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sherriffsteve (profile) wrote,
on 9-5-2003 at 6:41pm
Current mood: aggravated
Music: Me and Bobby McGee
Subject: ????????????????
Things are really tough inside my social life. I don't know what it is, but it feels like I'm fading away. Theres sometimes when I feel that one of my friends steals all the glory, then theres another friend who wants me to fall away from everything that I spent the last 5 years trying to find. Now I don't know what to do, I want to try to be friends with everyone, but I think I've figured out slowly that it's not possible. I guess I'm clomplaing again. I'm just sick of hiding myself. I'm not gonna do it anymore. This is my life, and you can laugh at me for believing in God, or for not dressing like Marisa, or not having a Rockabilly Dad, well ya know what...I do have everything. This is all I'll ever need. you can neglect it if you want but it's the most beautiful thing in the world. And in the end your gonna wish you didn't ignore it. I wish you could all just see. Just see.
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infinite

..., 09-06-03 2:12am

sometimes seeing the world differently can be difficult, although you have others seeing that point of view with you, it's still hard to see "friends" dogging you for finding something that you feel you need. i really hope you find everything you need. even if we are not friends afterwards i still hope you find a deep, soothing happiness in this world. i wish to you with all of my heart the best of luck on your new path in life. (yeah, i know this sounds cheesy and whatnot, but it's from the heart...)

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infinite

Re: ..., 09-07-03 11:07pm

i like sheep...

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rocketboxer

09-06-03 11:08am

you know i love you no matter what. i harbor no animosity. fuck the people who laugh at you. believe in god with all your heart. stay with dan. i don't care. if it feels so right, don't worry if others say it's wrong. thats all.

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andy

09-06-03 3:25pm

you are a hero in my eyes.

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liar

just browsing..., 09-08-03 9:34pm

hiding yourself is sacrificing your inner beauty... it shouldn't be done. i'm glad someone else in this world realizes that.

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happy-bunny

Life, 09-14-03 8:07pm

Don't worry about it, sis! If they truly are your friends, they will except you for you, not for being like Marisa or because you don't/do believe in God. Eventually they will see how great you have it and how great of a person MOLLY LINDSEY is and they will love you for that! Well I do right now! I LOVE YOU, MOLLY!
~Love your lil sis, Kelly aka child or kiddo~

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