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christini (profile) wrote,
on 9-26-2003 at 10:58pm
Current mood: sad
Music: johnny rzeznik- im still here
Subject: ::sigh::
funny day-> bad day-> ok day-> good day -> annoyed-ish day -> good luck day-> awesome day -> bad day -> depressive day.
yes. that all occured today.
im sick of everything.
im sick of being pushed around.
im sick of being bullshitted.
im sick of being treated like crap.
im sick of trying and getting nothing out of it
im sick of trying to be the better person
im sick of trying to be nice
im sick of trying to get what i want and then being disappointed
im sick of having too much faith in people
im sick of being annoyed and pissed off by everything
im sick of all the homework
im sick of all the stress
im sick of all the fucking rrrrrr people
im sick of people making fun of me and me taking it personally
im sick of wanting waht i cant have
im sick of being lonely
im sick of being weak
im sick of being bitter
im sick of holding it all in
im sick of EVERYTHING.
i just want out.
but is there a way out ??? of course not. its just an endless cycle of shit.
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Lizzy

09-27-03 9:54am

*i'm packing my bags cuz i dont want to be
the only one who's drowning in their misery
and i'll take that chance cuz i just wanna break
i wont look back and wonder how it's supposed to be
and it's only me...emptyhanded*

don't ever think you're emptyhanded christini...if you ever feel lonely, take my hand. and i'll never question it, just support you until your back steady on your own two feet. i love you.

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christini

Re:, 09-27-03 10:07am

::smiles through tears:: i love you lizzy.. youre my shooting star :)

(another michelle branch song )

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flirtygrl202

Re: Re:, 09-27-03 3:35pm

oooo i like michelle branch

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pinkyfers

09-27-03 2:46pm

awwww...don't feel that way! everyone loves you...and you dont need to hold it all in...you have so many friends and they're all there for you...you just have to go to them/ feel better.

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christini

Re:, 09-27-03 3:22pm

wuv you :)

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colombiana

09-27-03 5:17pm

christini.. as i read that i swear to god i became dizzy. it's so much of what i feel right now that its crazy to think someone else feels the way i do. so remember that i am in the same boat as you. i am here for u alwayz and forever pookie!

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