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Iron-Cipher (profile) wrote,
on 8-24-2003 at 12:50am
Current mood: blisful
Music: Switch Foot- Dare you to move
Subject: (does anyone read these anyway?)

Wow, life is different. I work Thursday, Friday, and Saturday this week. Meh!

Anyway I'm doing pretty good. I am really really happy being with Rachel, I love talking to here. Heck, even if I have things that normally I wouldn't say anything about because I'm apprehensive about and would bottle up, but I don't know with her I can just talk about it, and I can make her smile, thought I'm not sure if that's just to make me feel better. :) I find it funny though, everybody has their own opinion of me and Rachel being together, and while I don't feel like raising hell right now, I would just like to you try and be objective and remember a few things. We all obviously know that Ray is going to be upset, but I want you to be objective remember. One, Ray is the one that had Rachel come all the way out to my house the night that they broke up, and tell me that she was mine if I wanted her. I would like to say though before you get huffy that this was very comendable, but there are a few things wrong with that. If you really want to know call me and ask. Anyway, then after he did that Rachel and I sat and talked for a while and made an agreement to wait, because we both needed time apart before we could be together. So that was that, but Ray for some reasons seemed to push us being together. I won't go into the reasons I believe are behind this. I just wish that people could see something though. Sometimes your own actions become the punishment in of themselves. So to be honest I know that you are all Ray's friends, but I think you need to realize that things between me, Rachel, and Ray are being worked out, and there is no need for you to put your noses in and stir up more trouble, we are working on it, and do you really think that that will help? To be honest this is only directed to some people. I would like to say while I don't believe anyone is going to hell but I think that your outline with some of your comments, I mean number one I have had nobody not one single person come to me and ask me how I felt or what I knew was up before you started judging, but I geuss part of that is human nature. I really don't mean this to stir up more trouble but to hope that some people would be able to have a little more understanding, and maybe other would just know how I felt.

Peace
Nick
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pamela

08-24-03 1:29am

i'm glad you and rachel are happy together. yeah i've noticed around here all the things being said and stuff and i think people need to mind their own business. you guys can work it out. it really does make things worse when people come waltzing in and shooting their mouths of about stuff they really don't know all about. so it's good that you said something like this so maybe some people will lay off others around here.
pamela~

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softballgirl3

08-24-03 12:34pm

i'm glad you are so happy with Rachel. and i'm sorry for the way people judged and treated you before. i guess it probably seemed like i didn't care about your feelings and stuff but i can promise you that i did and still do care you are a great guy and Rachel is lucky to be with a guy like you.

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Lavitz1985

08-24-03 1:22pm

I'm sorry Nick. You know how much I love her, and how hard it is for me to see someone else with her, when I can't be. I just want to be able to make her happy... but I can't do it right now. It seems only you can. Or at least help keep her happy... don't hide from me my friend, I don't want to lose the ability to talk to you just because you're dating the girl I love.

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Angel_Bob

08-24-03 2:13pm

Yes, I read the subject.

Thanks, Nick. I am really lucky to have you and I'm glad you're happy to be with me.

Luv ya all. Miss ya more.

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threshershark

08-24-03 7:50pm

Nick, are you going to add me on your friends list or not?

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Angel_Bob

Re:, 08-26-03 7:25pm

It takes him a while. It took him almost three months to add me ;p

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