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daisymae (profile) wrote,
on 7-25-2003 at 1:01pm
Current mood: cynical
Subject: home
nothing to do today, boringness sure to come. i feel so mean for some reason, i think i hurt someones feelings unintentionally. i just move to fast without thinking and end up getting caught up in something i really didn't want. i say i want one thing when i know im just too scared to try for it. this probably doesnt make sense to anyone but thats okay, its not meant to. i saw the truest qoute yesterday "Love is the slowest form of suicide". why is it that thats true? why cant love be like its described in all the books and movies, where two people are just so happy and nothing can change that. its just me being stupid and wanting something i cant have, or maybe just cant handle. oh well, PEACE
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Aileane

Hi, 07-26-03 1:24pm

Love...my opinion is that when love is true, it probably hurts, because there are a thousand things that can go wrong in a relationship, but just because of that it's worthy. I don't think anyone really wants a partner to be confortable with, you know what I mean? When you're in love, truly in love, you'd probably have arguments and it'd be hard, but it's also a love worth fighting for, because for each bad thing about it, there are hundreds of wonderful ones. I'm not really experienced in that, but I've always believed so. Haven't you noticed that people seem more in love in dramas than in comedies? See Sweet Home Alabama, or anyone like that, and compare to Romeo + Juliet, Moulin Rouge!, Message in a Bottle...

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daisymae

Re: Hi, 07-26-03 2:51pm




hey, i know what you mean about love hurting. it hurts, sometimes i think its not worth it. but then the one im in love with will do such i a sweet gesture it makes me forget about all the bad things. but then theres other times when i doubt if im even ready to be truly in love. but theres pressures coming from every side....im expected to want love so i do. its just confusing. im in love with two guys, i dont even know myself if thats possible. brian is older and so sweet and i know would never hurt me, but theres no challenge involved with him i have him and i will always have him. nick, on the other hand is crazy and insnae and every girl wants him but he wants me, but i dont trust him....its crazy. im sure you dont want to hear my ramblings...

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