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| Aaron (profile) wrote, on 9-28-2003 at 3:28pm | |
| Current mood: guilty Music: hurt, Terrible lie, Subject: Empire of dirt |
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| Fuck I'm sorry, what am I thinking, I should leave. I'll bet you hate me so what's this worth anyway? life. anything but hate. I told you about life. what it means to me. I feel so stupid now. I am that stupid. HOW!? HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME!? WHAT AM I!? HOW CAN ONE PERSON MAKE ME THIS WEAK!? I have to go. for you. start over. hide. god, didn't I do this once already? WHAT AM I!? shit. that's all I am to you. Shit. I know how you feel. You hate it that I love you. How am I supposed about Alex feels twords me. I hate it. Not her, just her love. I can't be tweaked for her. It's hopless, and thus I hate myself. I hate it all. I wish I could do something. Why do I feel. NO! I was wrong. You MAKE me feel. But that's all I feel. Hate, love, and fear. fumnf! ha! what comes between fear and sex? fumnf! fuck I'm sorry. I gues I'll see. I hope not in hell. not yet. |
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shalee | 09-28-03 3:46pm If you're talking about me.. then I dont hate you. Or how you feel. I'm sorry. I know I created this. I know it's my fault. And I'm sorry. I didnt want this to happen.. please dont make it happen.. please? |
godessalthena | 09-28-03 10:20pm |
| Anonymous | 09-28-03 10:26pm Well, if you don't love her just tell her... I mean, you're really young, and it's not the end of the world... You should feel nice that someone loves you, even if it isn't super progressed... I was in love a little while ago, and he really didn't care about me, I just wanted to die... Then I talked to his friend and he told me the d-man had a girlfriend, and then I didn't feel the same way afterwards... Then I got a crush on the guy I talked to, his name is Astin or Ashton or something... It all boils down to how much you want to feel loved... If Alex loves you take it as a gift, if you don't love her don't act like you do because it'll just hurt more when she finds out... Hearts aren't made to be played with...
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| shalee | Re:, 09-28-03 11:18pm Alex, thats you, huh? I knew you were upset.. Wont you please talk to me? I want to help you.. -huggs- |
Aerii | Re: Re:, 06-06-04 4:06pm That was my sister. |
Fallinginyourmind | 10-01-03 1:06pm Dude, Paul, you seriously need to learn how to spell auf Deustch "fumnf" is F-U(oomlat)-N-F Just like it sounds. And yeah... You know all about me. I have all sympathy. Just not advice. Is there advice here? Doubtful. I'd say fuck all those fuckers that make love and don't keep it (and I mean that in two very different ways) But... well... Tori's here, and yeah. I like her better than Megan. So HA! Yeah. Randomness. Class in 15 minutes. |