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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 9-9-2003 at 9:42pm
Current mood: worried
Music: the ataris - "giving up on love"
Subject: cuz it really kinda sucks.
today was an interesting day. good range of emotions. testing... yay. we got to miss chem and govt. i loved it. it was all good. afterwards me and altan and sameen were walking... we wanted to go see mcmanus but we saw an ap so we were like ok lets go to mezinski and then she wasnt there and we were walking and our govt room saw us... we were like oops. damn. me and altan were like the only ones not there [that werent still really testing]. it was funny.

then we went over the questions. and i took megan's book to look at her art and i see she did a lot of pages. i realize HOLY CRAP, our journal assignment was due today. there was no way i couldve done any of it cuz it was already 10:15. i freaked out and got sooooooo worried. i still am. because she told me she'd look at it but she's not gonna give me the credit. so its gonna affect my grade on my progress report. and it better be the only subject i dont get an A in... cuz if not, then i'm grounded til i bring it to all A's again. so i'm kinda scared. *crosses fingers*.

so i totally had trouble focusing on things after that whole art ordeal. i couldnt even read my IMs right. i got home and slept til like 5:45. danielle came over for dinner and then we hung out and we studied for art history. it was fun. i made her smarter =). and seeing danielle always calms me down.

lets get this straight people. me and altan... we're just good friends. we're not going out. we're not gonna go out. ok? got it?... good.

*these last few weeks i've been confused. sometimes i wonder if i'm better off alone. you fall in love, you break your heart, you fall in love again. it's never ending. i guess i'm giving up on love... cuz it really kind of sucks. uninspired and growing tired. why am i always attracted to drama? will someone tell me what it takes me to be happy? maybe i'll meet that special boy on the way. then he'll break my heart and leave me crying. i guess i'm giving up on love.*

BTW... in 12 hours and 17 minutes... i'll be 16!!... and happy bday to my buddy bryan too!
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laughkisscry

09-09-03 10:51pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

taco bell for everyone..
no no just christina because she is special and looks muy muy hot in her blue sweater.
...i wonder.
paco loves tacos too.

much
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laughkisscry

Re:, 09-09-03 10:52pm

<3

it is missing the damn <3

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spinoangel

Re:, 09-10-03 8:04pm

i<3u so f*ing much! i look hot in that sweater cuz its from you! givin me some of your dddddamn sexiness...

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karit_top

09-10-03 6:04pm

what is it to make you happy, well its seems being me is making you happy, at least smile. yes i too have experienced that realm. lol. well im going to cook with my accute blindness, i hope i dont burn the house down, or at least some school material. you know, dont want to pay the fine for a textbook. lol. well i ttyl, like tomorow

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kickass1157

09-10-03 8:39pm

happy birthday xtina. i shall try to find something that you are worthy of.
and i dont know why people assume that people who hang out [of the opposite sex] that they're going out.
its just wrong.
<3

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MikeyJ

Re:, 09-10-03 8:49pm

not everybody (*cough* reynold!) assumes that

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spinoangel

Re: Re:, 09-10-03 10:06pm

UGH! i hate that kid!! he better not be spreadin shit.

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kickass1157

Re: Re: Re:, 09-13-03 3:36pm

and if he is... i can kick his arse. <3

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