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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 7-29-2003 at :10am
Current mood: okay
Music: still incubus
Subject: ive returned
alright...i got some anger out and i was playing around with the settings on my journal, ultimatly finding a squee picture to put up and now im pretty happy with it. and now im going to put in some entries that are things i wrote in a notebook before i had this and while my comp was broken (okie it still is; am on my friends) some of it sounds stupid now...but it sounded smart when i wrote it....

Where do people leave thier confidence? it seems as if they care more about what other people think than they do about making themselves happy. if you died, the one who criticized you would live on,m and making a change would never matter to them. If it was the other way around, and they died, what would you feel? you would not believe those things anymore if someone told you the opposite. Why does it take so much to make someone believe you wehn you tell him or her a positive thing about him or her, but onlyy once when it is negative? who decides waht is wrong with us? why are someone elses problems important in your life? they do not affect you in anyway that is life threatening. Why does it matter? people today need more confidence. it isnt something you can buy at a store, and not just one person can give it to you. it has to be given, like wind, in small gusts. and the sunlight shines through like love, warming the surface. and the light of the stars shows mercy in the dark sky. if we all had waht the earth does, would we be happy?



doom doom doom

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Anonymous

confidence, 07-29-03 12:14pm

If you died tonight, and the people who critized u lived on, wouldnt ur reputation be of their words and not urs? I mean if they lived htey can change ur rep. which is pretty big even if ur dead right? It would effect ur family and the way they are preceived?? We would not be happy if we had everythign, not possible.

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mudpiegrl

Re: confidence, 07-31-03 4:03am

they could entirely change your rep, but do you honesty think, with the way we honour the dead more than we honour the living, the change would be negative? words spoken at funerals are always of how well a person lived and when remembered, no one likes to remember the bad things, therefore, in a sense, making all forget your faults.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: confidence, 08-04-03 3:08am

but at a funeral not all say good things and changing a persons rep for better or worse is so easy now a days. plus, i was watchin this movie and the guy dies adn when everyone leaves the funeral home it starts to rain and they all put up the guide thing to protect from the rain, arent the things spoken at a funeral that quickly forgotten. Bad things tend to stay in ur mind alot more than the good.

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