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| christini (profile) wrote, on 7-19-2003 at 10:57pm | |
| Current mood: hopeful |
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| he IMed me tonight.. and we started talking.. and he decided that he wanted to break up.. so we did.. he said theres so much wrong with our relationship and its been so long that weve "tried" to fix it or w/e and he doesnt want to anymore.. and he just wants to be alone and happy.. so i mean.. theres nothing ican do.. i cant make him want to make this work.. and i guess its for the best.. becasue we all know how i felt about this.. that i knew i deserved to be treated better.. but i wanted HIM.. and i was so stubborn.. and its just like.. i knew i had to let go sooner or later.. but i didnt want to.. and now i guess this is forcing me .. to move on.. and keep testing waters ? .. i think this is what i needed to make me move on.. officially.. yeah ill feel weak a few days and miss him.. but as long as i try not to reminisce and just leave it in the past.. and who knows.. maybe we'll end up the best of friends laughing at the fact that we used to date.. maybe not. who knows. but at least this'll let me start off the new school year fresh.. with an open mind.. who knows what can happen | |
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pandrea | 07-20-03 1:21pm well christini... it had to come some time.. and we know its for the better.. right? i mean now u can start off fresh this year and see whats out there. and if hes really meant to be ure only one.. u 2 will find each other again some day. i love you. |
christini | Re:, 07-20-03 1:40pm i know.. i love u 2 :) .. theres always swooning over ssd. lol |
colombiana | 07-21-03 2:02pm sexy surfer dude.. here comes christine !! |
christini | Re:, 07-21-03 5:01pm dont u know it.. lol.. but he has a gf remember.. that stupid bitch. lol....... but plus..hes an ass; member? |