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charlessumnerthatsickfuck (profile) wrote,
on 6-1-2003 at 11:24pm
Subject: i'm done, i don't care
i'll prove my subject wrong, starting now:"who? what? when? where? officer elections. HOW can you say that? You didn't
show up to elections TWO YEARS IN A ROW. This show's your voter's your
dedication to FFA. It shows where FFA falls on your list of priorities. If you
wanted an office you should have been there. We keep on nominating you for
other offices, but you weren't voted for. Don't trust hearsay, people have
hidden agendas. I have told you what i think about elections. They were
decided by voting. Just like banquet's awards. They are tallied,(pt. systems)
fairly, I tell you, and Lisa A tallied yours, not me. The awards such as:
outstanding member, stars, and proficiency awards are all determined by r-dawg
and his little committee, i have no say. It would have been diff. if I did.
and you doing a lot. I don't know everything that you've done, but i know what
you haven't done. You don't attend leadership conferences."

ah chrissy. Some may speculate that your lashing out is a plea for attention. and i probably wouldn't disagree. i'm not you, so i can't be sure. I'm sick of bickering. i've said the same things repeatedly. and you are correct. you don't know the situation w/ my cows. Ownership is judged, not labor. I've done work. Every summer from the time i was old enough to carry a bale of hay until i got a paying job i would spend at my grandparents, working on the farm. I still do when i go on vacation from school. This is how I take care of my fair animals. I don’t really need to justify myself to you. About the “I don’t trust your word” issue. K-t knows the story. The only reason I talked to your parents is b/c I was presenting an award I sincerely believed you had earned, not because I was suspicious of your authenticity. And my trust has little to do w/ you. I’m naive by nature. I trust people, not just you. Finally, I told you in the above paragraph, which appears on as a comment to one of your entry, exactly what I said at elections. I don’t know why you are still dwelling on it. Ok, I’m done, I don’t care if you decree that I’m a horrible person on your woohu, b/c people who know me have already judged that from themselves and people who don’t know me don’t care, and are most likely too intelligent to believe hearsay on someone’s character. Chrissy, I don’t think you are a bad person, I do think that you have a misled perception of who I am and what causes me to be a member of FFA. I hope that in the future you won’t judge me or anyone else, assuming that our actions are a reflection of hatred projected at you. Your actions have been successful in diverting my attention from those I care about.
So know I will focus on steph. I’ve missed you this weekend. A sexy good time just isn’t the same w/out you. Stacy, you whore, your accusation of me loving nate is disgraceful. How can I love someone who hasn’t even made me a marshmallow roasting stick? It’s an inside joke, so is that! Ahhhhh. Lisa, I must see you soon, we need to make a delivery to joe’s house. Yea baby. Yea. Jessa- please tell me you got boufy-blitzed this weekend? Hehhehe. K-t, glad to hear your flowerpot/tea kettle wasn’t severely damaged and that you managed to finish it today. Don’t break it in too soon. It is sad that these five people are the only ones I think are neccisary to become updated about. But I wouldn’t trade a single one of you for multitudes of popular, selfish, shallow friends who I can’t relate too. Anyway, I had a frikin scary day, but it was soo frikin scary that I don’t want to relive it. So you’ll have to be held in suspense. ha. what a joke, i'm the only one who reads this. Oh well, I love ya’ll, I’m getting that sleepy high so I’ll go do my homework now. bye
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mysticdaydream

06-02-03 3:00pm

nicely put, taco, couldn't have said it better. don't worry about not seeing me this weekend...you will see me ALL summer. seriously, i will be over at your house everyday and never leave. i will live in the corner of your basement and wear your socks and use your toothbrush. it's gonna be a great summer!

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daleearnhardtjrishot

06-02-03 4:40pm

anytime you want to we can...has steph said anything to you about a study session tuesday???...ttyl... love you....bye

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stay_c

Re:, 06-02-03 6:44pm

lisa when are you gonna move in with me? talk to ya later.


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daleearnhardtjrishot

Re: Re:, 06-02-03 10:00pm

stac i just don't know when hun...maybe we should get an apartment then we can have parties!!

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Tina

Okay!!!!, 06-02-03 6:57pm

Okay Fine, I am ending this right now, but I am not going to regret what I said. I told you how I felt and thats all that needs to be said. I sure hope that this will change things in the future.

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

Re: Okay!!!!, 06-03-03 11:13am

You know what? i already ended it. You are just repeating what i said. I don't feel it's fine because you should admit your mistake, but i'm not you, and only your conscious will suffer.

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