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| dreamiecloud (profile) wrote, on 8-31-2002 at 8:44pm | |
| Current mood: thoughtful Music: standing still - jewl |
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| have you ever had one of those moments where everything feels fake? like really fake? i was sitting in chruch today (and its not the first time its happened either) and i thought about my life....how im going to graduate and go to college and get married and have kids and watch them grow up and have thier kids and then im going to be old and then i am going to die....and then i thought how none of that might even happen...that i might die today or next year or whenever and i wont have the chance to have my life.....and that scared me....the thing is also im scared to grow up and be out on my own....the world is a scary place have you ever looked around during one of those fake moments and thought about how weird some of our concepts are? when i was little i thought that the whole universe was kept in a chest in this freaky old ladys house....it was really her marble collection...not planets....and when i was older the chest was in Gods house and he watched over us im rambling but i have nothing better to do and that was really bothering me today its just one of those things...and whenever i get those feelings im always in church...it weird just really werid ttyl ¤Ana¤ |
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LiLChikky | ``hmm``, 08-31-02 9:34pm I used to think that were just dolls, and God would play with us just like a little girl would her barbies. The world was his doll house.
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dreamiecloud | Re: ``hmm``, 09-01-02 9:54pm thats pretty weird...but i guess we all have our own little veiws |