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Toki (profile) wrote,
on 7-23-2003 at 8:49pm
Current mood: weird
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Subject: Ehhh...
Hi....I finished White Oleander today! 390 pages in two days...Damn....I'm good. Hahahaha! Woooo...talk about being isolated, I feel like I'm on another planet. Need...human....contact...::twitch::
You know what?? When I was reading White Oleander it hit me how many times Claire cried. I realized I haven't cried in so long. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing, just an observation. Is my life good enough now that I don't need to cry or have I become immune to things and I'm too tough to cry?? I don't know, crying isn't actually that bad. It's not a sign of weakness, more of a silent way to rid yourself of bad feelings. And after a good cry, you usually feel so much better. I kinda just want to cry right now. Maybe I'll watch Moulin Rouge...or Dead Poets Society....lol....I'm such a dork.

In the brighter news,Lol, Zak just found out about his nickname...hahaha, I think he was mad, but I couldn't really tell, it was through email. But I get the idea that WHAAATTT?!?! symbolizes madness...Lol. Poor kid. I apoligized for telling him, but it's kinda funnyish. But yes, I have to go call Jillian now. LOL! ET! Haha! He's so funny! ::cough:: anyways...Laterdays!
~Toki
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mudpiegrl

crying, 07-29-03 3:26am

my child, crying is not bad, 's long s you dont shed tears over someone else because they are not worth ti...nope not even me! crying is an outward way of dealing with things...how often do you honestly cry alone without forcing it? i find it undelably (that a word?) impossible. love ya jorie

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