| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| imation (profile) wrote, on 9-17-2002 at 7:38pm | |
| Music: ben harper- fight for your mind Subject: i haven't WRITTEN in ages |
|
| i had nothing once. the starkness of it all is hard to grasp now too profound for words curses fulminating, eminating from every pore- i'm bleeding for mankind now i'm suffering for your sins. but this day is just like the last is just like the last. hours passed minutes clicked away like rain on the window like rain on my eyelids is it rain now? rain down my face, streaming from a green sea rain on my lips tastes of all those tired nights... those awkward words those gray clothes and gray boys and gray thoughts. the rain is gray again tonight. you looked at me. no, that's not how it started.. i realized you first. before you had the chance to incriminate me in your mind i copied your every feature on napkins and matchbooks dusting them against my thighs in the warmth of my pockets which whisper history incessently asking me "where were you?" i lower my eyes from across the room you have stopped me. you are alert. your senses faded with my gray rain and i let you in to stay you shake your umbrella and say something trivial about the weather but i have not listened- i am too busy focusing on the rain on your face. i question morality all of a sudden- i question YOU -often now- there isn'e a day that goes by that i dont' wonder look think glance chance to meet you in your purest form your shrunken dripping self coming to my house- a shelter from the gray rain. but in turn FINDING the colorless wonder your link to me- your conversation starter your realization of my one pure weakness. but where does that leave me? a hallway full of puddles your footprint dry and stained now and fading ever so slowly but surely as well. i stand with the door open now on nights when the rain turns to gray mist on my face swirling hair air like the duluth border where are you now? the footprints gone now i'm almost grown now its almost midnight now where are you? you know where to find mme now when the rain turns to gray if you come with your comments and your umbrella- even your shoes which may stain for years more to come i'll have no choice but to let you in. whats another day? i can't bare another storm without you.. |
|
| Post A Comment |
|
DayDream | 09-17-02 11:47pm I like that. Did you write that or is it a song or something? |
imation | Re:, 09-18-02 8:20pm yeah, i wrote it. sarah creation. thanks.. |