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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 8-11-2003 at 5:05pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: jagged edge - "goodbye", aaliyah - "i miss you" Subject: and here is why the tears come down every night |
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the tissues want to know why?... because luan is leaving. august 25th. i only have 8 school days with him. sweet sixteen won't be so sweet. and i'll be all alone in art, looking at that empty stool that should've had my boyfriend right there. and there won't be anything to fill the space between my fingers. and we'll never reach five months. i didn't have enough time with him. i hardly saw luan. and now our days are numbered. everyone shall miss him dearly. we all already do. so now that everyone knows...join me in my sobs every night. because my love is going to leave. *tell me have you ever been in a situation where the best thing you could do, was the hardest thing you've ever done? but you try to do whats right. and i know deep down inside that i really wanna be there by your side, but i can't stand to see you cry. not when it's because of me. when it's over, i'll never love another, i'm always thinkin of him, i'm doin this because of him. don't wanna say goodbye. i don't wanna let him see me cry, lookin out the window and wonderin why. there's no one in this world that could ever take your place, all the love that we shared, it can never be erased. and i know that and it hurts so bad. and i'm sorry, you're the best i had. goodbye.* *yes, you went away. you up and left me. we were close friends, also lovers. did everything for one another. and now you're gone and i'm lost without you here and now. but i know i gotta live and make it somehow. come back to me. can you feel me? hear me calling for you. it's been too long and i'm lost without you. what am i gonna do? said i've been needing you, wanting you. wonderin if you're the same and who's been with you. is your heart still mine? i wanna cry sometimes. i miss you. now i'm sittin here. thinkin bout you and the days we used to share. it's driving me crazy. i don't know what to do. i'm just wondering if you still care. and i wanna let you know that it's killing me. i can't think no more since you went away. i don't really feel like talking. no one here to love me. baby do you understand me? i can't do a thing without you.* pix from the justin/xtina concert |
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angeLeyes | 08-11-03 6:15pm awwwwww! we'll all miss him =(. christina, i'll be here if u need me, k? we'll get through this together. just be thankful that something so great happened instead of not happening at all. i luv u!
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angeLeyes | Re:, 08-11-03 6:17pm ooops, i meant thick and thin =). |
alwaysfalling | -tears-, 08-11-03 7:49pm *and i'm so sorry that i've fallen help me up lets keep on running don't let me fall out of love. running running as fast as we can, do you think we'll make it? we're running keep holding my hand so we don't get seperated.*
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nettyness | 08-12-03 9:32am xtina!!! I love you! I'm sorry luan is leaving =(. If there is anything i can do, tell me! |
| karit_top | Re:, 08-12-03 12:27pm lets keep it limited though |
cabinetofcuriosities | 08-15-03 4:55pm wait! where's luan going?!?!?!? why was not informed!?!?!? im so sorry! we'll all miss him! |