human hybrid

From Go-Quiz.com

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spud

:: 2004 5 June :: 1.02am
:: Mood: exhausted

i keep forgetting shit.
like clothes, and a calculator, and number two pencils.

t-minus 7 hours until i begin taking the SAT.
fuck my uncle.

i gotta get to bed.

mle's open house tomorrow.

we got to go out on the boat today. that rocked my fucking socks off.

and i got to joyride in the car some. which was fun.
put me in an awesome mood.

now i'm gonna go read harry potter until dad gets back with my calculator.

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spud	:: 2004 19 May :: 4.01pm :: Mood: good yeah. life is okay. in fact. it's not too shabby. damn near almost great. 1 comment \| p.s.

spud	:: 2004 17 May :: 8.34pm awexome. 2 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2004 15 May :: 2.07pm
:: Mood: spantastic!
:: Music: incubus - here in my room

the spanker squad is moving up the rear.

yeah.

check it:

My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Munchi Teapot, Yo.
What's yours?
Powered by Rum and Monkey.

yeah.

this is what we do at band practice.

sit around and play on the computer.

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spud

:: 2004 9 May :: 4.21pm
:: Mood: much better

we lost our soccer game.

it was total bullshit. the whole thing.

i suppose it was an appropriate conclusion to a bullshit weekend.

but i went for a bit of a joyride, and cut across the school lawn to bogart one of the bastards in their bmw that mommy and daddy bought.

so i feel better. waay better.

since katie told me i never update when i'm happy.

i'm happy right now. and i'm updating.

she's not happy, but whoopty-fuck.

not my job. not my problem.

i'ma take a shower now.

cool.

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