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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 6-7-2003 at 11:31pm
Current mood: indescribable
Music: sixpence none the richer - "don't dream it's over"
Subject: we know that they won't win.

my mood is so f*ing bad right now. and it's hard to explain why. so i won't. i just feel like staying up the whole night online or on the phone just to talk with somebody. to not be alone. i feel alone and unloved right now. and i know people might comment saying "i love you" and i already know that. but it can't change my mood right now. i can't stand when i'm like this. i annoy the hell out of myself when i cry over little things. and i'm very annoyed right now. sometimes it's just so hard to smile. my eyes hurt. i think since no one is here to talk me to sleep, i'll just watch tv. it's the next best thing for to a friend. because it won't turn off unless i want it too. and i can always turn it back on if i'm lonely. it helps me get away from the bad things. if only somebody was here to do that for me. and no you can't, even though you think you can. sometimes only time can heal me.

happy birthday danielle [for tomorrow].
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relex333

Re: Re:, 06-08-03 12:32am

Heh, I know this might mean nothing, but if you need someone to talk to I'm always here, relex333....

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relex333

Re: Re:, 06-08-03 12:39am

Heh, I know this might mean nothing, but if you need someone to talk to I'm always here, relex333....

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spinoangel

Re: Re: Re:, 06-08-03 10:13am

coming from you, it does mean a little something. thanks.

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pinkyfers

06-08-03 10:28pm

awwwww....feel better christina!

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