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sushininja (profile) wrote,
on 9-28-2003 at 4:12pm
Current mood: tired, depressed, anxious, angry, blah blah blah b
Music: GYBE!
Hmm, instead of writing my paper, I am here writing my feelings...too bad I can't get graded on these, although odds are I would fail these...

Yesterday, I hung out with Coomes after working 5 hours...it's been a while since we've hung out, and we had a good time...We rented two movies, Read or Die and Sharkskin Mam, Peachhip Girl...the latter was really fucking crazy...I didn't have enough time to watch the first one though...We went to Uraku for dinner, after seeing if Carmen wanted to tag along, but she had other plans...we played a bunch of Soul Calibur 2 and had apple crisp...hmm...

After that, I returned home, worked on a little of my paper and read a bit of my TOME...after this, I went over to Carmen's and hung out with her for a tad, trying to cheer her up, make her happy...I don't know if it worked or not...I did, however, end up putting her to sleep...

Today, I woke up...and several hours later put a pair of jeans on...it's fall now, because I'm wearing jeans...I visited Carmen at work today, and saw Sara getting trained for her job...I was late in visiting Carmen, so I only saw her for about 10 minutes, as her break ended...I came home, watched the Browns lose, and here I am now...

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Saddened by my failures
I crawl into my bed
And slip away from this world
Into a world of elation
Where a warm rain constantly falls
Upon the ruins of a civilization
Torn apart by phenomenon
Phenomenon caused by man
Phenomenon that is man

I stand on this blood soaked pillar here
And look into the wheat field
Gently swaying in the wind and rain
White stones stare back at me
Unaltered by the rain
I turn around, and see a forest
That bids me to join it's cold darkness

Leaving the sunlit world of elation
I fall into despair, yet I walk further
The sticks snap under my weight
I come upon a giant tree
Thousands of years old
Looming over me, I turn around
I search for elation, and am unseccessful
About ready to give up, I hear my name
There she is, noose about her neck
Scraped out eyes and a burnt body

She takes off her noose so I may join her...
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crazyweaver05

09-28-03 6:07pm

write something creepier...honestly...geesh

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sushininja

Re:Hmm..., 09-28-03 6:58pm

Is that a challenge?

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crazyweaver05

Re: Re:Hmm..., 09-28-03 7:00pm

no...its a threat....mwuhaha......hehe

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sushininja

Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:01pm

Then it is a pretty poor threat...

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crazyweaver05

Re: Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:03pm

well i never said it was a good threat...

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sushininja

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:04pm

Well, why didn't you take the time to make it a good one?

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crazyweaver05

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:05pm

hmm....i don't really know how to make a good threat i guess....

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sushininja

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:05pm

Yeah, I can't really help you either...

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crazyweaver05

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:08pm

well fine then...be that way....you'll pay for this....


thats about as good as my threats get.....

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sushininja

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:Threat, 09-28-03 7:08pm

It is better than your first one was...

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Anonymous

09-28-03 10:44pm

Sorry I couldn't come along to Uraku...I would have enjoyed it. maybe next time, eh? Thanks for coming to visit, and for talking to me til I fell asleep. Both made me feel much less lonely, even if it may not have seemed like it. I'm a real mess when it comes to being unhappy. Sorry you're having to put up with it.

and I like the poem. But next time you feel like writing something like that, CALL ME. No matter what time it is.

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