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2007 8 August :: 9.59 am
Sunday is my birthday!!!!!!! woot...
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2005 27 June :: 10.54 pm
people are fuckheads and need to hurry up and die to make room for others with open minds and hearts. people with loving souls (unlike me) the world needs less angst and all you cock jockeying, ass mongers can just shit off and fuck yourselves. i hope my child rules the world and rids it of your seed.
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2005 20 February :: 2.06 am
You're all fired from school, and your homework is to drink bleach and die.
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2004 28 July :: 1.31 pm
whatever happened to GOOD music?
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2004 29 May :: 6.01 pm
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: the smashing pumpkins
Are you male or female: Where Boys Fear to Tread
Describe yourself: Zero
How do some people feel about you: Behold! The Night Mare
How do you feel about yourself: Ugly
Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: Fuck You (An Ode to No One)
Describe where you want to be: 1979
Describe what you want to be: Heavy Metal Machine
Describe how you live: In the Arms of Sleep
Describe how you love: Sweet Sweet
Share a few words of wisdom: We Only Come Out at Night
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2004 27 April :: 10.53 pm
i screwed up so bad monday. spent all the money i had prom shopping with jess and now i barely have any money at all. how could i screw up so bad? i didn't even realize how much money we spent shopping and BAM! no money left. i feel so bad because now jess had to help pay for the things i promised to pay for and i hate feeling like i've failed her. well, i'll find a way to make everything work because that's just what i do, i guess.
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2004 18 April :: 6.49 pm
"it's just the way you smile," you said
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2004 17 April :: 3.11 am
i'm happy. that's it. just plain old happy.
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2004 17 April :: 12.17 am
blah, headache, blah
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2003 21 September :: 11.36 pm
:: Music: the Cure
Why Can't I Be You?
You're so gorgeous I'll do anything
I'll kiss you from your feet
To where your head begins
You're so perfect you're so right as rain
You make me
Make me hungry again
Everything you do is irresistable
Everything you do is simply kissable
Why can't I be you?
I'll run around in circles
Til I run out of breath
I'll eat you all up
Or I'll just hug you to death
You're so wonderful
Too good to be true
You make me
Make me hungry for you
Everything you do is simply delicate
Everything you do is quite angelicate
Why can't I be you?
You turn my head when you turn around
You turn the whole world upside down
I'm smitten I'm bitten I'm hooked I'm cooked
I'm stuck like glue
You make me
Make me hungry for you
Everything you do is simply dreamy
Everything you do is quite delicious
Why can't I be you?
Why can't I be you?
Why can't I be you?
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2003 21 September :: 11.05 pm
:: Music: The Cure
In Between Days
Yesterday I got so old
I felt like I could die
Yesterday I got so old
It made me want to cry
Go on go on
Just walk away
Your choice is made
Go on go on
And disappear
Go on go on
Away from here
And I know I was wrong
When I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her
Inbetween without you
Without you
Yesterday I got so scared
I shivered like a child
Yesterday away from you
It froze me deep inside
Come back come back
Don't walk away
Come back come back
Come back today
Come back come back
Why can't you see
Come back come back
Come back to me
And I know I was wrong
When I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her
Inbetween without you
Without you
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2003 15 September :: 7.55 am
One sound, one single sound
One kiss, one single kiss
A face outside the window pane
However did it come to this?
A man who ran, a child who cried
A girl who heard, a voice that lied
The sun that burned a fiery red
The vision of an empty bed
The use of force, he was so tough
She'll soon submit, she's had enough
The march of fate, the broken will
Someone is lying very still
He has laughed and he has cried
He has fought and he has died
He's just the same as all the rest
He's not the worst, he's not the best
And still this ceaseless murmuring
The babbling that I brook
The seas of faces, eyes upraised
The empty screen, the vacant look
A man in black on a snow white horse,
A pointless life has run its course,
The red rimmed eyes, the tears still run
As he fades into the setting sun
M: You're going on that plane to take you where you belong.
W: But no, I have...
M: You have got to listen to me. Do you have any idea what
you have to look forward to if you stay here? Nine chances out of 10 we both end up in a concentration camp and that....
W: You're only saying these things to make me go.
M: I'm saying it 'cause it's true. Inside us, we both know we belong in different......
....maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon, and for the rest of your life.
W: But what about us?
But what about us?
But what about us?
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2003 15 September :: 7.53 am
Harmlessly passing your time in the grassland away;
Only dimly aware of a certain unease in the air.
You better watch out,
There may be dogs about
I've looked over Jordan, and I have seen
Things are not what they seem.
What do you get for pretending the danger's not real.
Meek and obedient you follow the leader
Down well trodden corridors into the valley of steel.
What a surprise!
A look of terminal shock in your eyes.
Now things are really what they seem.
No, this is no bad dream.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want
He makes me down to lie
Through pastures green He leadeth me the silent waters by.
With bright knives He releaseth my soul.
He maketh me to hang on hooks in high places.
He converteth me to lamb cutlets,
For lo, He hath great power, and great hunger.
When cometh the day we lowly ones,
Through quiet reflection, and great dedication
Master the art of karate,
Lo, we shall rise up,
And then we'll make the bugger's eyes water.
Bleating and babbling I fell on his neck with a scream.
Wave upon wave of demented avengers
March cheerfully out of obscurity into the dream.
Have you heard the news?
The dogs are dead!
You better stay home
And do as you're told.
Get out of the road if you want to grow old.
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2003 10 August :: 5.26 am
one of my favorite songs
Czarina
Sippin' tea
Let the rivers pass me by
These dusty tears
Need no place to cry
I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
For me there
With my czarina queen of all that I believe
Still born seasons cradle our affairs
I light a candle
My lover to protect
In sack cloth and ashes
My lover will descend
I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
For me there
Hide behind your walls
I waste a day
If I want
All this and more are under me
I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
For me there
For me there
this reflects on where i am in this particular point in my life
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