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brad (profile) wrote,
on 7-26-2003 at 3:13am
Music: blink 182 - man overboard
can someone take me away?? please... im going crazy here...im all alone and i have 2 more days of complete nothingness...i got really pissed earlier and i accidently cut myself....there really shouldnt be any knifes near me when i get like that..i get the idea that pain is nothing and if i cut myself then it will help but it just leaves marks to remind me of my stupidity. i have so many dreams that will never be achieved. i wanna be a singer/guitarist so bad but ill never get the balls to sing in front of people. i dont know why im stupid like that i just need some way to get rid of it. ive been working on my voice alot this summer. im trying to get my sound that fits me and i think i have it. ill just never be able to show it. that makes me sad...the song i typed up below all this is my favorite song to sing and play. when i sing it at my cousins he always misses the chance to record me cuz he never gets time and i never do it when he says. somehow he thinks i do a really good job with that song. i need someone to take me away. if jay would respond to me half of the time then we probly would have went out tonight but he ignored me. oh well. anyway im gonna get going. i dont want to annoy anyone anymore. goodnight all.

Bradley
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allyson

07-26-03 9:46am

Jays at davids...

And it's better than having no dreams.

I realized the other day I had no dreams. I don't know what I want to do at all.

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rayray

07-26-03 12:48pm

Your too self conscious. And you care too much what other people think. Just relax.

I also have dreams that will never be achieved. Most people do. Its part of being human. Its part of life. Thats why they are called dreams.

Well, Im going to get going, because Im sure what I have to say, doesnt matter to you. Latas!~*

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Star_Gazer05

07-26-03 12:59pm

BRAD!!!!!!! I miss you like crazy! I've been working too much and i would really like to see you soon! I know of a band that is in need of a singer and guitarist...you interested? they are awsome when they do play. i could hook ya up. anywho, if ya ever just need to talk to someone call my cell 401-4003. i'll listen! hey you should meet me somewhere around Pine Ridge sometime next week. I'm working at Pine Ridge the camp down there on the lake. email me or something. I'll talk to you later bradley!

Julie Slow

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brad

Re:, 07-26-03 2:44pm

julie, whos this band you talk of? whos in it, do i know them? shit, bruce said checkers was in need of a new singer but hey i didnt really jump at that chance. but yeah tell me more and tell me what kind of music they play and if they have any kind of equiptment or anything. my big problem is i dont have a good enough amp. mine is a little peice of shit. so i dont know i really dont know if i could actually sing. anyway..

rachel, its kind of odd..you trying to give me advice. it didnt really help because your putting hopes down -.- i wasnt really looking for that.

ally, damn jay.....

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allyson

Re: Re:, 07-26-03 3:44pm

Uh.... damn? jay? Please explain cuz I am lost!

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