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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 6-21-2003 at 9:22pm
Current mood: questionable
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Subject: I dont believe in Religion.. I really dont.
It feels different not to be commited to a "certain" religion. Its kindof like a game. But you can make up your own rules. Its a life lesson also...Instead of going by what others feel is right..you learn whats right or wrong by everyday life and you take that into consideration and create your own beliefs. Its good. Its good for me.
Well...do i believe in god? I dont know. Theres too much bad shit in this world to say. So...Amy is religionless and faithless. Its a dog eat dog world....Whatever helps you become or feel better is good enough for me. I know most of you highly dissagree with me but thats fine. I dont care.

Ever sat and stared out the window, looking at the sky and trees, wondering what life would be like if you could just be free. Free to do anything..free to be who ever you want?..yeah..

I guess I'm hoping for this new person just to come to me. Someone that could be made into a part of me to change me. Its not all that easy though. I have to make the effort to. Part of me holds back and I dont know why. I hate the criticism that I get..along with that comes judgement and assumptions. I dont like any of those.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if i was born into a different life...different family. Would I have a chance of being happier...would I be a totally different person? But then I'm reminded that maybe I do like the way I live. It just could be the people around me. Why do I have to live in rockford..If I could just take all the people that I like and move them to a different place..I would. But that would create the perfect world and perfect atmosphere. Of course, that cant happen to me for a change. I guess it could be worse.

Oh well.
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sheels21489

06-21-03 9:55pm

I accept the fact that some people don't believe in God. I don't like commit hate crimes or anything like that to the people who don't.

It does get to me when the people who don't believe in God say things like "I'll be praying for you" to others..that bugs me.
I hate fake people.

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sheels21489

Re:, 06-21-03 10:01pm

Do i agree with it?
No
I gotta have something to believe in. Something to get me through sometimes and to help me understand. It's nice to always have that something.

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graffiti

06-21-03 11:12pm

Amy, I like the way you think.

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thedarkerside

Re:, 06-22-03 1:55am

Why thank you Allison :) I appreciate that.

its 1:37 am. I'm a night owl! HOOT lol

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