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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 7-12-2003 at 12:57am | |
| Current mood: crying Music: destiny's child - "emotions" Subject: tears on my pillow |
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| ugh. stupid stupid stupid me. luan... *tear* in the words of a broken heart, it's just emotions taking me over. i'm caught up in sorrow, lost in the song. if you dont come back, come home to me darling... nobody left in this world to hold me tight. nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight. good night. ok two minutes ago i had the convo i had with altan posted here but i took it off cuz its a little... idk. i want it to stay personal. our convo was just about him trying to understand my sadness. and he didnt succeed because he... like... mocked me and acted like it was stupid for me to act like how i was. i mean, dont tell me that. he didnt comfort me much. i was just like FORGET IT!! and he's like "ok. that must of made you mad" and i'm like "ya think?!... geez you're a quick one altan." and then he was like "i'm gonna go now. goodbye" and i let him go. ugh he pisses me off so much sometimes i cant believe i'm such good friends with such an asshole. and i continue to just.... UGGGGGGGH. i cant stand this!!! and i've got major cramps too. DAMMIT. be thankful you're not here to witness my wrath. UGH and now i'm just mad at myself. i have the urge to delete this entry... but i chose not to, cuz it's how i felt at the time. |
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aare001 | 07-13-03 10:58am i'm sorry i shoulda stayed on a lil longer so i could talk to you. altan=insensitivity. i'm coming back.. slowly but i'm still coming. |
cabinetofcuriosities | 07-13-03 11:22am well yeah at time altan can be an ass. now do you look at the bad pts of him always to realize why you're friends with him? or the good pts? anywho with the cramps. pms? if so same here lol. maybe altan's never been in a situation like you have before. go for someone who does to talk about it. it'll be easier and they'll be more sensitive and will give you advice if you need any. |
spinoangel | Re:, 07-13-03 11:56am thanks. yeah altan is a really good friend of mine, maybe even a "best" friend, and usually he understands but i guess he needs to experience it firsthand to know. yes its pms... last night was the worst i've ever had in my life. |