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greenpixiestix (profile) wrote,
on 8-30-2003 at 11:19pm
Music: Green Day - Walking Alone
Today was a tutoring day. Made sure one of 'em did the math homework, and tried to help the other write a poem - a peace poem. We tried to rhyme. I ended up making up silly things like, "What's the use of having a brain / When we can't even act humane" and "A new president would be really swell / thanks to our government we're going to hell" Silly stuff. "If the nation would stop killing and eating meet / Maybe our family values wouldn't be so obsolete". Word. Haha. Rhyming is fun. Stupid, but fun. Right now I'm home all alone. My parents are at a friend's house and Cor is having either pho or udon with Justin in SF. Technically I could have gone with 'em, but I chose to be a loner tonight. I need a new monitor. Mine is officially broken. And this computer only gets one hour of internet. I'm too lazy to grab this monitor and plug it into my comp. Or vice versa. Ugh, my writing skills have gone to hell. Perhaps I just don't care anymore. That is probably why I got an 74/75 on my bio paper last semester. Yeah. I'm still upset over one point. I should have gotten full marks! Thank goodness I'm not a perfectionist. Thank goodness I'm not Jessica Simpson (Lachey). That girl has serious problems when she can't even wash and fold her own laundry, or even wash dishes. Insane! I think I know how it feels to be a mom. After almost a month of being responsible for a ten-year-old, and having to do all the housework thanks to my mom accidentally splicing the top off her middle finger in the lawnmower, it's safe to say that I've gotten the gist of what life may be like for me in about ten years. I'm not ready to be a mom. I can barely take care of myself. I will cook (good meals, too, thank you very much!) and then forget to put stuff away. I left the milk carton on the counter this morning. I'm messy. I'm accident prone. I'm not all that picky when it comes to cleaning and vacuuming. This isn't the portrait of a great housewife. Then again, I'm not going to be a housewife. My future husband better split the chores with me or he'll have to deal with a gross, messy house. It doesn't matter at this point, but this could possibly pose a problem in the long run. I have yet to find someone who can put up with my baggage, drama, clumsiness, music, temper, etc. There was a boy on Friday, but that was just odd. He borrowed a pencil, and next thing you know, he said "Do you have a boyfriend? We should hang out." Out of the blue. Skinny guy with glasses. Not all that intelligent. Ah, I sure attract some odd guys. I want to find a good guy with a spine. He doesn't have to be super smart, so long as he isn't ignorant. Is that too much to ask? Instead I get stuck with spinelss guys, asshole guys who grin, hoot, and say, "Nice ass." when I walk past, cute guys who crush me with, "You'd look really hot if you dressed ghetto or wore tight clothes.", and odd goth or poser guys. I'm sick of it. I'm not saying there are hordes of guys like that, but it seems like every guy who has asked me out or been attracted to me is a total creep. Creepy. Freaky. Where's the nice guy who's interested in some of the same things I am? Somewhere out there, I hope. See, I AM a hopeless romantic. On a side note, Adam Brody rules. ;) OH! And does anybody else find it disturbing that emo kids are either grossly obese or insanely thin?
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charlie

09-03-03 3:44pm

Ah, I sure attract some odd guys. I want to find a good guy with a spine. He doesn't have to be super smart, so long as he isn't ignorant. Is that too much to ask? Instead I get stuck with spinelss guys, asshole guys who grin, hoot, and say, "Nice ass." when I walk past, cute guys who crush me with, "You'd look really hot if you dressed ghetto or wore tight clothes.", and odd goth or poser guys.

where do i fit in?

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greenpixiestix

Re:, 09-03-03 7:27pm

Charlie Shick, you will be the death of me. ;) You're on my good side b/c you have good taste in music. Louisa, Cor, and Nina all think you're exceedingly good looking (not to inflate your already large ego even more). You're therefore off limits and inaccessible anyway, since you ARE halfway across the USA. Besides, you're not really attracted to me, right? =)

You can't be, since I indulged in Serial Joe yesterday and had 2 hours of bad rap-metal/rock. And THEN I busted out the Take 5 and danced around to poppy hip hop R&B boy band music. *evil laugh*

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