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| sendmemoney (profile) wrote, on 2-26-2002 at 10:50pm | |
| Current mood: distressed Music: death cab for cutie - bend to squares |
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| *~as I sit here, my thoughts are plagued with doubt. something is amiss, and all I want is for things to feel right again. insecurities i thought were gone rise up again the instant you turn away, and all i want is to never let you leave. the situation i was most scared of turned out to be the one i can not live without … and i fear i am losing it for reasons unknown. i let my guard down, only to be let down in the end. such highs and lows in such a short period of time that i worry my heart can only take so much. the fluctuations will kill it, and i will remain as i was before; never truly content. why did you take me into this exquisite paradise only to remove me from it the second i saw its true beauty ? i can not live in this world of black and white when I know what lies in another, but i can not be transported there without you, and you do not want to be there with me.~* | |
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| Anonymous | 02-27-02 4:01pm baby, whats wrong??
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sendmemoney | Re:, 02-27-02 7:01pm nothing, it is all good. YOU write the best lines ever. love you. |
| shadow_baka | Re: Re:, 02-28-02 9:49am d00d. haha
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sendmemoney | Re: Re: Re:, 02-28-02 3:22pm haha, no, i WISH i could "get it on" with marc. but i love andrew. skyburnedbright is his journal. but shh do not say anything about my journal on anybody else's ... it is a secret. also, marc hates me now, but i love him so much, and am so, so sorry. te amo mi vida ! perdoname ... :( |